For me ,dreaming of a complete and happy family such a situation is difficult. I can see my father in another family, even my mother has her own relationship. It hurts.
I don’t know why I see a different expression on papa. There is no joy and happiness but pure longing. I'm not blind ,so I can't see and feel it.
I'm wondering if, is he happy with his new family? Then why he looks so miserable?
I'm glad mama is happy but I wish papa was like that. I hope he's just happy because there are things now that can't be undone. It's all too late.
Mama and Alejandro were quiet when we returned home. But both are okay. There seems to be no confrontation earlier at the Restaurant.
Feeling tired, I went into my room. I took a half bath and changed into a white dress. I want to sleep comfortably. When I lay down, I think about some things.
I remember the first night something happened to us and he made love to me twice in a long time.
Me , with spread thighs and he claims my femininity. He suckes and bite my chest. When he thrust me violently while helding my waist tightly and plunged quickly. The noise of our colliding delicacy below. And me clinging to the headboard of his bed and gaping for air.
I felt hot and I quickly sat down with my face seems so hot.
"Hey! Zandria! Wake up!" I slapped my cheek to think straight. I reached to the side of the stand fan and turned it on.
Because of the heat I was sweating. Gosh, why did I become like this? I lay down again and picked up my cellphone and dialed Damon.
He answered it immediately.
"Done?" his voice was husky and seductive.
I bit my lip so hard. "Yep. Alejandro is nice."
"Good. Ready for tomorrow?" he asked. I immediately remembered that I wasn’t packed my thibgs yet. I rubbed my forehead.
"Not yet. Sorry."
"Just bring what you need. And let me remind you..no binikis." he warned
I shuddered laughing.
"I don't wear that." my cheeks warmed up.
"Good. I'll go there later." he said.
I bit my lip and hugged my pillow.
"Damon." I called him.
"Yes baby?"
"C-Can we do it again, please." I was surprised because there was a pleading in my voice.
He was silent for a few seconds.
"Do what hm?" his voice was muffled.
Embarrassing!
"I want you, please."
He snapped on the other line , I heard that the door close.
"Is your mom there?" he asked.
My forehead furrowed. "Yes why?"
"I'll go there. I want you too, baby. "
I bit my lip so hard and sat up.
"I'm here in the room." Eagerness pounded in my chest.
Our call ended and I took a half bath again. I bought clothes that pink strapless dress. It is homely and up to my knees but comfortable.
I combed my hair in front of the mirror when mama knocked on my door.
"Hija!"she shouted outside as if in a hurry.
"Why mah?"
"I'm leaving. I'll buy the ingredients I need."
"Okay ma."
A few minutes later mama left and heard the horn outside. I was immediately overwhelmed with excitement. I am waiting for Damon to knock on the door.
When he knocked, I immediately opened it. Damon with his bad boy image appeared to me. He was wearing adark shirt and gray sweat shorts. His body is handsome especially his veins in the arm.
"Come in." I stuttered.
He had a pizza with him.
"Where's your mom?" he asked.
I sneezed when he came in , I took the pizza.
" She Leave. She bought something."
I turned around and was about to go to the kitchen to get juice for pizza when Damon pulled me up and hugged me.
"I want you now." he whispered.
I was aggressively overwhelmed by the kiss I responded to. He took a quick step towards my bedroom and threw me on the bed.
I immediately sat up in bed. My legs revealed. Even my panties were seen because my dress was lifted.
He locked the door and stared at me with an enticing look. He hovered over me with a look that made goosebumps