My hanging out in Damon's suite was became my routine.
He helps me with my projects. He cooks our food. In the past few days, I also saw him avoiding other women.
Mama always goes somewhere and I rarely see her anymore in the house. I know there is a problem. I can't get that out of my mind either.
I am worried. Our family is getting worst. Papa doesn't send us anything anymore. We’re in trouble, I know that. I feel mama's problem with expenses but she doesn't let me know.
I sat down in front of the dresser and opened my wallet. I only have three hundred pesos.
And I don’t know where I’m going to get exam payouts coming up! Not only that! We have a booth competition next time!
Maybe I need a part time job. I need extra money.
This is a big blown in our family! It's clear from what I heard from mama that papa has a another family.
And I am wondering why Ruru is not here. I saw her earlier in the lobby but she looked like pre occupied. She is not on her own. Does she have a problem?
"So class, make a research about ... the first man who discovered the longest river in Mississippi."
When the class ended I immediately wrapped up my belongings.
"Zands! Are you like to be with us later? " Here ,is Maddy.
I shook my head and smiled. "I'm going to the library. I'm going to do some research."
"Oh! All right!"
It's two o'clock in the afternoon and thank goodness we don't have a teacher in our last subject.
I went to the library to think where could Damon be? I haven't seen him since earlier.
I was nervous because I saw Nathalia.
I bowed immediately.
"Hi." I looked up when she greeted me.
Her voice is cold but soft.
I blinked so hard. "Uh .. Hello."
So true that maybe Damon loved Natalia. But it eventually disappeared. People interpreted their closure then so maybe spread that they have a relationship.
My cellphone rang. Damon's calling!
From Damon: Where are you?
My heart was pounding violently immediately. But suddenly , I bumped with a chest.
"There.." Damon was in front of me.
He turned off his cellphone and hid it in his pocket. I did the same.
I blinked so hard. "Uh..hi!"
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"In the library."
His forehead creased.
"Research." I correct.
"Alright. I’ll help you."
His hand gripped my waist.
I immediately closed my eyes to hear the whispers of the students as we passed.
I immediately looked at Damon without a care on them.
"D-Damon."
I held his hand around my waist to remove it. I want to remove it coz' everyone looking to us!
"Don't make me mad Zandria." His grip on me tightened even more.
I gasped softly. Eventually I just let go because I knew I couldn't do anything.
When we entered, I immediately felt the cold on my skin. There aren't too many students here. I looked around and ointed to the place which I had chosen to choose a books first.
"Ah, I'll check the books there."
I left him but I felt him following me. I was secretly nervous.
I look up at the books above me just about the country of Mississippi.
"Oh! My god! That's Damon!" A shriek from a students who passed us. Those two women giggled then stared at me.
I was annoyed, I rolled my eyes on them but Damon caught me rolling my eyes!
I pouted and averted my gaze.
I heard him typing on his cellphone. Will he call someone?
“Radleigh, I need my payment.” He chuckled."Yes in the library" He gasped."Fuck you! " He finished the call immediately.
I just ignored that because it was Radleigh, his cousin.
"You hungry?" He was just too close to me.
I heard the ringing of his cellphone then he read it.
I moved to the other bookshelf as I saw nothing there.
"Not yet." I replied.
"Let's have dinner together." His voice was serious.
"All right."
I picked up a book above me and was supposed to read the first page but Damon snatched it from me.
"Damon ai will read-"
"Later, baby."
I closed my eyes tight. I could smell his expensive perfume. My heart was pounding in my chest. I'm ashamed that he might feel the same way about me!
"Why?"
He kissed my neck.
"I want my time with you." He whispered.
My lip almost bled from my bite.
"W-We’ll have more later."
"But I want it now."
His hand dropped to my legs. I just closed my eyes tightly.
He's caressing my legs upward!
"Damon.." Rebuke Zandria! Don't moan!
He's kissing my neck.
"Hm?"
"Your hand. Maybe someone will see us here!"
I moved a bit but couldn't get away because of his hug.
"Hm?"
"Put your hand out."
"You're wet. You think, I'll pull it out?" He bit my neck softly.
I feel a stirring pain in my between! He pushed a finger!
"Ah ~" I covered my mouth because my voice got louder.
"Shall I pull out my hand now?" he asked playfully.
"It’s Embarrassing."
He held up my chin. "Do you love me?"
Wait...what?
"Yes."
"Let's go in my suite." he adjusted my skirt.
He stopped suddenly and closed his eyes firmly.
"Let's go in my suite." He repeated.
I was immediately enveloped in nervousness. "What are we going to do there?"
"I'll help you in your project. Trust me I won't do anything wrong. For now."