Leah's POV
"No, Lucas, please don't... Don't do it here..." I tried to push him away in vain.
"What? You don't like it when your little boyfriend is around? Do you want to ask him to join us? Does that turn you on?" Lucas asked.
I was still under the influence of last night's hangover. My head was so painful that I couldn't even concentrate on whatever Lucas was doing. I desperately shook my head and said in a low voice, "No... Make it stop..."
"I will stop when I get what I want," Lucas said as he removed my clothes. Our lips met in an intense kiss, which I did my best to avoid.
I couldn't believe it. After all these years and what he had done to me, I still couldn't resist his sexual appeal. He explored my mouth, and our bodies pressed together in an intimate embrace.
I was sure that I wasn't coerced, yet everything about what we were doing felt so right and wrong at the same time.
As Lucas' hands roamed over the curves of my body, I moaned softly in pleasure.
That's what I've been longing for. The gentle touch of my husband.
I became dripping wet between the weight of my husband and the cold leather surface of the car.
What happened to me?! I thought to myself with my legs and arms desperately waving in the air. I couldn't explain why I was so desperate and horny at the same time. Then, I realized. My lips touched the drugged wine when I poured it away in the dungeon. For a Lycan, the effect of any drug would be amplified ten times, which was why I had never taken one full pill of medication in my life.
Even a dash of the drugged wine would confuse me and set me on fire. Plus, my husband was so damn hot and he was doing it right in front of my boyfriend.
Feeling ashamed, I turned my head away. That response obviously angered Lucas. With a surge of anger and passion, he lifted me onto his lap, still kissing me deeply. Our bodies entwined. Our movements became more urgent and frenzied with each passing moment.
Lucas held my arms to force me to sit upright on his lap, pressing my hips against his crotch.
My body stiffened and then shivered.
I could see the reflection of Finn's eyes in the rear mirror, and he was staring at me!
No. Don't look at me like that, Finn. I closed my eyes and moaned.
The whole car was filled with the sounds of our lovemaking, as they gave to the overwhelming desire that consumed us. Lucas kissed my neck, my breasts, and every inch of my skin from behind, and I writhed in pleasure on top of him.
"Open your eyes, Leah," Lucas licked my ear and said. "Look at your boyfriend in his eyes. He's looking at you, being fucked by me, your husband."
"No... Don't... Lucas... Don't..." I gasped for air.
Lucas said in a commanding voice, "Open your eyes now, Leah. You're mine and there's nothing to be ashamed of. Call your boyfriend's name. Ask him to come and rescue you. Say it out loud."
"No..." With a shudder of ecstasy, I reached my peak, exploding in a burst of pleasure. Hot, steamy fluid poured out of my body as I curled up like a rugged toy doll on Lucas' bare chest.
I was spent and satisfied.
I had never ever been satisfied like this before.
I felt so wasted that I couldn't even lift my head. Most importantly, I couldn't face Finn after what had just happened.
Lucas pulled out some tissues and wiped me carefully. For the first time in my life, I saw the excitement in his eyes.
"You've got what you want. Now leave me alone," I whispered.
"What do you mean, Leah?" Lucas licked my nipples and said in a muffling voice.
"You've heard me. Let go of me," I said.
"Where do you think you're going?" Lucas sucked my nipples and made me twitch.
"Anywhere," I replied exhaustedly. "I need to be alone now. Finn, stop the car."
The car didn't stop.
"Stop the car right now, Finn, before I jumped out of the car," I said.
The car stopped.
I pushed the door open and ran out of the car.
I didn't know how long I had been running before I realized that I was actually running half-nakedly on a bridge.
Cars were passing by me with loud horns and people were turning their heads back at me.
I covered my breasts and rushed ahead.
As I stood on the edge of the Huffner Bridge overlooking the vast expanse of the ocean, my eyes were immediately drawn to the horizon where the sky met the water. The clouds were heavy and gray, like a blanket of sorrow draped over the world. They hung low in the sky as if struggling to contain the weight of their tears.
Beneath the melancholy clouds, the sea was a study in contrast. It was a dark, foreboding expanse of water, but was alive with movement, with waves crashing against the shore with fierce determination.
I felt an urgent need to cleanse myself and disappear in front of people, so I didn't hesitate to climb up the rails of the bridge. With exclamations coming from the people passing by, I threw myself off the bridge and dived into the water.
As the cold ocean water embraced me with its open arms, the darkness stretched out before me, which was a vast expanse of the void that seemed to go on forever. I waded into the water, feeling the coolness wash over me and the gentle tug of the waves at my feet. Slowly, I let myself sink deeper and deeper until I was floating, suspended in the embrace of the ocean.
Then, I surfaced. I saw the dark, cloudy sky, which poured with rain.
The waves lapped at my skin, a soft caress that felt both comforting and exhilarating. I closed my eyes and surrendered myself to the rhythm of the sea, letting the undulating motion carry me back and forth, drifting toward the shore. With each rise and fall of the waves, I felt lifted up and then gently set down again, like a feather drifting in the wind.
"Leah..." I heard a voice in my mind. It wasn't the voice of my wolf. It was something more majestic.
A deity.
"Go back to your ex-mate, Leah. He's your second chance. Save him. Save your Father. Save the people in your Kingdom."
Then, that voice faded until the world was filled with nothing but the deafening sound of waves and rainfall.
"No," I murmured. "I hate him."
I turned myself face down in the ocean and dived into the darkness again.