Athena
He kissed me as if his life depended on it, within every caress of his tongue against mine, he was awakening some new within me. I didn't know the start or the end, all I was aware of was the fact that I was absolutely engrossed in everything he did. I truly loved this man, and yes, if it did make me pathetic for being in love with the man who has left no bounds to hurt me, behaved like a monster and was a heartless being who did not care about anyone but him, I did not care. I was not in the state to consider anything at all.
Sebastian's one request has thrown all my beliefs, my decisions, my hopes and dreams, every negative and positive thing in my mind here and there, like a cluttered mess which I couldn't gather whilst my eyes were locked with ones. And the result? Here was I, under his captive like all the other times but the mere difference was, today, he was not here to cage me; He was here to free me from the same cage he'd put me in, and constantly build a new wall around it.
My whole life, I kept searching for love. I searched for that one moment where I would find someone who show me care and respect that none bothered to show and today, perhaps this was that ephemeral moment I'd been desperately looking for my entire life. Yes, Sebastian did not deserve me but did I know how to stop myself from giving in when everything I'd ever wanted was right in front of my eyes? No, I didn't. If I did, I wouldn't have been here, stuck with Sebastian in more ways than one.
Neither had he let me go nor did I want to leave him at any cost. He got the power over me.
We were brought together by fate, perhaps it was the only unfairest thing it has put me through which I wanted to make fair by fixing my fated mate whose heart was no less cold than a stone.
"Beautiful," A thoughtful smile tugged at his lips as he stroked my cheeks, his eyes shining with love.
He dipped his head low for a kiss once again and he kissed me, this time deeper than prior.
His gentle push made my back meet the bed, and as his hands slid down to my waist, lifting my lower half to press his hips against mine and a soft gasp slipped past my lips. Desire entrenched my skin, my eyes closed shut.
I couldn't help myself from getting lost in him. He brought out my vulnerable side, without even having to try. He was my weak point and whether he knew it or not, nothing could change this unnerving truth. He was the only weakness that I'd never be able to let go of at any cost.
With a quick motion of his hands, my robe came off. He threw it away, before he moved to pull the nightdress over my head.
Now, my lingerie was the only thing that covered me at some point.
He released a deep breath that almost resembled a growl; The next moment, he dove in and began open-mouthed kisses from my neck to my lower abdomen, teasing my sensitive skin in the most intense way possible.
A low moan slipped past my lips on its own, amidst the fierce fight of my body trying hard to keep up with Sebastian's slow and sensual torture that drove me crazy. I could feel thousands of sparks shooting up and down my body every second and god damn, every one of them was stronger each time they passed through the layers of my skin and attacked my core.
Nothing was holding him back today. He was giving me all of him.
He unhooked my bra with a move of his nimble fingers and latched his mouth on my nipple the next moment. The sudden pleasure that attacked my moistened bottom, threw me off guard.
My hands flew to grip his hair as tight as possible, nothing was holding me back as well. I could hardly keep my breathing steady when my heartbeats have already gone erratic. He was driving me insane and surprisingly I did not have any complaints about it.
Whilst his mouth assaulted my breasts, his hands skimmed down to remove my panties. My breathing hitched when his fingers brushed over my dripping folds. However, when he realized that tearing that piece of fabric was much easier than pulling it down from this position, Sebastian being himself, tore it into shreds and threw it away.
He looked at me, his eyes searching for any sort of hesitancy or fear in me, but when he found none he smashed his lips on mine. My eyes closed shut, and I kissed him back instantly, pouring all my love and the words of my heart into that one kiss, and it'd be a lie if I'd said that he didn't do the same.
"You are mine," He breathed against my mouth, "All of you...is mine."
I didn't even need to respond because I was sure, my eyes made it evident more than I did that I agreed with his statement more than he, himself did.
I moved my hands to unbutton his shirt but he caught my wrists, leaving me surprised by his sudden action.
"Not now," He shook his head, the look on his face remaining mysterious to me until he rose and moved down to part my inner thighs.
I still did not know what was he up to. I did not have much education on the basic anatomy of a woman. Basically, I was taught nothing except for the ways to please a man, and that was a favour done by the auctioneers since my parents didn't have even a second to waste on me to teach me anything. However, I was lucky enough to escape the horror of those auctioneers, demonstrating everything about me, because I was a virgin but the other girls weren't.
My chain of thoughts was broken when Sebastian's fingers skimmed down the sides of my thighs.
His gaze was fixated on me, It was evident that he'd noticed me getting lost in my thoughts that were probably an enigma to him.
"Don't think of anything else," He spoke, softly, "Trust me."
I sucked in a breath and nodded. Trying to relax my stiffened muscles. However, all my efforts went straight down the drain as Sebastian parted my thighs, and his warm breath hit the most sensitive part of my body. Goosebumps covered my whole body within a matter of a second.
What was going to be his next move was perhaps the biggest mystery for me, nonetheless my lack of knowledge had left no path to solving it by myself.
Sebastian must have noticed how alert I was and the restlessness that became very evident through my heavy breathing.
"Relax, Athena." His gentle voice surely soothed me, but it was not enough to wipe off every trace of the turmoil within me.
I nodded once again, not sure how was I actually going to do what he said. That one word seemed the most difficult thing in the world to do at that moment.
He slowly moved down, keeping eye contact that did not allow me any space at any corner of my head to zone out. He kept me and my soul locked in one place. I could not think of anything else, but my mind was fighting to run away from this suspension that made my heart beat faster with every second that passed by.
Sebastian's mouth finally made contact with my skin, and he laid gentle kisses along my inner thighs. A burst of pleasure hit me, and shivers went up and down my body. God knew what spell he was putting around me but he made me lose every bit of self-control I had.
I wanted to look away and bury my head into the pillow, but his blue eyes refused to let me. He knew exactly what was he doing but Alas! If only I had the nearest idea of what he was really doing to me!
"You are worth fighting for." He spoke, looking deep through my soul, and his mouth landed on my bottom causing me to gasp loud, in shock and surprise.
He kissed me there just like he'd kiss my lips but harder and faster, exploring deep as his gaze bore into mine. His tongue darted out to penetrate my entrance, and my back arched, hips shook.
God damn! The zap of electricity I felt shooting through every cell of my body, the amount of bliss that percolated in.....I never knew this type of pleasure exists. I never knew Sebastian would do something like this.
"Sebastian...." I fisted onto the bedsheets, trying to hold myself together as much as I could but I ended up failing as Sebastian dragged me closer causing my hold on the sheets to break loose and allowing his mouth to have better access to the right where he wanted.
From kissing to sucking, nibbling and biting, his mouth moved in all sorts of directions. I could barely breathe without letting those brazen sounds leave my mouth every second.
He went really deep. Pushing his tongue deeper and deeper each time, and when he thought it wasn't enough to drive me completely crazy, he joined two of his fingers and pushed them inside, licking me from slit to clit, eating up everything I had to offer.
I gripped his hair, my fingers pulling and tugging at it on their own.
It was a debate, who enjoyed this encounter more, cause the growls rumbling and vibrating against Sebastian's chest now and then, told me a whole different story.
Sebastian's hands hooked around my thighs were the only thing that kept me steady. He pinned my lower half down in the most efficient way possible. He knew how to tame me, and the worst and best part at the same time was that he was aware of how my body, mind and soul functioned more than I did.
"Oh my..." My voice trembled, and tears slid down my cheeks but not due to pain. It was the intense pleasure that made me burn for him.
The strong knot formed in my lower abdomen, growing bigger and stronger with each second passing by. What he was doing was not a mystery anymore, nonetheless, I still did not have any clear idea about it. All I could understand was that he was putting me through an absolutely incredible ride full of euphoria and ecstasy.
I couldn't help but love it and crave more though I could hardly handle any of it at all.
My walls began clenching every time he pushed his fingers inside, and repeating the torturously slow in and out motion, somehow, even in this dilemma my hips managed to stay in sync. I could feel my release edging closer and every second became even more agonizing but in Sebastian's eyes I could see, he was enjoying keeping me waiting for the climax.
I threw my head back, his tongue moving in all motions did not leave me in any other options other than letting him do what he'd planned. God knew what he'd done to me, I did not want him to stop; At the same time, I wanted to reach the end which will eventually put it all to a halt and at the gates of another mystery.
After what seemed like an eternity but was not more than a few seconds, I perceived the effects of the upcoming release attack me. My toes curled, my eyes nearly rolled to the back of my head and I fisted onto his hair as tight as I could for my dear life.
A satisfactory growl rumbled in his chest as he pushed his tongue into my entrance, and then....the release hit me. like a frantic wave.
I moaned out loud, the climax washed over me. A surreal bliss ran through my veins, seeping into my skin and scars.
He licked me clean, savouring everything I released. Words weren't enough to describe my feelings at that moment, never in my wildest dreams, I had imagined Sebastian, the man whose only intention was to make me loathe him, and show me his worst side, doing....something like this.
He looked up at me, satisfaction swarming in his eyes.
His lips were glistening with my....
The heat on my cheeks did not have any intention to fade, I could feel them burn under my gaze. Noticing my blush I saw a smirk tug at his lips and he moved towards me, tucking my hair strands behind my ears.
He leaned closer to my face to kiss me but stopped midway.
"Taste yourself." He murmured against my lips and sealed them under a deep kiss.
Weird. Yes, that was how I could describe the taste. The mixture of sweet and salty seemed preferable to Sebastian as far as I could tell, but to me, I'd rather love his scent to waft into my nose, his arms around me, and the skin-to-skin contact whilst I'd kiss him all night long.
Breaking the kiss, Sebastian rested his forehead on mine, looking into my eyes in the way I have always wanted him. He was not refraining me from looking at him, the emotions that were more than just visible, everything I had wanted was here today but the only problem was that it was just so hard to read him.
What went in the sea blue orbs of his was a mystery that could take an eternity to solve. His orbs were like the sea, I couldn't reach even half of the depth of it, or perhaps, explored even the smallest part of it.
He moved away, grabbing onto my wrists on setting them on his shirt, just where I had grabbed to unbutton it before he'd stopped me and then lead to this whole steamy encounter.
"Now you can...." He spoke.
It did not take rocket science or an entire dedicated experience to understand what he wanted me to do.
And without bothering to waste a second, I brought my hands to work and opened the buttons of his shirt.