The month passed and everything went well. I was content with him. It's like I don't want our time to end every day.
"Alexander's birthday today." he said as we sat down to eat. While I was on the sofa and doing a project. I put down the pentel pen and faced him.
"Alexander who?" I asked and took what he reached for king juice. He looked at his laptop again.
"Damon's cousin so technically my cousin too."
Sebe's with his white tshirt and faded jeans, 'he looked so hot and matured
"You're invited?" I laid the bondpaper on the sofa stand up and came closed to him.
I went to his back and massaged his shoulder. I'm good to this. I used to do this before with my dad.
"Uh-uh." he stopped typing on his laptop
"You can go." I said.
I don't want to stop him from what he does because I didn't become his girlfriend to give him a headache but to support him. I know he knows what to do and what not to do.
Eventually I was able to get him to attend. He didn't want to because maybe I didn't want to. In the evening, Sebe took me home.
"I'll call you later," he told me as I unbuckled my seatbelt. We had dinner outside.
I nodded and smiled. "Okay .."
He groaned apparently not satisfied with what I said.
"I won't take long, I promise." He added.
I nodded and bit my lip then I remained silent. I really don't have anything to say. I already agreed.
He cursed and pulled me closer, just to made me sat on his lap.
"Some of my colleagues are invited."
“Hm,” I noddded.
He closed his eyes emphatically. Squeezed his nosebridge.
"Tell me if it's upset you, I won't go."
I gasped and slapped his chest. He's stupid! It’s embarrassing that I don’t want him to go that they’re all there! e 'what if there are women?
"I'm not upset!"
He took my hand that I slapped on him and he kissed it.
"Tell me what's bothering you then."
He said I wanted to laugh. He really didn’t want me to worry.
"No girls allowed". this is really the feeling when you love.
He chuckled.
"Ofcourse."
I smirked.
"Make sure Sebastian you're a fuckboy back then! I still remember the first time we talk! You're done fucking a ---".
"Don't say bad words!"
I rolled my eyes.
"Don't say bad words but you did!" .
He licked his lips while looking at me seriously. "So that's bothered you?"
I looked away.
"Come with me."
"I do not want.."
He squeezed my waist.
"Please don't make this hard for me." He looked at me warily.
Did I hurt him? so, I came along.
~~~~~
When I came out, my chest was pounding. Sebe's already wearing a black v neck shirt and a ragged pants.
"Are you okay with this?" I asked him about my dress. Leaning on the back of the sofa he were in front of me and the hand was on the lip and played with it.
He untied it and approached me. And He wrapped his hand on my waist.
"You're so beautiful." I immediately blushed at what he said.
We headed to the Twilite Bar where his cousin occupied. So, in a bar huh? So, it means there are women already?
"Stay at my side all the time". he whispered.
I nodded to him and I felt his conversion to me. When we entered we immediately heard the noise of visitors.
I saw a long table where Damon, Radleigh with a woman I knew was his girlfriend and Clinton with some random girl.
I don't want to know but I thought he’s with Kylie?
There were also people dancing on the dance floor. Their eyes turned to us.
Damon nodded at me.
"Don't look.." Sebastian whispered so I avoided him immediately.
Alexander whistled. He approached us with a smile and they immediately made a fist bump.
"You came." Here is Alexander
"Happy birthday .."
Some more stories what I heard as we sat on the far end of the sofa. Sebe's hands were no longer removed from my waist.
The women, on the other hand, you will notice that they really have interests. I catch someone looking at Sebe in a sticky way but it just seems like Sebe doesn't like that.
He seems to be used to it.
"Oh! We have a present for you Lex!" The boy announced so we looked at him.
Sebe's drinking some liquior but only lemon juice. There is also honey and food is served. Of course, the music will not be lost. But that was weakened by what the man said.
Some whistled and laughed. They immediately picked up a large box that could fit one person.
Sebe cursed and frowned at me. The box with confetti opened and a woman in lingerie came out.
What the heck!
Radleigh scolded a friend with a gift scheme. Alex just shook his head but smiled as well.
I saw Rad and his girlfriend leave.
"Are you fine?" Sebe's asked.
I just nodded. Screams were heard as the masked woman on Alex's lap began to dance.
What crazinesss is this?
"Sure, your cousin seems to be enjoying it."
Sebe has been kissing my hair ever since. That drops on my shoulder.
There are women who look at us and stare at me. There were also men but I just ignored them. The men shouted even louder when the woman moved next to Alex.
She's doing a lap dance!
What the fuck that girl!
I was fixed in my seat. Sebastian didn't seem to have that.
I sweated coldly and looked at Sebe.
"I'll use a comfort room." I say goodbye because I feel like I need to take a shower.
"I'll go with you.."
"Don't! Wait for me here."
He looked at me for a while and nodded hard. Leaving there, he shouted even louder for reasons I don't know. There are women who swear. there are men whistling because of it.
I took a deep breath when I entered the comfort room. My chest was shaking so fast.
I was about to hear them scream.
They are cheering for Sebe's name.
I heard something disagree and cursed there.
I fix my long hair back there. But I was almost stuck in my position when I saw what I didn't like.
The woman who is out of the box and dancing the lap dance is none other than Elizabeth Lee. Worst, he was dancing with Sebe. I almost lost my breath.
I saw Sebe's shock and push Eli. I heard screams and fights.
They all seem to have been hit.
My tears immediately rolled down. Damon immediately rose up and went to me.
"Sebe is really drunk." He tried to explain.
But they must have noticed Damon's movement so everyone stopped.
Sebe immediately stood up and finally pushed Eli.
Naughty girl! He just embarrasses their respected family name!
"Baby." Sebe uttered as he approached me.
"Let me go." rattle I say because of my tears.
This is below the belt.
"Baby, don't." He could not go on to say.
I shook my head frustrated.
"I hate you!"
I ran out of the bar and immediately hailed a taxi. Regardless of the cold air.
The taxi stopped immediately. I was about to open it but Sebe lifted me faster like a sack of rice. One of his hands was on my ass which was covered so as not to be seen.
"Damn you! Fuck off!" I shouted and slapped his back.
I just heard him swearing ..
"Let me go!"
He immediately opened the front seat and let me sit there!
I could see the red of his whole face.
"Let me explain!"
"No !I see that right! I just lost a moment 'that's what happened! Lets stop this!".
I could immediately see the sharpness of his gaze on me.
"No!"
Huh? What does he want? That I still accept even ', that's what he did?
I was so annoyed and helpless that I cried and just covered my face.
"Take me home." I sobbed when I saw his car pass our corner.
He hasn't spoken since before. All I could hear was sobs.
"Say when you take me home!"
"We'll talk." he replied seriously.
"We don't have anything to talk about!"
"No." He insisted.
I sarcastically scoffed. "It's up to you what you say. I don't want to ..."
Until we got to a private mansion.
Is this his mansion?
At first glance, you know it's expensive and it's not just a matter of doing it. It's happening fast. I didn't want to get out of his car earlier because I really wanted to go home.
But he lifted me again like a sack of rice and I didn't even look around the mansion inside because he took me straight to a room and then let me go.
I think I'm going to die screaming.
His hand was numb from the beating of his back. but it seems like he just doesn't have it. When he enters, he slows me down.
"I hate you! I said I'm going home!"
I shouted at him and slapped his face again or maybe his chest.
I was disgusted and hurt by what I had witnessed earlier. Why weren't they even able to stop it?
Are men really like that?
I would have slapped him again but he caught it and pulled me and I fell on his chest.
"We won't be clear if you're like that." He said seriously.
He looks angry and holding back. But I'm tougher.
"Let's break up! "I said boldly even though I didn't like it.
He gripped me even tighter.
"What the heck! It hurts!"
I shout.
"Take back what you said."
"No, I don't want to."
He smirked.
No one tore my thin dress in just a snap and threw it away.
I immediately rubbed my hand on my exposed chest because I didn't have a bra because the dress was already foamed so I didn't need a bra.
"Damn you! What have you done ?!" I scream in embarrassment.
He cursed and took off his shirt.
It happened fast. He quickly put me in a bathroom. It was so wide that I was struck by the sight. But that was only for a moment because he immediately let me into the shower and closed the glass door.
Immediately the cold water poured in along with his warm kiss on my chest.
I immediately closed my eyes emphatically. My system was immediately enveloped in various emotions.
"I hate you." I could only say as he kissed my chest. He pinned my both arms.
"I'm sorry .." he's kissing and sucking my breast. It started the fire in my system.
I was grabbed by his shoulder when he lifted me up and pinned me to the wall glass wall..His kisses went up to my neck.
"Please baby." He whispered and spread the kiss to different parts of my face.
My thigh was wrapped around his waist. Our bodies are also wet. But he was still in his pants.
I didn't answer I kept my eyes closed while savoring what he was doing to my body.
I heard her zipper open. I know he's really skillful when it comes to this.
I think all the pain and emotions before have been thrown away. I felt that he was the center of his care for me.
I clung to him even more as he mercilessly let me in.
"Ahh ~." I gasped with pain. my nail sank slightly into his shoulder.
Then he started pounding on me
so I woke up.
Sebe's lips parted and his eyes were serious as he watched every reaction from me.
"Ah ~ .." He went deeper.
He was holding both of my waists riding me. while I just clung to his neck uncontrollably.
"I love you ..." He said sincerely.
My tears rolled down. The sob that escaped me was drowned out by his kiss.
"I'm sorry, please."
I slammed into his neck. A few more minutes later we reached where we wanted to go. I gasped at his chest because I was tired.
I dont know what to say.
His hug tightened.
"You're really my only weakness." He kissed my hair. "Please forgive me .."
It's funny to think that even though it's done and it's over, I still haven't forgiven him.