One day after the accident. Mommy Christina decided to move Sebe to Manila. There he would be more focused.
I wasn’t worried there. I joined the private plane on which Sebe's unconscious body was boarded.
His mom and dad were there. Mommy Christina didn't talk to me much. I understand, If its not because of me Seb is not in this situation.
I will accept, because it's my fault because I don't think. I let my pride eat me.
Daddy Raymundo made sure I was okay. That my food was healthy, though he remained so serious at the same time.
Shawn told me that he would follow me to Manila. he is a brain surgeon. He studied in the US just for that. So I knew he could help a lot.
A week passed quickly.
Nasa St. Lukes that Sebe took his mama a room complete.
It’s on the 11th floor. cozy, with refrigerator, with aircon, his bed is comfortable and on the side there is a big couch that I once slept with. Sometimes it was Sebe's mama.
"Natalis I think you should rest." Mom tapped my back. I was on Sebe's side, holding his hand.
I never get tired of watching him. Every night I cry. I'm afraid he might never wake up. I'm afraid he might have amnesia.
I shook.
I just finished eating. I hardly go out here either.
"I'm just okay here Ma.I can't leave him. "I said weakly.
‘On our first day here her cousins came right away. I saw the angry and fear in their eyes. None of them noticed me.
If I leave Sebe, they will forgive me. but now, in Sebe's situation they no longer ignored me.
I also found out that Radleigh accompanied Sebe to Iloilo to pick me up.
"Son ..."
Mama called and hugged me from the back.
"Please don't leave yourself alone, huh? You have a child in your womb."
I nodded without looking at her.
"I'm eating. I'm taking vitamins."
"I know it's just a test son. We love you a lot."
Mom's hugged comforted me.
Another day passed and I almost floated. Sometimes my body needs it. sometimes it hurts, but I didn’t tell any of them. I don't want them to worry and I can't keep an eye on Sebe.
When I entered Seb's room I immediately saw his mother crying beside him.
I blinked so hard.
As far as I know he is hurting too especially his son is in that situation.
Every day I regret it. I’m getting tough. Yes, I was hurt, angry and disgusted. I want him to repent for what he did. But not in this fucking way. Not like this. This is too much.
"Mommy .."
He immediately looked up at me and I saw a series of tears fall. My tears rolled down my cheeks. I could feel the pain he felt almost penetrate that.
Over the past few days he has been cold to me. but they didn't let me down. I couldn't and I hugged him completely.
"M-Mommy ... I-I'm so .. so sorry .." I moaned like a child.
Just now I lost my emotions. If only I could cover all my reactions with coldness. Now I can't. it's so sick.
Seeing Sebe's body shatter, thinner, pale and deep -eyed was like killing me.
If it weren't for our baby, I might have let myself go forever.
She hugged me tok.
The whole room was engulfed as the two of us sobbed.
"I-It's not your fault .." I hugged him tightly.
Her voice trembled. He stared at me.
"It's hard to fight destiny ..." She held my hand.
"Please hija forgive my son. I know he made a mistake and he sent.I'm the one who apologizes hija .. "She cried.
Hearing her pain right nowmakes my system broke. I was impressed at this time. If the other mother was maybe I wouldn’t be forgiven for what happened.
But her .... she even apologized even though it wasn't necessary.
"I have forgiven him mommy.even if I go away, I love him dearly. "I wiped away my tears.
He looked at his son.
"I saw my son played so many girls before hija. Even though he was very serious, I still saw that he was going to change women back then. Until ...." She looked at me.
"Until he found you. Even though he was engaged to Eli then that he didn't want. He fought for you. He gave up everything for you. He even went to New York to start again on his own. That's where, I know it's dear that Sebastian loves you, Natalia. ".
She caressed my hand.
"So now, fight for him .. You can do that .. For the baby too .."
I was relieved by that conversation. Sebastian's mom left to get other supplies and dinner ..
I was wiping Sebe's face with wet wipes when my stomach suddenly hurt. Its unbearable.
"Ack ~" I inhaled and exhaled. It becomes my routine if my stomach suddenly hurts.
After a few seconds, I was sweating profusely immediately even though the pain was somewhat gone
My hips were bent.
I wiped my wet forehead when suddenly there was a knock on the door and it opened.
I stood up to see who it was.
"What are you doing here?!" Whereupon I said and approached him.
The face of this bitch!
"Natalia ... I'm here to apologize ---" ..
I cut her by my precious palm.
I slapped him immediately when anger rose in me. because of her I hated Sebastian so much. Because of her we are here in this situation that would have been happy if she had not kissed Sebe.
Her lips parted and she cried. Immediately my hand reached out to her white face.
"Get out of --here!" I shivered when my stomach suddenly hurt again.
He was crying and looked at Sebe. He immediately shook his head and bowed.
"It's all my fault. Please forgive me .."
My tears flowed because of anger ..
"It's too late Claire. Just, please leave .." I said boldly. trying to hide the pain he was feeling.
"No, I want you to know that Sebe is innocent. I force him! I am the first who kissed him!" She tried to explain.
"Because I thought he would love me .."
"No matter what else you explain. It can't be changed--".
"I know ! but my conscience eating me! " She shrieked.
I looked at her coldy..Maybe I'll let her for now.
"Natalia, I saw him suffered while you're gone. He even cursed me! He hate me so much."
I got even better at what he said. I blame myself even more.
I looked away and gasped.
"You're forgive --- Oouch!". I frowned and touched my stomach ..
"Wh-What happened"? Claire asked worriedy and approached me.
I shuddered but my lips were more bent and pitying as my stomach ached.
"Ahhhgh!" i screamed breathlessly Claire immediately came to me ..
"Oh..my God! You're bleeding!" She panicked.
"Help! Nurse!" His bag still fell but he didn't have a pack there.
I bent down on the floor and saw a lot of blood on the floor.
Oh god? Am I going to give birth now? now that Sebe can't see? I feel so much pain in my stomach. There is nothing as painful. Only now have I felt this pain.
I finally fell to the floor as Claire led me..A doctor and Shawn entered, followed by two nurses.
"S-Shes bleeding! She's going to give birth!" Claire panicked she looked so pale.
But before I was released we heard the noise of Sebe's life machine.
Shawn blushed.
"Nurse, take her in DR. Call Dra. Roselle immediately." Shawn said to the other nurse.
"W-Wait, I'll call Aunt Christine." Claire said that she didn't know if I would prioritize Sebe who was dying or if I was giving birth to a new life.
"Shawn." I called shawn painly. Trying to shade the pain. "Please do a-anything .." I cried.
He nodded and caressed my face.
"I will ..please be safe. I will save him for you. "
While walking away I heard the noise of Sebe’s cousins and I heard the voices of mama and Kylie.
I felt cold and the pain I felt gradually disappeared and my vision darkened.
The last I heard was everyone's panic.