I no longer cared how fast the days would start the sensual interaction with Damon and me.
I don’t know but I think I feel like I’m going to fall for him even more anytime now.
I just said goodbye to mama earlier that I just have to do something. She look pre-occupied. Her response to me was only a nod.
I sighed when Damon closed the door.
We just get here inside his suite. He's wearing a gray v- neck t-shirt and a pants.
"Have you eaten?" He asked as he approached the flatscreen TV.
The inside of his suite is pure dark interior. The granite counter has a design that looks like it was broken, but the design was intentional.
On the second floor there are three doors. There is also a veranda, overlooking the expanse of Manila.
I nodded.
"Yes."
Eventually we chose to watch a movie. It's about a boy and a girl who inlove with each other. But their family is opposed to their relationship.
In the end, the woman chose to stay away so that all the trouble would end.
I can feel the woman's emotions so much, the pain of her choosing to leave the man.
Damon, said cuddle. That’s what he did. I feel that he has no interest in what we watch because his attention is not on the TV but only on me.
His hand wrapped around me.
And I will admit that I feel weird every time he is this close to me.
I cried because of the emotion. The movie was so good. I don't know but I'm also hurt by what I'm watching. My tears were shallow.
He sniffed my ear.
"Why you're crying? It's just a movie." He burried his face on my neck.
I gasped and immediately looked up to keep my tears from dripping. He's serious, he can't cry because he's not paying attention to the movie!
"It's painful." I said ,still watching.
"Don't cry, I don't like it."
Huh? If you only knew that' I always cried because of you. But it's okay because it's all worth it now.
The truth is I’m still quiet because I can't speak because I'm nervous.
This is the first time in my whole life to go with a man without a doubt!
He was the first one I loved, he was the first one I kissed, the first one I touched I let to touch me in a sensual way, like today.
I take the popcorn that is on the table in front of us. I sat neatly while Damon hugged me from behind.
He was behind me and I was in front of him. We fit ourselves on the sofa.
His legs were spread apart. I'm in the middle while his hands caged me. But that loosens up if I get on the table popcorn or maybe juice.
While he already has two bottles of beer.
"The sadness of their story." I comment on the movie we watched.
He was already kissing my ear.
That's all he does, kissing my neck, my ear, and burying his face in my neck again.
"They both stupid." He mumbled.
My forehead creased, I didn't bother to look back at him because I knew I couldn't.
"Why?" I whispered, just enough for him to hear.
I looked at the clock just on the side of the table. It was eight o'clock in the evening. Until 10 o'clock I said, I have to go home.
"Why do they have to hurt each other, if they love each other?"
Immediately his hand dropped to the side of my waist.
My muscles trembled suddenly.
"They can fight together instead, the girl made a wrong decision." He says. I didn't know he was also watching. I've only felt him kissing me but not watching the movie!
"Of course she do that because she loves the man! That's why she sacrificed." I said and looked at him wickedly.
The annoyance disappeared when I look at him. He looked so pleased by my sudden reaction.
I bit my lip and averted my eyes.
Further down his hand to the hem now of my dress. I bit my lip even harder, and my heart pounded.
"Why do you seem to know so well? Have you ever gone crazy before for a man? Huh?"
I could feel him biting my ear so I kind of avoided it because I was tickled.
Why he's so touchy? But I think I'm getting used to it. Darn!
"No, it's just you."
He frowned. What? He doesn't believe ?!
"True!" I said.
He chuckled sexily.
He inserted his hand under my dress. I pressed my thigh to restrain his hand!
My hand gripped tight on his veined arms.
I felt his finger brushing my sensitive part of my flesh! I close my eyes when he touches me there.
I'm ashamed because I've haven't been touched like this on my sensitive part. The fabric of my panty seemed to be a hindrance to his hold.
His finger motioned up and down in my sensitive part.My knees curled a bit.
"D-Damon." I moaned.
Damn it.
"Relax.." He whispered. We didn't seem to hear what we were watching.
"Ah ~" I moaned as the rhythm of his hand quickened and he immediately caught a kiss on my lips.
He held my jaw while kissing me hard. One of his hands was holding me there. I was like a dry leaf that quickly spread fire through my system.
"D-Damon .. What are you doing--"
"Hush l." I can see a burning fire on his eyes.
I suddenly felt strange. I feel like I am going to pee and it's ridiculous. My face is buried in his chest.
I looked at him in surprise.
"What was t-that?"
He removed his hand there, and adjusted my dress.
He kissed my forehead and hugged me again like there's nothings happened! The hell! Why do I look tired?
"That's just one of the things I'll do to you from now on. Promise me I'll be the one who can touch you that way."
He whispered on me.
My cheek almost got hot from the feeling and I nodded softly.
"Good girl."