‘When he left Shawn and I were barely there.
"Are you okay? ''
I ate very little. I lost my appetite. I don't seem to have moved on from what happened before.
First time I saw him cry. It almost tore my heart apart. Is it right for me to drive him away? Am I right in exercising my pride?
Knowing Sebe if he was angry, he was really angry. Worst he's driving..Where is he staying here in Iloilo? Who is with him?
After our lunch Shawn drove me home immediately. I almost floated. I can't speak.
"Rest .." Shawn ordered not to enter my unit.
I only nodded in response. When I entered, I immediately went to bed. my stomach was heavy so I was tired.
I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep. I woke up to the sound of my cellphone non -stop. I got up and rummaged in my bag.
Shawn Caling. There are also calls from mama and Kylie ..I estimate I slept for two hours.
I answered you immediately.
"Hello shawn?" I still yawned.
"God! Finally you answer!" He gasped I heard the noise on the other line.
“Why?" I was suddenly nervous. I sweated coldly. I feel like I have a fever out of time.
"Your fiance is here. ---" ..
I covered my mouth.
“What?” None of myself put on my slippers and straightened my walk out. I don't know if I locked my unit.
My world seemed to explode at what happened.
"But God! You're pregnant !- "..
“No!” I screamed ..
"He needs me! Sebe needs me!" Bored to get the elevator down to the basement.
I heard nothing on the other line. I could only hear human voices panicking.
“I’m going there.please help him Shawn, please .. " I took a taxi.
“I will.” I heard Shawn say and turned off the call. I cried in the taxi. I don't care if the driver is looking at me.
"Where are your destination miss?" in the month of my stay here I have gradually learned their language.
"San-Ag Hospital please ..." I answered.
The speed of my chest pounding was accompanied by the speed of my tears.
That's why mama and Kylie have so many miscalls? How did they know?
It's all my fault. Fuck!
I hope I didn't drive him away earlier while he was so angry. My fault.
During these times I no longer had to worry about myself. I had no other thought but Sebe's safety.
When I entered the hospital, I was almost ready to take my steps, I almost ran inside.
I can no longer ignore my tears.
"Miss, what r-room is Sebastian Montemayor?" I asked the nurse at the counter.
He immediately looked at the list of patients.
"This patient has just arrived, ma'am. But he can only enter room 309 on the fourth floor."
"Thank you .."
I caressed my palm while I was still in the elevator. When he got out, he immediately searched room 309. but just outside I immediately saw his cousin Radleigh and Shawn talking.
Shawn is a brain surgeon. So maybe he's the one holding Sebe now.
"Shawn .." They both looked at me.
"Natalia .." Shawn hugged me tight. My tears kept coming.
"H-How is he? I want to see him." I cried.
"Please don't cry. Be with the child." Shawn said hello to me.
Though in tears I saw Radleigh looking seriously at the two of us. Her jaw tightened.
I immediately let go of Shawn. Eventually they let me inside. When I entered my world collapsed. Sebe was lying down with a tube of oxygen in his cracked mouth. He has a big bandage on his head. There were many scratches on both arms. The left foot is also bandaged.
"Oh .. My God .." I cried.
I immediately approached Sebe's side trembling. I held his hand which had many wounds. Seeing Sebe like this almost kills me too. It had more than double the impact on me.
"A-What happened?" I asked weakly and turned to Radeigh and saw that his eyes were red but very restrained not to cry.
"Car accident, he was bumped on a truck."
Rad said coldly.
"You're the one I should ask that." he added and averted his eyes from me when Shawn approached me because of my incessant crying.
I know he's mad..It's my fault. I didn't mind.
"Shawn, tell me. What's his condition?" Trembling at my question and kissed Sebe's hand.
He's unconscious. he seemed lifeless in bed. Only the machine made a noise with his every breath. It was like I was burning in hell to see him like this.
"He lost a lot of blood. Based on the CT scan of his brain. There was a lot of clugged blood in his head."
I am speechless. can't believe what Shawn said.
"I am afraid, he will be unconscious for a month or a year. To be specific, It's 75% percent that he will have temporary amnesia.".
It was like an exploding bomb that shook my being.
"A-What?" My tears almost receded. I can't process everything.
Shawn immediately sighed as if he was having a hard time as well.
"I did everything. But it's possible that the impact of his head was so strong that he clotted a lot of blood. And worst of all, the sensitive part of the brain that he touches will get worse."
He folded the papers he had read and looked at me hard.
"There is a possibility that he will develop amnesia and I don't want to say but he will suffer in a coma." Shawn said seriously.
Rad was immediately knocked down and hit the wall.
"Fuck!" He cursed.
I felt like I was burning a candle sitting on the chair next to Sebe's bed.
Shit! No! Coma? Does that mean he won't wake up for a long time? And amnesia?
I can't accept, it's so painful. I can't.
I hugged its lifeless body.
"Sebe .."my tears flowed I touched his face which was almost sore.
"Don't be like that ..." He tried to talk to his unconscious body. I could feel Shawn's softness on my back.
The door slammed immediately and I knew Rad had come out.
"We're still getting married aren't we ? Sebe. "I kept crying.
"Our baby will be out next b-month! Please wake up." I cried all the time and hugged him.
"I'm sorry please, fight.". I could immediately see the tears flowing from his closed eyes.
I know he's listening. Please, fight back.