That night, I gave up. I gave him everything I had. I will never forget how he adored my body. My hair almost stood on end when I witnessed how expert he was. I did nothing but look and tremble at what he was doing to my body.
He's perfect. The way his soft lips licked my skin was so damn addicting. Until now I still have a hang over.
For me I did the right thing.I have nothing to regret. I love him very much. When I woke up that morning I was alone in his unit.
He gave me his key. It's as if when I miss him, I'll stay in his condo. He told me to consider it mine. I will do what I want there.When I woke up I couldn't speak. I'm so speechless.
The truth is I was lacking in our conversation the night he picked me up. We didn't talk much. And god knows how much I miss him so much.
Almost three months ago. I feel so mirthless. behind my smile, is a million pain.
I chose this.So I better face this. I love him so much I can.
Long distance relationships really distressing. We talk facetime or on the cellphone. Sometimes midnight he calls sometimes almost a day is gone.
I tried to understand our situation. I wouldn’t be angry if one day there was no call. It's okay with me.
I’m here now in the locker and currently putting the books I borrowed from the library.
Those books makes me busy. So somehow I forget the pain and loneliness. It was three o'clock in the afternoon and the others had already left.
The quiet surroundings of the Locker Area erupted with a sob.
"W-what am I really to you Damon?" A girl cried with pain.
Damon? What?
I stayed where I was. Listening.
"You're mine." I heard Damon say. My eyebrows went up.
These past few months, Damon and I have been dating more and more.
But we are in good terms as bestfriends.
"B-But you said you love..-Natalia." Her voice croaked when she mentioned my name.
"What?" I hissed silently and closed my locker.
What did she say?
I heard Damon cussed. I closed my eyes tightly. I tried to understand.
I bit my lip and immediately left there. Whatever Damon meant there I know nothing there. All I know is that I love Sebe.
Sometimes I hear an issue that Damon and I are in a relationship. but I ignored that. Not porke they see is that that is true.
They see us together. But not in a romantic way.
People nowadays.
When I got home it was still the same. Very quiet. My mom stop contacting me. It's really depressing me. But what can I do?
I got dressed and went to bed. And just like before, my cellphone rang immediately.
I pick up my phone.
"Hello." I answered.
Even though the communication was only on the cellphone, I could still hear that he was tired.
"Baby .."
I bit my lip. Tears welled up in my eyes. I lay down on my side and hugged the pillow.
"Are you t-tired?" My voice croaked.
My tears immediately preceded the fall.
"I'm sorry, baby. I miss you so much."
It looks like I swallowed a rock because I was having trouble breathing.
Hearing his voice makes me emotional. This isn’t the first time I’ve cried.
Countless times.
"I miss you so much .." I just said.
I heard him cursed again.
"I love you. Coming soon just wait, okay?" He said softly to me.
Since when? I'm getting bored.
"I love you too."
"Please don't cry. I will make up for all my shortcomings. Just wait for me."
I feel sincere with every release of that term.
Sometimes having a matured boyfriend brings good. You seem to be influential as well.That's why I really like Sebastian.
No call without tears. There is always.
I woke up another morning. Same as usual. My lifeless life is still the same since he left.
Boring and dull ..
We are currently at Starbucks today. I just sat in front and listened to Jenn and Kylie's story.
Kylie seems happy.
"Are we going now?" I said that in five minutes we would be late. They both nodded in unison.
We wrapped our belongings on the table. The other students were looking at us. Whether male or female.
I always hear our names but I don’t pay attention anymore. especially your cousin. I always hear their names.
They are very popular inside and outside the school. We have already crossed the road and are about to enter the gate when someone grabs my arm.
To my surprise, I immediately replaced it with coldness.
Elizabeth Lee with her sharp burning eyes. the fire rage in his eyes that I fought coldly as if I had no paw on him.
I looked at his hand holding me firmly.
She smirked.
"What's happening?" Kylie asked.
I shook my head to her. I could face whatever he had to say.
Jenn held my shoulder ..
"Don't worry." I said calmly.
I violently pulled Eli's hand away from my arm and he immediately looked at me sharply.
Some students eyeing on us. Gradually it was clustered.
"What do you need?" I asked coldly. My two friends were just on my back.
Eli scoffed then she crossed her arms.
"The thickness of your face as well." He nodded.
And now I’m told my face is thick? Where?
She's wearing a mini black dress that hugs her hourglass body. She has a perfect body that boys will drool for.
"Say what you want to say. I don't have time for such things." I replied coldly to him. I didn’t even feel scared and nervous.
"Hah!" She scoffed and tilted her head.
"Are you really the one who wants to say that ?! You’re shameless really !"She gripped on my arms again and this time it hurt so much. Her nail went down there.
"Hey!" I heard Kylie's voice from my back.
"Fuck off your hands!" I shouted.
"Huh? Did you think I will?" she pulled me so I got even closer to her. I pulled the arm but it just tightened.
"What did you feed Sebe huh? What did you tell him he didn't want to marry me? Now I'm telling you to stay away from him!" She shouted.
I immediately pulled my arm and slapped him.
"How dare you ?!"
"Ask that in your self ! Why doesn't he like you? Simple! Sebe doesn't want to marry you because he loves me! Why are you forcing yourself on a man who doesn't like you ?! "
Such a scene.
"The thickness of your face! Go to hell! You'll pay for it!" SHe raised her hand to slap me but before she could do that someone held a big hand there.
"R-Radleigh?" She paled.
I immediately looked at Rad holding Eli's wrist.
"Don't hurt her." He said coldly to Eli.
Damn ..
Eli was confused.
"Why? Why are you all defending that slut!?"Eli shouted.
Rad's jaw clenched.
"Sebe doesn't want her to be hurt by that. What's the use of us here if Natalia gets hurt?"
A nod to me Rad I understood immediately. He wanted me to leave.
I still couldn't move because of what happened but Jen and Kylie pulled me over.
I’m too much for today.