My head felt like a ton of bricks and my body didn’t feel like my own. It was as if I were suspended in midair, with something or someone holding me. I could see my hands as they trailed over muscular arms, broad shoulders, and chiseled abs. Down, down, down to something hard that sat between my legs. A rumble shook everything around me and and I struggled through the haze that kept me from waking. I wriggled, to get further way or closer, I wasn’t sure.
My hair moved as warmth fanned the top of my head. Hands gripped my waist and something hardened and bulged beneath me. My body quivered as I realized it ran from my backside, between my legs, and poked my belly. My wriggling turned into grinding as I chased that feeling. A breathy moan fell from my lips as I used his hardness to get what I wanted.
I’ve never felt like this before and I needed more. Sleep weighed down on me and no matter how hard I tried to push it off it was useless. I was stuck between sleep and wondering if this was a dream. Wetness pooled between my legs and I threw caution to the wind as euphoria washed over me. My nipples hardened at the sensation and my hips jerked forward.
It felt it, I felt good and I didn’t wait it to stop. I ground my body against the hardness. My lips parted and a noise I’d never made before reached my ears. The hands on my waist tightened and a low groan vibrated beneath my breasts. My eyes flew open and my mouth fell open. All movement ceased as I stared into hungry red eyes. I blinked and they were brown. I blinked again and they were brown.
Long silver hair fell back on the bed, a sharp nose I’d recognize anywhere, and teeth biting into his thick bottom lip the way he does when he’s trying not to say what’s on his mind. Levi stated up at me with a lust-filled eyes. I looked down, he was shirtless and wearing briefs. When I took in my appearance, I was wearing one of his button down shirts. One of my breasts was free balling it and sticking out for the world to see.
“I’m so sorry. I don’t… I didn’t…” I trailed off.
Using the bed, I pushed up off of him. I needed to pull myself together. His hands on my waist pulled me close so that my chest rested against his. A needy moan fell from my lips as he pulled me down against his hardness. I covered my mouth with hand wishing I could hide the sound that was already out.
“Why?” Levi asked. He leaned down and kissed my forehead.
“Why what? Why am I sorry?” I asked. He nodded. “I was asleep and… and…”
“And you tried to get off using my morning wood?” Levi finished for me.
“Levi!” I gasped.
“Ami!” He teased.
“I can’t with you!” I exclaimed.
“Oh, but you can… and you did,” he whispered flirtatiously.
My mouth hung open as I stared at him in shock. This whole situation shouldn’t have happened and shouldn’t be happening. I can feel him, still just as hard beneath me. Levi smiled back at me with a cocky grin and I’ve never wanted to bash him pull his hair as much as I do now. My face warmed and I looked everywhere but at him.
“You can’t even deny it,” Levi murmured. It was hard to focus, especially with his body on mine, his scent surrounding me, and his hands on me.
“Levi,” I started.
“I’m just joking around, Ami,” Levi said.
“You are such a tease. Please let me go,” I pleaded.
“Hey,” he said softly. When I looked at him he had a serious look on his face. There wasn’t a hint of playfulness. “You don’t have to be embarrassed in front of me. It’s just me,” Levi murmured.
“I know… I just don’t want to ruin things between us. This isn’t what friends do,” I said.
I cried out as I was lifted into the air and placed gently on the bed. Levi had flipped us around so we had switched positions, one of his large hands held my head as he held himself up with his knees.
“You could never ruin us,” he murmured. His hair cascaded down and I reached up and trapped a strand between my fingers. The feel of it between the pads of my fingers was the softest thing I’ve ever felt. “And it’s too late. A lot of what we do isn’t what friends do. Since when do we live inside the norm?” Levi asked.
“I need to settle things with Dylan first. I can’t be the girl that… I can’t be feeling guilty when I end things tomorrow. He’s the one who did all of this, he’s the one who broke us, he’s the one who was wrong. If I do this… I can’t…” I trailed off.
“Shh, it’s okay. I’m in no rush and there is no pressure. That’s the last thing I want you to feel when you’re with me. You never have to explain yourself to me. I’ll be here when you need me, however you need me,” Levi said. He leaned down and I almost forgot how to breathe. I closed my eyes and waited for him to kiss me. When he didn’t, I opened my eyes in time to see him kiss the tip of my nose. “I’m glad you made the best choice for you. Making that decision isn’t an easy one. You are so strong and I’m proud of you,” he whispered.
“Thanks, Levi,” I shuttered as a shiver ran down my back. He leaned down so his body was pressed against mine. I audibly gulped as I felt every inch of him.
“Besides, it’s not your fault that you had that reaction to me. With my size, I please—”
“Levi!” I gasped. He smirked down at me. “Stop it!”