"Please believe me," Seraphina almost pleaded him.
Arzal closed his eyes and exhaled sharply. He got up from her and stood on his feet. Seraphina got up too and sat on the bed.
She saw him rubbing his forehead and then fished out his phone from his pocket and dialled a number.
She didn't know whom he had called until.
"Keep a surveillance on Albert, where he goes, whom he meets, every single thing,"
Seraphina heard him uttering firmly and then he again breathed out, heavily.
"And also keep a watch on Rebecca Grayson," His voice was firm but Seraphina could clearly feel the enormous amount of pain behind it.
He hung up his call and looked at her. Seraphina had immediately caught that pain burning in his eyes which he tried to hide from her.
"Sleep. It's already very late. If you want something, I'm in the living room," Is all he said before dashing out from that room.
Seraphina saw his vanishing figure and then sighed. She thought to follow him but ended up deciding to give him his personal space, as that choice was too painful for him to trust her over Rebecca.
Seraphina got up from the bed and decided to take a bath.
After taking her bath, Seraphina came out, wearing a red silky nightgown. The first thing she searched for was him but he still hadn't come back to their room.
After thinking for a couple of minutes, she decided to look after him on her own and for that purpose, she went out of the room.
She stepped inside the living room, where the lights were totally dim. She felt like stepping on something and saw his ripped shirt. She picked it up and her eyes widened by watching it shredded.
She roamed her eyes in search of him and found him standing against a cabinet while back facing her.
She walked towards him and stood beside him and her heart ached, watching him drinking.
"A.. Arzal,"
"Do you want something?" His voice was cold. He didn't look at her and then chugged down the entire glass of liquor.
Her eyes widened when she saw a couple of empty wine bottles on the cabinet and he grabbed another bottle.
Arzal was about to pour the liquor in the glass but she stopped him by grabbing his wrist.
"This is not how you should surpass your pain, Arzal," She uttered, calmly but found Arzal to clench his fist at her words.
"Arz... "
"Then tell me what I should do?" He snapped his teary reddened eyes at her which were inebriated.
"Tell me what I should do to numb this f#cking pain which is hurting me so badly?"
Her gaze moistened at his words. He reduced the distance between them and then caged her between him and that cabinet behind her.
"Tell me, Seraphina? What should I do? Because it's hurting me. It's f#cking breaking me badly," A tear fell from his eyes .He couldn't hide his real emotions from her.
"Nothing has ever pained this hurtfully but right now, it's crushing me. I'm feeling that fear again which I had felt that day when I had seen my mother lifeless before my own eyes,"
Both of their eyes watered more, at his statement. He grabbed her arms and pressed her body against his.
"I'm again feeling that fear of getting apart from my mother and becoming an o.. orphan... "
At the end of his words, he broke down into tears and fell on his knees before her and then wrapped his arms around her abdomen.
"I'm afraid, Sera.. s... so afraid... " He buried his face in her belly and whimpered like a kid.
Her heart sank deeper in pain. She had never witnessed him so vulnerable.
Seraphina got on her knees too and then cupped his face. His gaze had reddened with tears and intoxication and his tears were still streaming down.
She leaned closer to his face and kissed his eyes then his nose and then his forehead.
"I promise, whatever will happen I won't leave your side. Never," She uttered, pulling back.
"I promise, I'll never leave you alone, no matter what, Arzal,"
He immediately hugged her and buried his face in her neck and wept like an afraid child, making her embrace him tightly and start caressing his head while falling her own tears.
That wasn't supposed to be this much painful. She couldn't even think how much he might be feeling right at that moment, by finding himself on the edge of losing that person whom he used to consider as his mother.
She helped him in getting up on his feet and then guided him towards their room. Seraphina laid him down on the bed and started sliding her palm over his while staring at his closed eyes lovingly.
She pecked his forehead and softly cooed.
"I love you so much, Arzal,"
She was about to get up when he clutched her palm. Seraphina turned around and looked at him, already staring at her.
"Don't go, please," Even his voice was soft. Seraphina couldn't deny it was hurting her more than anything by watching him like that.
She sat beside and bent down to his face. She kissed his lips and whispered.
"I'm always here with you, for better or worse, Sir, even after closing my eyes forever," She uttered, staring into his silver eyes.
Seraphina kissed his eyes again.
"Because these eyes are just not the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life, but from the very second, I had seen them I have started desiring to get trapped in them forever. They are my home of my soul and heart now,"
Her beautiful words felt his aching heart with more warmth for her. Seraphina showered his entire face with gentle kisses and then trailed more down.
She kissed his neck and entire bare chest and upper body, engulfing him with her softness, a much needed cure he needed.
Seraphina pecked his abdomen and then unbuckled his pants. She pulled down his pants along with his boxers.
Traveling her eyes up at him who was already staring at her questionably. Seraphina gave him an assuring smile and then kissed his length.
He closed his eyes and his breathing hardened when she wrapped her soft palm around him and started sucking him. Her mouth's warmth was feeling too beautiful and unendurable.
He didn't stop her and let her do whatever she was wanting to do. He knew she had no knowledge about it yet her alluring attempt to pleasure him burnt his existence in pleasure.
Seraphina tried her best to take him all in her mouth but she was too inexperienced for it and he was too sizable but when she heard him groaning in ecstasy, her confidence leveled up. That she was succeeding in pleasuring her man and making him feel more loved with her love. That was her beautiful intention of doing that sinful act with him.
He swelled up and turned rigid which made Seraphina to clench her thighs, as his sexy groans and rigidness secreted her fluids down there.
Seraphina was licking him when she heard his panting voice.
"Come here,"
She looked at him who was already staring at her with his beautifully sinful eyes. She got closer to him and then he removed her nightgown from her body, leaving her stark naked.
He made her settle on his waist. She knew clearly what he was going to do and by gazing intensely into each other's eyes, Seraphina felt him in the deepest extent of her being, which made her moan in pain and pleasure.