Nalya
I tried to get more comfortable with his size, but it was painful. As he continued, the discomfort fled, and he thrust deeper, harder, and faster. I found myself moving my hips to follow his rhythm.
"You are amazing," he whispered.
It was discomforting but too sufficiently, so I focused on the goodness. Rhaegar unleashed in me, and we moved wildly. My moans and his groans melded as his cock pounded in me.
The familiar sensation came stronger than before, and I didn't attempt to hold it back this time. With a few thrusts, Rhaegar stilled in me, groaning as something warm filled my insides.
"Fuck, fuck," he muttered, holding me tighter.
I was trembling, trying to regain my senses, and Prince Rhaegar brushed his lips against mine. He rolled over me and held me in his arms. I breathed in his scent, ready to close my eyes, but he wasn't done with me.
He abruptly flipped me on my stomach and entered me. I gripped the pillows tighter.
"Oh yes," I breathed. We kept going all night long. All he was doing was switching positions. Some were so embarrassing, but I couldn't care about that now.
"You're so tight," he'd say.
Rhaegar
She was finally eighteen years old. ' 02/ 02, I thought. I was watching her sleep after keeping her up the whole night. She was so beautiful and simply perfect. Her moves matched mine. I knew I shouldn't have mated with her, but I couldn't resist her. She smelled excellent, and her arousal drove me crazy. My fingers automatically moved around her skin. It was so soft and flawless. Pleasurable sparks erupted on my hand, and I kissed her hair again.
I listened to her breathe. She stirred a little in my arms, but I caressed and held her tighter.
'Don't reject her,' my wolf said.
I have to reject her, and she needs to leave this pack. She was a liability to me.
'Now you want to kick her out of the pack too? To leave her homeless!' my wolf bewildered.
'She can't stay. You know why,'
It won't be easy for me to see her every day here. I have to let her go for her to start a new life in another place and for me here, leading my pack with Juliana by my side as Luna.
'Do it gently,'
'What if she doesn't accept it?' I asked.
I checked the digital clock. It was almost dawn now. I got out of bed. She whimpered at the loss of contact. I stroked her hair. I put on my shorts and grabbed my ear pods, going to jog.
Nalya
I woke up feeling cold and touched the side of my bed. Rhaegar was gone. What did that mean? Why did he leave without saying a word to me? I was getting worried. Did he not like what happened? I sat up and quickly got dressed. I don't think I could face him. I opened the door to leave but came face to face with him.
He didn't look at me twice and went past me. My heart ached in my chest.
"Nalya, we have to talk," he said gently. I turned around and faced him, I was emotional, and for some reason, tears welled in my eyes.
"Yes,"
He gestured for me to sit, and I did.
"I figured you know about mates," he started.
"Yes,"
"Good,"
"They can accept or reject the bond," he said, and my heart was racing in my chest.
"I - I want to go shower now," I stalled. Rhaegar was my mate, and we will live happily ever after as I read in books.
"Nalya,"
I stood up, shaking my head.
"I'm leaving," I turned around, but he grabbed my wrist.
"I'm sorry," he whispered. Tears flowed down my cheeks, and a sob escaped me. I wiped the tears quickly, but they still came out.
"No!" I screamed. He looked taken back. " No, no, no," I closed my ears with my hands, not wanting to hear anything. He removed them and sighed.
"Listen, sweetheart," his voice was soothing as though calming a stubborn child.
"This is for the best,"
"Don't talk to me like I'm a child, Rhaegar!"
"Okay," he nodded.
"Then stop acting like one, take a calming breath, and listen like an adult," he said sternly. He was still treating me like an incoherent child!
"I can't be with you, Nalya, I'm with Juliana, and she is going to be my Luna,"
"But I'm your mate," I croaked.
"Yes,"
"And what we did... Mates do that as a symbol of their love and acceptance. Why did we mate if you were going to reject me?"
"I fucked up. I shouldn't have done what I did,"
"Why are you rejecting me?" I cried.
"You're a kid, a rogue who is not strong enough to lead by my side. The werewolves won't accept a rankless wolf as their princess,"
His words rang in my head, trying to comprehend what he said, It hurt so much, but he was right.
"I didn't choose to," I found myself saying. Prince Rhaegar held my hands and said the words I didn't want to hear.