Athena
He picked me up by my thighs and pressed me against the glass shower wall, the cool surface against my heated skin made goosebumps cover my entire body. He looked deep into my eyes, and his blue orbs pierced right through my soul, leaving a mark that might never fade. I slid my hand around his neck and used the other hand to grab onto his shoulder for balance
I felt drawn to him. Every fibre of my body wanted to drown in him, pull him close, look at him and notice every detail because I might not get the chance again to have him like this. So unguarded and calm, looking at me as if I was the first and last he'd ever look this way.
He grabbed his thick shaft and shifted a bit away only so that he could press the tip of his cock against my entrance. A zap of shock exploded in my body and my lips parted. There was no pain today, he was not rushing anything. He was slow, gentle, and somewhat careful.
He pressed his nose against my neck, before he slowly pushed inside his entire length, filling me to the hilt.
I gasped at the sudden outburst of pleasure and my involuntarily digging my nails into his shoulder, and biting down my bottom lip as he slid inside even more till he was balls deep inside of me.
My eyes closed to shut and my breathing came out as pants, I could feel every inch of him.
"Look at me." His command came, causing my eyelids to flutter open and I was once again trapped under his intense gaze.
Without any warning and pulled out and rammed his length inside me in one swift thirst, hitting ever deeper than prior.
"Sebastian..." I moaned out loud.
"Moan, Athena," He spoke against my lips, setting an incredible speed as he constantly moved in and out, each of his thrust wild, powerful and deep. He was making me see stars behind my vision every time he hit some spots.
My legs which were hooked around him, tightened themselves, pulling him ever closer. My hips moved to match his every movement, I held onto him tighter as he kept driving me with his intense speed.
"Oh god," I breathed out, unable to keep myself together anymore.
He kissed down my neck leaving multiple hickeys over my skin in the progress, his hands cupped my butt and he began diving in-depth of me with his massive length.
He kissed my jaw, grazing his teeth on my skin and then finally pressed his lips on mine as if he already knew what I wanted.
I wanted him close. Skin to skin, mouth to mouth. Lost, I was just so lost and damn, it felt so good.
He bit down my bottom lip, rolling it between his teeth as his hand moved between us and he rubbed circles over my clit, passing electricity to both our bodies. His movement surged an incredible amount of pleasure within me and it threw my heartbeats off the rhythm.
I held onto him as tight as I could; Before I could even realize my actions, I was kissing him back with equal passion.
He devoured my mouth and seconds later allowed me space to take the lead and I pushed my tongue into his mouth in return. I kissed him slow and undisturbed, duelling our tongues and feeling every corner of his mouth. He tasted wonderful.
I never thought I could find so much in one kiss, within just a few moments— I found peace, devotion, care and...
Never mind; This could be temporary anyways.
We parted our lips, greedily intaking air. Sebastian pushed my wet hair away from my face, grabbing my jaw whilst he used his other hand to keep me in my place by sliding it around my waist.
His thrusts went wilder and wilder. I was a moaning mess, his name constantly falling off my mouth and every time adding up to the mix. I could not think of anything else. He made me forget about my pain, took away my distress and moulded it into something else.
And I loved everything he did.
I cherished it as a moment that won't last forever but will always remain alive in my heart.
My walls started squeezing around his length as he kept with his powerful, deep thrusts. My toes curled, my lips parted, and tears gathered at the corners of my eyes but getting washed away by the water of the shower anyways.
I was so close. Almost at the edge of that profound relief and desired climax but not exactly getting it.
I felt Sebastian's cock twitch inside of me as the heat coursed through both of us. Black dots began appearing in my vision.
Seconds later, the loudest moan of the night left my mouth and I came apart. Crying out his name as I did so, he captured both pleasure and pain in his mouth and his release followed by, soon enough, he filled me up with his hot ropes of cums causing a strange warmth to spread through.
It was finally I realized, nor it was the tears or the water from the shower that blurred my vision. It was my lack of strength. If Sebastian let me go right now, I'd have not been able to stand on my feet since my aftershock was just so intense.
The last thing was Sebastian murmuring something to me that I couldn't make out due to being trapped in such a haze, and then I fell into the very familiar darkness.
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I fought my self-deprived, tired and dehydrated body as I made an effort to open my eyes. I was still in a very sleepy trance, and the soft and comfortable surface told me that I was on the bed and Sebastian could be the only one responsible for putting me there. However, the heavy weight on top of my body was not something I could explain until opening my eyes.
When I tried to move my hand, I finally realized that it was on something or maybe someone.
Suddenly, there was no longer any sleep that forced my eyes to shut down, they fluttered open and my eyes fell on the person sleeping, basically on top of me.
He was asleep. His head nestled under my chin and cheek pressing against my naked cleavage. His warm breathing raked my chest, and both of his hands wrapped around me protectively. There was some sort of strange innocence that radiated from him, his face...it did not say he has done any crime in his life.
It was those very early hours of the morning, where the time seemed to come to a halt, where the birds haven't started coming out yet, where there was no rush in the atmosphere or frantic winds—There existed a stillness in nature alike the one that shrouded my soul when I got to glimpse at the sight of Sebastian.
I moved my hand to brush away the stray hair strands that fell over his forehead. He was simply gorgeous. My alpha...my mate.
Our naked bodies were tangled together under this duvet that covered only half of our bodies. But thankfully our body heat mixing with one another's was enough to keep both of us warm.
It was hard to stop staring at Sebastian. I couldn't tear my gaze away from him, he looked so peaceful and calm, it was not a sight I'd gotten seen before today. All his boundaries and walls appeared to be wiped out. He looked like an angel.
I slipped my hand around him, using the other one to bury my fingers in his velvety hair as I held him close.
It hurt me that this moment was not going to last forever. There was more than a thousand per cent chance that Sebastian was going to act like nothing he did yesterday night, maybe this uncomplicated state of his would vanish as if it never exist. I had a voice saying inside of me that this was what is just going to happen.
"Why don't you just stay like this, Sebastian?" I found myself asking ever so softly, a lone tear sliding down my cheek whilst I rested my chin on top of his head, "I am tired. I am tired of fighting every day." My voice trembled.
"Can't we both just heal each other?" I whispered, knowing he was hearing none of the words I was saying, "Why do you just keep damaging me when all I want is to heal you?"
As I glanced at him, I knew he was still fast asleep. Probably not being aware of anything, or not even knowing from within what kind of person he'd become once he woke up.
"I wish you could accept me," Sniffling I pressed my lips against his forehead, "No matter how much you hurt me and try to push me away, I'll be there to face your demons. I'll bring you back, at least, and will keep trying till my last breath."
A melancholic smile spread on my lips as I watched him. Saving this sight of him in my heart.
He shifted in his sleep causing me to be still for a moment, however when he buried his face into my neck and his light, almost barely noticeable snores took over, I became assured that he was still fast asleep.
I held him there, lightly playing with his hair as I basked in this peaceful silence.
Slowly my eyes began to feel heavy, and my body relaxed as the thoughts got washed away on their own.
"Just don't let it be too late....I want to live a life with you. Please don't hate me, I have already faced enough in my life." I found myself saying before I fell into a deep slumber.
Deep known I knew it—When I would wake up, everything could either be the worst or completely different for good.