Tish POV
I strip off my clothes, leaving a trail to our bedroom. Pausing at the top of the stairs, I peek over the edge to see if they are coming. I expected to hear them playfully running and pushing each other out of the way to get to me, but I am met with silence. I know it has been a difficult night, but I thought we could all use a little release. Maybe I am expecting too much.
My shoulders sag, and I turn toward our newly remodeled bedroom. I push the door open and walk inside. The early morning sun is beginning to shine through the windows, casting a golden hue over the room.
The sun glimmers off the mirror, and I inch my way toward it. Since getting pregnant, I haven't spent much time looking at myself. I am afraid of what I might see. My clothes are getting tighter, and I am living in oversized T-shirts and leggings.
When I finally get brave enough to look up, I find myself smiling. I look mostly the same, but my breasts are round and firm, and a small bump is growing below my belly button. Gently, I caress the bump and make a silent promise to keep her safe.
"Have you seen anything more beautiful?" Kaden says from behind me.
I spin around, my face heated with embarrassment. Both twins are staring at me. Kaden has a huge grin, but Kai's face is unreadable. I can't tell if he is disappointed in what he sees or not.
Suddenly, I feel silly for trying to seduce them. Tears spring to my eyes, and I head for the bathroom and hope they didn't see me cry.
I step into the shower and turn on the water. My face is already wet from my tears. I let the water rush over my face, hoping to erase the traces of my sadness.
Cold air hits my back, and I know someone has joined me. I assume it is Kaden, but when I turn around Kai is standing a the back of the shower awkwardly. Goosebumps are rising on his skin and he shivers.
I can't believe how stupid I have been. He is scared to be alone with me. I hold out my hand to him and drag him into the warm water with me.
Our bodies collide awkwardly, and Kai doesn't know what to do with his hands. They hover over my skin, but he is careful not to touch me.
I want to fuss at him, but I know that's not the right move. Instead, I turn and pull my hair off my neck.
"Would you mind washing my back?" I ask.
Kai's breath becomes unsteady, and I worry he might have a panic attack. I stand completely still and wait. Eventually, I hear him moving behind me. His fingertips brush against my skin, and electricity pulsates over my back.
His movements are tentative and nervous, but he rubs his hands over my back. I am so wrapped up in the moment, I lean back against his chest.
Kai removes his hands from me, but I grab them and press them to my stomach. With my hands covering his, I guide his movements. His erection grows against my back, and I moan with pleasure as he tugs on one of my nipples.
His hands travel down my body until they reach my hips. Quickly, he spins me around and presses me against the wall of the shower. Kai's blue eyes search mine, as if he is asking for permission.
I try to wrap my hands around his neck, but he pins them to the shower wall above my head. My arousal slides down my thighs, and I chew on my bottom lip.
"I want to fuck you," he states.
"Okay," I whimper. The anticipation of his touch is killing me. I feel like I could explode as soon as his fingers graze my skin.
"I don't want to hurt you," he whispers. "Or the baby."
"I won't let you hurt us," I assure him.
His blue eyes are still unsure, but he leans into me anyway. I spread my legs, and the piercing on his cock grazes against my pussy.
My hips buck, and Kai smiles for the first time. "You are eager."
"Pregnancy hormones are stupid," I say through gritted teeth. "One moment, I am ready to commit murder, then I am crying, and then I want to fuck you into tomorrow."
"So, where are you on the scale right now?" He teases me.
"Between wanting to kill you and fuck you," I grind out.
Kai pretends to pout. "You want to kill me?"
"If you don't fuck me right now, I might," I hiss at him.
"Oh no, Little Mate," he whispers next to my ear. "I am going to take my time."
I want to protest and throw a tantrum like a child, but that is before Kai drops to his knees in front of me. His lips hover right above my core and I tangle my fingers into his hair. His lips press against my mound, and I can feel him chuckle as my fingers tug at his hair.
Draping my leg over his shoulder, he runs his tongue along the inside of my leg. My whole body is quivering with need.
Parting my folds with his fingers, Kai's tongue darts out and fills me. A guttural moan rumbles in my throat as his tongue delves into me over and over again.
Pleasure begins to tighten in my core, and I don't think I can hold back any longer. Every inch of my body is tingling, and my core feels like it is on fire. I need to find my release.
Sensing my need, Kai presses his thumb against my clit. It sends a shock wave through me and come all over Kai's mouth. He laps up my juices until I stop shaking.
He looks up at me with a very pleased expression on his face. It reminds me of our first night together.
Reaching around me, he flicks off the water and lifts me into his arms. He carries me into the bedroom, where Kaden is waiting for me on the bed. He is naked and stroking his cock. Kai sets me on the ground, and I place my hands on my hips. "Did you start without us?" I tease.
"I couldn't help it," he groans as I replace his hand with mine. "The noises you make when you come are delicious."
"Is that so?" I climb onto the bed and place my mouth over Kadon's cock.
My tongue darts out, and I lick the pre-come off the tip. Kaden's hips lift off the bed, and I open my mouth. His cock slams into my mouth and hits the back of my throat.
The bed dips behind me, and Kai lifts my hips into the air. With Kaden's dick in my mouth, I wiggle my hips at Kai.
I feel him line up with my entrance before he eases his way into me. The feeling is exquisite, and I moan around Kaden's shaft.
I bob my head to the same rhythm Kai is thrusting into me. His fingers dig into my hips, and he grows thicker inside of me.
Kaden's hand holds my head in place while he fucks my mouth. "Goddess, she is perfect," he groans.
Kai's fingers flex against my skin, and I tighten around his cock. I whimper with Kaden's member in my mouth as another wave of pleasure washes over me. Kai doesn't slow his pace as I come.
Then, in tandem, they both fill me with their come. Kaden's hits the back of my throat, and I swallow all that I can. Kai grunts behind me as he holds himself deep inside me. His cock twitches as he empties his seed.
I am breathless and weak as they remove themselves from me. I roll to my side and try to catch my breath.
"I think she needs a nap," Kaden jokes as he curls up beside me. "Pregnancy makes her sleepy."
Kai crawls into the bed behind me and pulls me against his chest. For the first time in a long time, I feel whole, and I let myself drift off to sleep.