I ran back downstairs without closing the door. I gasped as I reached their gate and leaned there while holding my chest.
I almost tweaked myself because of what I saw. What is happening to Ruru? Why is she like that?
She wasn't like that before ! She even tells me that the magical pearl should be given to the man who will be with me for life .. but now? She's with different boys every week ,I guess?
I can't get it out of my mind as I'm lying in bed late at night and I haven't received a text or call from Damon yet. Maybe he's tired?
When I was bored, I face booked. I'm not fond of such things . But I try now.
I fixed my hair and took a selfie.
My face was on the pillow and somewhat side viewed and smiling. The tip of my nose and the curve of my eyebrow are pointed.
I uploaded it and I posted. "I miss you."
When it was over I scrolled again and I was struck by the sight of a picture I went back there again because I missed it.
It was like my heart was torn apart.
Damon and Venice smiled as Venice's hand hooked on his elbow.
What Venice put there was. "Back in my arms."then there a heart emoji.
I immediately exit facebook and threw on the other side of my bed and faceplamed frustratedly!
They're together? But I don't know! Damon didn't tell me!
Many negative thoughts in my brain until I fall asleep. I even heard my cellphone ringing but I ignored it.I just fell asleep.
When I woke up in the morning and I felt so busy. And because I'm gonna be busy today, I took a shower.
I ignored my cellphone and it just rang.
I can't talk to him. I do not know what to say. Maybe if I just answered his calls maybe I haven't spoken yet, I'll cry already.
I turned off my cellphone and went to school. Before it was time I entered the room and saw that Ruru was already there next to my chair.
She pouted when she saw me and I wanted to rolled my eyes at her.
"Hi." she greeted.
"Hi your face." I said , lifelessly.
She groaned. "Sorry, were you there yesterday?" she even frowned and I just looked at her seriously.
"Yes." She looked away as if thinking.
Go ahead and think! If I saw you! Ugh!
"Are you using protection?"
I think she was surprised by my question and turned to me but she immediately smiled.
"Of course! I don't want to get pregnant! I'm on pills now."
What ever.
The day was moving fast and it was three o'clock in the afternoon. It looked like Ruru and I were on the same trip today and we just sit in front of the soccer field.
We leaned on the wooden backrest of the bench and looked up at the sky.
"You saw the pic?" Suddenly , her question.
I looked at her but looked back at the sky again.
"Yes.."
"That bitch, assume too much. 'Don't believe it. Ask Damon first."
I smiled bitterly. She was good at saying this.
"You can't apply your good advice to your lovelife?"
"I don't have a love life ." she said.
We were both still looking up at the clear sky. Thanks to the big tree.
"What do you call it?"
"Just fling. More time to explore."
"Didn't you think Ru? You and Alex still have hope because he's not married yet. What if he comes back to you and that's probably how it is? Do you think he'll come back to you if you have a lot of men ---"
"He won't come back." I saw her tears , sideways.
"Don't be like that. See for yourself now."
"This is me now Zand. I enjoy this more."
I shook my head and took my cellphone and let Ruru wipe away her tears. I opened my cellphone and facebooked.
I was surprised by the many notifs of my picture that was posted last night! Many have hearts and most are men! I got 5000 likes on my pictures!
Seriously? Many commented there and others were men.
"Angel from above, so pretty"
"Be mine please"
"Shit! How to be you? '
"Number please."
"She's my girl fuck off." Damon commented at the last and no one else commented there.
What the hell!
"Zand!"
I was shocked by Ruru's call.
"What?"
"Let's go to the bar tonight please. Promise we'll go home early."
I shook. "Damon and I weren't on good terms. Maybe it's just more trouble."
"He won't know! He's not here, remember?"
"It's not really possible."
"Fine! It's up to you. I will go with the handsome men there. "
"I don't know about you Ru."
"Please Zand? That's why I'll take you with me so I will behave. Let's go home early. Please."
I sighed.
"Fine! Nine o'clock?"
"Ten o'clock," she said.
I blinked. "Okay."
She applauded.
I think it's okay to unwind even for a moment. I am eighteen and I can handle my self. I'm not going to drink and Damon isn't coming home yet. Maybe Venice enjoyed it because she was crazy about Damon.