Ezra’s P.O.V
"Goddammit…" I muttered, unable to help myself.
"W-what's wrong—?" she began to ask, letting go of my finger as she started to look worried, but I cut her off by capturing her lips in yet another kiss.
She didn't protest and melted into my mouth, into my touch. When we finally broke it off, we were both gasping.
"I need you, Zoya." I panted, looking into her eyes. "I thought that if I could make you cum…then it’ll be enough for me. We wouldn’t need to go further…but, god, I need to get inside you, Zoya. I don’t think I can hold back anymore."
"Do it," she said, her confidence shocking me yet again. "I need you inside me too."
That did it.
I got off the bed, unbuckling my pants in the process. Her eyes never left me as I pulled down my pants, along with my underwear and kicked them aside, exposing myself completely to her eyes.
"Oh my…" she sighed, her eyes locked onto my shaft. Innocently, she reached out to touch me, making shivers run up my spine. "You’re huge…" She looked up into my eyes. "You think it's going to fit?"
I laughed, pressing a kiss on her nose as I climbed back on top of her. "You're adorable," I told her.
I positioned myself at her entrance, making her feel the blunt end of my cock. I rocked my hips onto hers, sliding my cock onto her slit, but still not penetrating her.
She moaned, and god, I could feel her pussy throb with want. With need.
I reached down to clutch myself in my hands and guided myself to her entrance, rubbing myself against her to in slow rhythms to make her get accustomed to my size.
I could tell from the way her face contorted in desperation and in pleasure that she wanted me to be inside her just as badly as I did. It made me want her more, but I didn’t want to rush just yet. I knew the pain will come, so I tried to ease her as best as I could.
"Oh, Ezra," she moaned, panting. “Please!”
Finally, I pushed the blunt head of my cock inside of her just a little bit, barely parting her folds. We locked eyes for a split second, before she glanced down at the apex of her thighs where we were joined together, and then looked back to me. She finally nodded, giving me the permission I needed.
“It’ll hurt a little, okay?” I told her, warning her of what was to come. “But I’ll try to be as gentle as I can. Do you trust me?”
“Yes,” she nodded breathlessly. “I need you now, Ezra.”
She whimpered as I gently pushed myself in. "Does it hurt?" I asked her. I know it probably did, but she shook her head anyway.
"Keep going."
I nodded and moved another inch inside of her, her slick walls allowing me to enter easily until I felt the resistance I was waiting for. And then I held her tightly in my arms before pushing into her with one hard thrust, burying myself inside of her to the hilt.
She whimpered, clutching onto me just as hard, her nails digging into my back just as her inner muscles spasmed around my shaft, squeezing me tightly in the warmth of her embrace.
"You feel so, so good, baby," I groaned into her ear, and she only whimpered in response.
I wanted to thrust now, but maybe she would bleed from the force, so I decided to hold still for a couple seconds, just so she could get used to the sensation of having me inside of her.
Slowly, I started to pull out, and at the motion, her face scrunched up, though I could tell it was both from pain and pleasure. I heard her take a shaky breath.
I kissed her then, and she kissed back with the same amount of passion and fervor, her legs wrapped around me as she undulated her hips, urging me to move.
I did as she wanted, pulling myself away until I almost slid out of her, before slamming back into her heat, making her moan into the kiss.
Mine. My wolf howled inside my head. She was all mine for the taking. Mine to possess, mine to love, mine to cherish. Mine.
I repeated the motion a few more times, thrusting in and out of her slowly, until she started moving her own hips to match my rhythm, urging me to go faster.
I pulled back, looking into her eyes. Both of my hands were on the bed, on either side of her small frame. Her dark hair was fanned out on the pillow beneath her head almost like a halo. "Tell me if it hurts and I'll stop," I said.
She nodded, closing her eyes. "Okay."
Soon, I picked up my pace, my thrust came harder and faster, and her moans grew louder and louder. Her body writhed under mine, her nails digging into my back, scratching my skin, but it didn’t matter. I like it. I loved the sensation of her skin on mine, the sound of skin slapping on skin as I thrust into her and the way she clung to me like I was her lifeline.
"Oh, Ezra, ohh!" she whined. "Faster! Ahh! Ohh! Faster!"
I did as she asked and sped up a little, though not too much out of fear since this was her first time. But god, she felt so fucking good. Her inner muscles were squeezing me until I felt like I was about to explode inside of her at any given moment.
And her moans… Sweet moon goddess, her moans were music to my ears. She was whining and screaming my name, and my name only. And the way she said it sounded so goddamn good.