Gone are the days when the smile could no longer be removed from my lips.
In Tagaytay, he did almost nothing to me but kiss me all the time. He would stop for a few minutes and kiss again.
He's a Kissing Monster.
I close my eyes tightly because of the memories I have. In front of the mirror examined my whole being.
I touched my lip and bit it at the same time recalling Damon's bite there.
My hand dropped to my neck. I almost sneered at the memory of Damon's kiss going down there. It's the first time someone kissed my neck!
Suddenly the door of my room opened and mom entered.
"Ma".
"You're late, let's eat."
"Ah! Yes!" I answered and went down as well.
Mama stopped questioning me. She's been silent the whole time and I am not used to it.
"Is there a problem?" I set aside the fork and spoon I was holding.
She drank the water and avoided.
"No hija! Just a memory."
She didn't even tell me I knew that papa was the reason again. I know that papa was not sending money for us anymore and my mom having a problem for our needs.
I went out the gate. I opened my wallet and saw that I only had a 500 dollars.
I have spent alot this time because there are many projects. I'm ashamed to ask money from mom. I was about to take a taxi but someone else stopped in front of me.
My lips parted. What the...
Damon wearing a white t-shirt. As usual it's always like that, he is always wear a white v- neck or longsleeve. But it is obvious that his clothes will be expensive.
"Get in."
I swallowed immediately and entered.
This is my heart again. He approached me and he himself adjusted my seatbelt.
"How's your day?"
After the weekend, we didn't see each other. But he always calls me,asking what I am doing and so on.
I keep wondering what we really are? If he says I AM HIS. So that means HE'S MINE TOO? What are we?
It's embarrassing to ask that.
"Fine."
"You got out?" His voice was very serious. He played the tip of my hair and he could smell it.
"N-No."
I sighed when he kissed me.
"Good."
Until we got to school he remained serious. As soon as we got out hia car, everyone's eyes immediately on us.
Their jaw dropped in shock. I bowed too much as I walked.
" I'm going now.." I said to him and smiled but I was shocke when he pulled me back.
"I'll take you."
I blinked so hard coz' almost everyone were watching as we passed through the alley.
"Oh .God! They're already in a releationship?"
"Freshmen is the girl right? But infairness is cute. "
"That's not a virgin anymore, let's bet!"
I immediately heard different things as we passed.
Shit! You bet there! I am a virgin!
I was irritated by what I heard but I just ignored it.
Damon hugged my waist and kissed my hair. They all sighed.
"Do not mind them." He told me as he imitated me in my room. I don’t know why he knows my room!
But before we could finally reach my room we saw Radleigh. Ofcourse, I know all his cousins.
I won't be surprised anymore. They are popular at this school.
"Damon." Rad chuckled and looked at me. His brows shot up.
"Guarding the girlfriend?" Damon teased his cousin.
Rad just shrugged. "I'm going now."
So it means his girlfriend is a Tourism student!
We stopped at the door jamb of the room.
"Thanks ." I said and looked at him.
"What time did your class end?"
He asked and put his hand in his pocket.
"Three in the afternoon."
"I'll fetch you."
My heart pounded at what he said but I smiled.
He crouched and give me a kiss!
We are in the corridor! There are many students! I wanted to protest but in the way he kissed I couldn’t. I got drunk right away.
In my class there was a strange smile posted on my lips.
"O-Ouch!" I moaned as Ruru pinched me! Damn, it hurts!
"Oh! I think you're crazy Zands! What did Damon do to you in Tagaytay huh? He raped you? He raped you? You're not a virgin--"
I immediately covered her mouth with the vulgarity she was saying.
"What are you talking about? Nothing! We just ate there !"
Immediately my cheeks warmed at my own words.
"Date? Are you two?"
Some of my classmates have already left.
"N-No. "
"No? But you were together! He kissed you but you haven't in relationship? You know how to flirt so well now! ”she said and put the notebook inside her bag.
"He just told me that I am his. "
"Tsk! You're his! But is he yours? Or someone else's? I don't know about you Zands huh !? Be careful! Damon is a fucker. He might fuck that up- "
I covered her mouth again.
"Ru! What!?"
She just signed peace with me. Soon we left the room. I stayed in the corridor for a while because Damon said he would pick me up.
But close to four o'clock he was still not here and no text yet.
As time went on, my heart ached again. Am I hoping again?
I decided to just get off and wait in the parking lot. The main parking area now has very few cars left.
I sighed in frustration.Maybe he's busy with their company? I took a deep breath and got up from the shed.
But suddenly , Ryle comes to me.
"Hi! It's afternoon! Why are you still here?"
I suddenly thought of his call to me before that Damon answered.
"Where's your boyfriend
I don't know what to say!
"I-I'm going home too.
"Oh, come with me. "
"N-No thanks Ryle. " I smiled.
"Oh come on. You're alone without a car and I have a car. I feel bad if I don't take you."
I laughed at what he said. He's really nice but that laughter of mine was dissolved by the heavy footsteps and authoritative winds that passed over us.
I immediately gasped when I saw that it was Damon!
He looked so serious and he just passed me!?
"Isn't that Damon? That's your boyfriend?"
I don't have time to listen to Ryle anymore. Why is he like that?
I've been waiting for him!
That day passed I was sad. ‘It’s always like that isn’t it? You will be given happiness and then it will be taken away.
I stared at my cell phone all night and waited for his text , but nothing happened.
The next day I almost looked like a zombie. I think I only slept for three hours.
"What happened to you? Why the size of your eyebags is huge?" Ruru asked and she put concealer on my eyebags. I can't speak. I sighed slowly.
"There, it's not that obvious.What ?! Do you have a problem?" she asked again when I am not answering. It's lunch time. Others have come down to eat.
"No. I just feel bad."
"Let's eat. I said, don't fall inlove with the bad boy but you haven't listen to me!"
What is new to me? I just feel sad because of him.
As If only my world revolved around him.
Two more days passed without Damon presence. I can see him but he is hardly looking at me. He only stayed here for a few hours at school then left as well.
Maybe he's busy with their company?
In those days I was almost floating and failing my quizzes. I'm also not very edible. He really had a different effect on me!
Until our class ended without Ruru. She was absent because she was ill.
I just forced myself to enter the school. I'm inside the classroom but not attentive. Almost nothing entered my brain.
I also saw Damon a few times but he only threw one look at me.
I confirmed that he was angry.
All I remember is that Ryle was the last person I talked to.
Does that mean he's jealous? But impossible.
After the afternoon class I confiscated my belongings. I really don’t feel good.
Another friend of mine who was a classmate said goodbye to me.
I combed my long hair first and slung the bag over my shoulder.
I was turning into the alley when I bumped with a hard chest.
To my surprise, Damon seriously looking at me.
"Uh ... s-sorry."
I said and moved away a bit. His jaw tightened as he looked at me.
I bowed. "Really sorry."
"For what?"
I looked at him. He was also looking at my face.
"Because I b-bumped to y-you." I stutter.
Hee scoffed and licked his lips. He tilted his head and looked at me apprehensively.
"Not because I saw you talking to Ryle?" His voice is irritated.
What the hell?
"Y-You're wrong Damon.."
"Let's talk somewhere else." He said and touched my waist.
I don't know where he will take me. He was also quiet the whole trip in his car, so was I.
I simply blinked. We entered a hotel. What are we going to do here? This hotel is obviously expensive!
I didn't speak and he didn't speak either. He's just serious even if someone greets him he doesn't address.
When we are on the right door, he swiped his card in it and it immediately opened. I was sweating with extreme nervousness.
When we entered, he immediately led me to the dining area. I'm speechless. It's up to the second floor.
Everything is expensive, the interior is black and gray. He ripped off his necktie and threw it together with his coat.I couldn't look at him!
Moments later there was a buzz at the door and a bellboy entered with a cart of expensive food and wine.
The chair that had been facing each other he pulled it to my side.
"Eat first."He is really serious. I drank water.
"T-thank you for this.." I said afterwards.
I cleared my throat.
"I-I'm sorry about then. I was waiting for you but it took you a while .. so ---"
"So you're with Ryle?"
Here he is again.
I blinked hard as he sniffed my ear.
"You like him"?
"No. " I spat.
His lips crawled up my neck.
I shuddered with extreme nervousness. He was on my left and my right was already a wall.
"H-He just saw me there. While waiting for you.."
"I said you're mine." I almost lost my soul for a moment.
He sucked my neck. I could feel him biting there.
"D-Damon." I moaned.
I was already holding onto his t-shirt when his kiss rose to my jaw.
"Da-Damon-"
He brushed his lips in mine.I inhaled as his tongue entered my mouth. I could feel him grin at our kiss.
His thumb brushed my lips.
"I am jealous." he said breathlessly.
Oh!
I immediately looked at him.
"I don't know what I can do next time I'm jealous Zandria.Maybe I'll get what I shouldn't have." he said seriously and pressed his forehead to mine.
"It's hard to stop."