Jax.
It was hard to sleep. Think or even do anything.
My mind was a constant mess, filled with thoughts of Alora, her scent, her skin marred with scars created by me, her violet eyes. The mere thought of her was making me go crazy.
It's been more than a month and there was a trace of her anywhere. In the neighboring packs that I owned nor in the human community.
It was like she had vanished into thin air and it raised my anxiety to even think she was with someone else.
Another man.
I growled, slamming my phone against the wall as I could feel my beast clawing at my chest, begging to be let out and go on a killing spree until Alora was found.
The glass shattered against the wall, falling in broken pieces on the floor and I ran my hand through my hair that had gotten longer, sweat filled my forehead and I paced around my room like a wolf in a cage.
Where the hell was she?
I thought.
I owned one of the biggest CCTV security companies in the world and there was no trace of her anywhere, on social media and on the roads. I had even bribed people to let me check footage of people's homes. But there was no trace of her anywhere.
I had sent my spies but they had come back utterly useless that was when I decided to send Marco and to the Blood Moon Pack.
That was the only place I hadn't checked. The Blood Moon Pack was off limits, my security system didn't work there as Ares had influence of his own and I couldn't reach his pack in any way.
The only thing I could do was to send Marco, one of my most trained spies who had even withstood the Rogue hunters torture. Marco was brave and he had taken the tattoo of secrecy.
And after waiting for a week without his report I knew Ares must have caught up to him. I growled angrily, snatching everything off my table and throwing it on the floor. My laptop shattered, the books and files scattered everywhere and I clenched my fist.
"That bastard, Ares Delgado!" I yelled angrily. He was the only match I had in the whole country. And the only one who was as powerful as I was.
"He must have caught Marco. But I know he wouldn't kill him because he needs information." I growled, biting my lower lip as I rested my back against the wall.
I had to think.
I didn't fear that Marco would sell me out. The bastard was as tough as nails and I had guaranteed his family safety when I hadn't heard from him after a while.
I knew Ares' next move and that was to capture his family and use it as a threat when he couldn't break Marco.
Alora's violet eyes filled my head once more and I growled gripping my hair in frustration.
I was going crazy!
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!" I screamed angrily, turning to face the wall as I slammed my fist against it forcefully.
I could hear the sound of my bone breaking but I didn't care as I slammed my fist against it again.
Alora's black hair flashed in my head…
I slammed my fist again on the wall, harder this time..
Her glassy tear-filled eyes haunted me as I could imagine them looking up to me with fear. So much fear to drown me..
I got my fist again, my bone broke and my flesh tore, revealing my bone that poked out of my skin. But I could hardly feel any pain.
That fear..
Those scared violet eyes..
I missed it..
I missed the fear, the submission. I missed ravaging her body forcefully every night. Those tender small breasts in my hand. My fingers running down her skin, touching every part of her, from the outside to the inside.
I wanted more of her, I wanted to be drunk with every part of her. I wanted to kiss her, forcefully pressing my lips against her so she struggled against me, pleading for mercy as she cried and I ravished every part of her.
My hand ran down the wall and I started to laugh. A sick menacing laugh.
"Alora..the things I'll do to you." I said through fits of laughter, throwing my head back as I collapsed to my knees.
That body of hers was mine. Her mind, her eyes, her hair, her pale skin. It was all mine.
"You're mine! Do you hear me? You're mine!" I yelled, laughing loudly as tears gathered around my eyes.
She belonged to me, and no one else.
Those nights where I held her underneath me, filling her with my hard length, her screams of terror were like music to my ears. Soft beautiful music as I drowned my release in her.
Her fingers clawing at me as she tried to pull away, to get away from me. Her small hands pushing me felt like a massage on my body. Those slender fingers and those brightly painted toes that I could suck on daily.
I laughed again, hitting the wall with my other fist. I got it harder, laughing maniacally.
It was so funny that she thought she could get away from me.
I had branded her because she was my property and no one else's!
"You can hide all you want, Alora. But I'll find you. I would. I Jax Pentagon, Alpha of White Moon Pack would find you and bring you back to me. You're mine, you belong to me you stupid bitch!" I yelled angrily.
Hitting my fist against the wall as my skin broke again and my bone peeked out but I didn't care, slamming it repeatedly on the wall as blood splattered over my face, shirt and on the wall. But I didn't stop, instead it fueled me, and I threw my head back in laughter.
"Yes, I'm crazy! I'm just crazy for you Alora, and only you. And I'll move heaven and earth just to find you." I said, pausing as I looked down at both my fists, they had been deformed and it bled profusely.
I smirked, rising up from the floor as I turned to my bed and the chains that I had used to tie up Alora every night.
"I'll have you back in my bed, where you truly belong, Alora." I said, smirking as I fell to the floor, my vision blurry as I realized I was going to pass out from blood loss.
But Alora's violet eyes filled my mind and I allowed the darkness to take me away because I knew I was going to dream about her.
Ok Jax is one crazy psycho path that I never want Alora to get back to. He's hurting himself and laughing about it, nothing screams maniac than that. He wants Alora back for his selfish reasons, he's gone completely mad that he enjoys hurting her. My goodness! I hope he never finds her. Alora is happy where she is and I want it to stay that way. This was suppossed to be posted on my buy me a coffee at buymeacoffee.com/janesamuel but i wanted you all to see Jax in the original chapters, so please check there for other exclusive chapters like this on Jax POV for FREE, I would not be posting Jax here anymore. Also follow my Instagram @chimdi_jane_samuel for updates on Alora's brand given to her by Jax and also for Ares mark at his back. I post a lot of teasers and designs there so check it out. Like I said, the free exclusive chapters are only available on my buymeacoffee using the buy me a coffee link in my instagram bio or typing "buymeacoffee.com/janesamuel" in your browser.What are your thoughts on this chapter? Let me know in the comments. Feeling generous? Then support me on my buymeacoffee, thank you all♥️