I passed by Batangas. I will take the Roro ship to Mindoro and from there I will take a boat to Constancia Island.
Lots of tourists there. There are many hotels, and resorts.
So that means it's a long trip. I just left a letter with Kylie. Mama also replied to me earlier. We will meet there but not now. He asked us to meet here in Manila but I refused.
I want to leave right away.
I don’t know how long I’ve been there. Maybe that's where I'll heal the wound. It would be better if I never came back.
I'll accept everything. Even if I'm hurt, I won't be able to recover everything.
My head was leaning against the glass of the bus .. My tears immediately flowed. I wiped it because I had someone next to me. Hug hug my bag is outside I think.
I am already at the Grand terminal in Batangas. It's just a trip to Roro's boat. I opened facebook when the bus started. Crowded inside.
Only now have I traveled like this.
is that so? The crowded and mixed smell inside the bus was unbearable.
I'm tired and haggard.
My phone suddenly rang for a message.
From Kylie: OH MY GOD, NAT. WHERE ARE YOU GOING? PLS LEMME KNOW!
She texted because I wasn’t answering their call. maybe by the time I open my mouth only crying will come out.
I typed a reply.
To Kylie: YEAH, DONT WORRY. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. IN ALL, I WILL MISS YOU.
I leaned against the headrest of the chair. I closed my eyes. But I only saw the image of Sebe and Eli.
I immediately burst into tears at the same time. The fuck! I don't know how to face this. That only I can see myself hurt I can only feel pain. Maybe it will pass as well. Sometimes tears fall and mixed with tiredness. After a long while trip I got in the Island. It's already eight o'clock in the morning.
I am now in a bungalow in front of the sea. I did not go to the resthouse. nor at mama's Resort because you are currently doing.
That's up to two floors.
The living room is simple. There is a tv. The dining area is clean and fully equipped.
There is a small chandelier on the ceiling. The stairs made of artistic wood carving.Clean and very fresh in feel to it. I also heard that there are falls here. It's my first time to be here. It was also my first time to travel alone because then I was scared.
The bathroom has a simple bath tub and plain white tile only. It’s complete with new equipment that hasn’t been used yet. There was a toothbrush, shower gel, shampoo, toothpaste and a new towel hanging on the side.
I immediately arranged the equipment and carried it to the small walk in closet. I took a shower and dressed in a floral dress that was only short. My underwear is the black bikini suit. Maybe later I’ll think about taking a bath.
I no longer felt tired because I was excited. It was quiet here, only the chirping of birds and the waves of the sea could be heard. sometimes noise of the person talking when passing by.
Various tourists come here. I went downstairs and went to the kitchen and I hadn't bought anything yet. The fridge is empty.
Later I will go to the grocery in town. I will buy the necessities here. It feels strange when you are alone in a very peaceful place. So refreshing. Even my brain is also refreshed. So this is the break I really need. I went down to go to a resto near here that is still covered by this Resort.
In the sea many are already swimming. Laughing, taking pictures, and I even saw a couple and my system immediately went awry and averted my gaze.
Upon entering there I immediately ordered grilled pork and fried rice, and juice. I immediately felt tired.
After I ate, I went back to the bungalow. The noise of my cellphone that I had left here in the living room immediately enveloped my ears.
Kylie's number.
"Hello Kyl?" I answered.
"Atlast Natalia Grace you answer!" She ranted.
"Why?" I asked and sat down leaning on the backrest of the sofa.
"Yesterday Sebe came here! He's looking for you! He's really mad! Damon and him got into a fight! Gosh Natalia! He's looking for you! We all asked!"
My chest immediately throbbed at what Kylie said.
"What !?"
"You got it right !wherever you are! You're good at hiding! "
The fuck! What did he do? Why does he even need you to do that? Why are they fighting? My number one question is why! But I know I can’t answer that because I don’t know.
My chest throbbed violently and I closed my eyes tightly.
Damn it! What is your game Sebe? Why are you like this?