SOPHIA CASTILLO POV
It was past eight the night and Adrian was yet back. I couldn't eat because I was waiting for him. I might be angry with him but that doesn't mean my love for him has changed.
I was tempted to call his phone but refrained from doing so because I didn't want him to think I have forgiven him for his actions.
I tapped my feet on the floor while I sat on the bed, waiting for him to come.
The door opened and I lifted my head to see Adrian coming in.
"Where were you?" I asked, sounding concerned when I didn't plan to sound so.
"I went to the office," he said and I scoffed.
"I thought today was supposed to be for us and why did you go to the office without telling me?" I asked.
"I was going to tell you but you didn't want me to talk to you," he replied and I recalled the scene in the dressing room.
I didn't give him the chance to speak.
"Whatever," I said rolling my eyes.
"Are you good now?" He asked and I scoffed.
"You wish. Until I find out that I'm not pregnant, I'm not speaking to you," I tell him and he chuckled.
"Do you realize that you are speaking to me now?" His brows rose slightly.
"I was asking where you went and I'm not speaking to you so stop speaking to me," I warned.
"Are you sure you can stay without speaking to me?" he folded his arms across his chest as he waited for my response.
Truth is I can't do that but I will try to. I don't even know how I'd react when I find out that I'm pregnant. I do not want to imagine that and I pray that I'm not because I'm not ready to have a baby.
"I can," I lied and he chuckled.
"What if you are not pregnant? What then will you do? At this moment, you are refusing to speak to me but when you find out that you are not, what should I do then?" He asked me.
"Meaning?" I asked.
"If in two weeks you are not pregnant, how would you compensate me?" He asked me.
"There is no need to compensate you. Firstly I'd be glad because I made it clear to you that I am not pregnant and secondly I'm not speaking to you so do not speak to me," I warned, pointing my index finger at him.
"Fine," he nodded his head.
"Have you eaten?" He asked.
"No. I couldn't eat. You weren't around so I couldn't," I said, almost in a whisper and he chuckled.
"It's funny you know," he moved closer to me and made an attempt to touch my cheek but I slapped his finger away.
"I'm not speaking to you so do not try to touch me," I chided.
"You do not want me to speak to you but you refused to eat because I am not around. I cannot understand you," he shook his head.
"Because I am angry with you doesn't mean I stopped loving you," I replied.
"Wow. But you won't speak to me?" He rose his brows in a questioning manner.
"Yes. I won't speak to you," I answered.
"Fine them. Be ready to take the aftermath when you do find out that you are not pregnant because I won't speak to you then," he said and walked away.
"Aren't you going to eat?" I asked him.
"I already ate," he answered and I gasped in disbelief.
"What? You are," I went after him.
"Yes. I went to see a friend after I left the office and we ate," he answered.
"Oh my goodness. So good of me to wait for my husband whom I am supposed to be angry with so we could eat and then he comes back to tell me that he has eaten. Just wow!" I clicked my tongue.
I just couldn't believe it.
"I thought you would have eaten. You didn't want to speak to me earlier today you know right? So I didn't want to make you angrier," he replied and I rolled my eyes at his excuse.
"You know what, fine. I'm never speaking to you," I uttered.
"I'm sorry," I heard him say and I halted on my track.
He held my arms. "I just came back today and we are supposed to be happy and then this is all happening and it's my fault. I'm sorry about everything. I'm sorry for hurting you even though it wasn't intentional and I'm sorry for not calling go ask," he apologized.
His words melted my heart and all anger I felt flew out.
"I love you, sweetheart," he pulled me closer to him as he wraps his arms around me from behind.
"Will you forgive me?" He asked.
"I will but only if I find out that I'm not pregnant," I told him.
"Okay. I've heard you," he answered.
"And what if you find out that you are pregnant?" He asked me.
"I do not know," I began to fidget my fingers.
"I just want you to know that I will be by yourself pregnant or not. I love you and I want you to know that I do from the bottom of my heart," he said to me.
"I'm just scared. I'm not ready to happy a baby," tears blurred my eyes as I looked at his eyes.
He wiped the tears from my eyes with his thumb finger. "Do not be scared baby. It's going to be alright. I am here with you and I am assuring you that all will be fine," he consoled me while patting my back.
"Come let's go and eat," he said to me.
"I thought you said you've eaten?" I reminded him.
"I have but I'd feed you," he winked at me and I blushed.
Adrian fed me and after I finished eating, we came back to the bedroom.
I was lying with my arms around him and my head on his chest and his arms around my waist.
"Can I ask you for a favor" I began, looking at his face.
"What is it, babe?" He asked.
"So I've been thinking," I adjusted my position on the bed so that I could be looking at him properly.
"What have you been thinking?" He asked inquisitively.
"I want you to understand from my side okay. I am not saying it will be forever but for the next two weeks so I'd appreciate it if you understand where it is I am coming from," I said to him.
"What are you trying to say? Get straight to the point," he urged.
I took in a deep breath and exhaled.
"You know I will have to take a pregnancy test in two weeks right?" I reminded.
"Okay, go on," he said.
"I was thinking or rather I want to ask if we could not have sex for the next two weeks to come so that..."
"No sex for the next two weeks?" He cuts me off.
"Listen to me first," I said.
"Okay, go on," he said, sounding agitated.
"What I am trying to say is that we should not have sex for the next two weeks. Right now I don't know if I'm pregnant or not and I do not want to have more scares Imagine we have sex and the condom breaks or you cum inside of me once again, I'm not sure I'd be able to handle it," I explained.
"What I am just saying is that. I will like to go for birth control so..."
"Okay, I see where this is going " he cuts me off again and I shook my head.
"No, you do not. Just listen," I insisted.
"I understand well enough. You do not want to have sex until you see assured that you are not pregnant, that is fine by me okay? I have heard you. It's fine. Do you also want to go for birth control? That's also fine by me. As long as that makes you happy, it's no problem," he said.
His words made me nervous. He had a blank facial expression on his face making it hard for me to tell what it is that is going on in his mind.
"Are you sure you understand?" I asked him nervously.
"I do Sophia. Just do what makes you happy. I have no issues with it as long as it makes you happy. I will support you no matter what," he said and although I felt he meant it, I just couldn't help but be worried.
"Thank you," I muttered but got no response.
I lie down on the bed and wrapped my arms around him. He wrapped his arms around me but his silence was killing me.
Adrian's Silence is worse than when he spoke. I just hate the fact that he never shouts because i prefer that more than his silence.