It's been a week since what happened in his office. I don't know. We don't see each other much anymore. Did he feel guilty for what happened? Because we stopped? Really, right?
It's bothering. I'm not a fool to not feel that. He is always in his office. I never saw him again. Kylie sighed and sat down beside me.
"Did you hear about it?" She asked.
"Hear what?" I asked him again. I know this about Sebe. She really knew what I feel.
He first confronted the basketball players which included Clinton and Damon.
"Their company is failing Nat. According to the article four days ago, the Lees want to get their shares and investments back. Because Sebe doesn't want to continue the marriage. They say there are other ways to recover their losses. But that's not in favor of that. They said they will continue the wedding and Sebe can do nothing there, Nat. "
My world collapsed at what Kylie said. I took a deep breath and bowed. I bent my elbow to my knee and covered my face with my palm. Kylie stroked my back.
"I don't know Kylie anymore." I almost choked but I stopped.
"Where are you?"
I arranged my hair and grabbed my bag filled with towels and minerals. We just finished playing volleyball. I looked at him lazily.
"I'm going home," I could see the concern in her eyes. "Don't worry, I'm okay."
Even if not. It's crazy to think like this. I want to forget even just one day.
He did not show up for one week. He refused but could not. Why him? Is there no one else? I have a strong suspicion that Eli accused Sebe and me. So it goes like this. Right now it’s not just fate that’s the enemy. Pate his family and all.
What can I do about if'? Sebe and I? Even if Sebe protects me against them, it's still useless. They are powerful.My tears almost receded. I don't want to cry anymore.
It seemed like the people I passed were just wind. I heard a whisper about Sebe and me but he ignored me.
I close my eyes tightly when I collide with a hard chest that's when I woke up.
I looked at him tiredly. His cold and piercing eyes met mine. I read nothing there but just coldness.
"Spacing out again." He uttered.
I sighed and shook and my own tears seemed to betray me. So one by one they fell. He's really comforting me. His presence comforting me.
"D-Damon," I sobbed. Covered my face with my palm. I immediately felt him hug me and I started crying. He kissed my forehead.
It's weird when someone says something and you cry. It's comforting. Damon seems to be my best friend. Maybe it's because of my preference when I was a brother. but it is no longer possible because papa has died.
He's quietly staring at me. He fed me at an expensive resto.
Lots of food in front of us. There are also desserts. Delicious. Does being full get rid of pain?
"So, what's your plan?" He suddenly asked. he has only been holding his goblet ever since. While watching me. I drank the water first before answering.
“I wish I could talk to him,” Yeah. I want to hear his side first before I conclude something.
It is difficult to speak without knowing. It would be better if I heard from him himself. even if it hurts.
"Is there really no other way?" My hoarse question seemed powerless.
"Nothing," he sighed violently. He said it in full and looked at me with apprehension.
My heart pounded with pain. I nodded painly.
God damn it.I want to see him. wish. But how?
I cried and cried in my room when Damon delivered me. I wanted to ask Damon a favor but I knew they couldn’t get along.
***
I got up and sat on the bed. I was wearing only thin pajamas and a thin spaghetti strap.
Life's sucks.
I looked at the clock on the side of the lampshade and I was shocked that twelve o'clock had passed that I was still wide awake. Suddenly the cellphone rang so I immediately picked it up and looked.
Unregistered number.
My forehead furrowed. But I answered that.
"Hello?" but the other line did not answer."Who's this please?" I asked angrily.
"Baby."
My chest immediately throbbed at the deep voice heard. I can’t understand the joy and sadness I feel.
"S-Sebe!" I exclaimed.
"Baby .. I'm here outside." I could hardly breathe at what he said I immediately looked out the window and I saw his car with the lights on.
"Wait. I'll go down," I said and turned off immediately. I didn't fix it or anything. A week has been too long for me. So I was so eager for him.
As soon as I came out of the gate, the frontseat door of his car opened immediately so I immediately crossed to enter. I'm so nervous and excited right now.
I want to talk to you. When I was sitting in the frontseat, I was shocked when he pulled me immediately. So I slammed the door shut.
"S-Seb-", that was broken because of his violent kiss on me. I feel longing and love there.
I want to cry now. I feel different emotions. He kissed me thoroughly. Now he just kissed me like this. You seem to have no tomorrow.
He hugged me in front of him. So I sighed to feel the bulge that is now centered on my femininity.
Shit! He's so turned on and hard.
He stopped kissing me.
Our foreheads are touch. I can still close my eyes.
"I miss you so much." He whispered. I nodded. "I love you very much." his whispers gave me goosebumps.
I nodded again. The super fun is different. I can not talk.
"Baby ..." He called. "Open your eyes .."
I slowly opened my eyes.
Only to find out his bloodshot eyes.
Is he crying? My heart almost ached. I don't want to see him like this.
"Sebe, w-why-"
He cut me off.
"Sshh. No matter what happens remember I love you so much. It's just you. You understand-".
"Sebe what do you mean?" I said tearfully. What huh? Why there seems to be something wrong.
"I am leaving."
What? My face moved a little away from him. I looked at him confused.
"Huh?" I shook my head.
"Why?" I asked hopelessly.
"No!" He was alert. "There are just things I have to do." He said.
"Where?"
"Just London."
"London?" I scoffed. “It’s too far Sebe."
"There are things I need to fix and ask for help there. For the company to grow. Trust me. This one will work." He assured.
Could he have lost a few days because he was making his way? The difficulty is like this. Why does he even have to stay away?
"F-For how long?" I will ask. i burried my face on his neck. I could smell her scent. I seem to minimemorize that so I don’t forget.
He heaved and sighed. His chest rose lower.
"Five months? Eight? I'm not sure."
What? I walked away immediately.
"Fuck!" I cursed.
"Don't curse." He scolded.
I shook my head again. the palm is washed. "Sebe is too long.”
"I'll call you everyday. Don't worry .."
That is still not enough.
"I can not do it." I said tearfully.
"You can. I know." He sure is. Really huh? You think? Right now I don’t want to break up with him first. to know all this I do not accept. Is there more pain here huh?
"When are you leaving?" I don’t seem to want to say this
"Tomorrow." No doubt he says.
I lost strength immediately and hugged him. He hugged me back.Very tight.
"Sebe ... please," I begged. Now I'm pretty sure. No one knows when I will see him again. When I will hug him like this again. When I will kiss and kiss him.
The sadness.
"Yes baby ..." My tears flowed immediately. Hearing his voice in pain almost killed me.
When will I hear his voice again in person? When he returns will anything change? Or maybe he just loves someone else there?
"Please, Take me with you now. Please, even now just give me a break. Even for the last time I want to be with you." My voice is broken in pain.
He nodded and burried his face on my neck.
"I will baby.We'll cuddle tonight .."
Cuddle? Where? In his condo? I just don't want to cuddle. I want more.
"Sebe .." I whispered.
"Hm?" He kissed my hair.
"Take me now ..." I begged surely.
"Please, let's make love. Please, fuck me," I cried.
God!
He cursed a lot and immediately started his car that I was comfortable with him. My chest throbbed immediately.
This time I'm sure with this. I don't love anyone but him.