I pulled over, there was no direction to go but I just kept going.
I don't know how I can drive so fast, it seems like it's just so easy for my body to overtake other vehicles.
Come back now, Arrow. I'm begging you.
I closed my eyes tightly when my head hurt again. I badly wanted to cry because of the pain but I paid more attention to the voices inside my brain.
Two little voices and they're asking for help.
I drove even faster as the voices of those two children became clearer.
I don't know why I was hurting while listening to the little voices inside my brain.
Simultaneously with the shedding of my tears was the return of the memories I left in the past.
"My sister, please stay alive, okay?" I begged him while covering his stomach.
She shook her head. "I'm b-bleeding too much. I can't h-handle the pain anymore."
Crying I shook her hand and pressed my hand even harder. "No, my twin. You'll live, we'll still be together."
He smiled sweetly at me and kissed my forehead. "Sorry for the pranks I've done to you .. I'm s-so proud that you're my twin."
I sobbed as he slowly released me. I hugged him tightly and kissed his forehead.
"No! Don't say that! Twins are supposed to live together, right? Don't die yet, my twin. I'm begging you," I begged her with my pleading voice.
She smiled at me like she's saying goodbye. And before I knew it, she pushed me away because she hit the bullet that should have been for me.
Trembling, I sat down as I stared blankly at my twin's body.
How I wanted to kill those stupid jerks but I am just five years old, no matter how brave I am I have no opponent.
I just watched my twin sister as she died in front of me. She's looking at my direction right now.
I know what he means by those thoughts. It's like she trusts me so much that I'll survive.
And I will live for her, if she dies for me, I will live for her.
I saw how the fear in her eyes vanished when I stood.
"I'm sorry. I love you," I mouthed her before running away from that place.
While running I couldn't help but think I was killing those men in my brain.
I saw how they raped my twin sister infront of me, I saw how they tortured her and now, they killed her infront of me.
I will bring them all back and I will not leave a single member of their group.
I sobbed incessantly as I watched the headlights of the car I encountered.
My twin sister. How could I forget about you? I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Various memories were entering my brain and I no longer knew how to control that.
I woke up inside my room, I couldn't remember anything aside from the incident. Aside from my family. But I never got the chance to know who I am.
"Why didn't you just die ?!" mommy's angry cry while pulling my hair.
I broke down in tears and tried to ask my dad for help, but he just slapped me.
"You should have died instead of her, Arrow. You should have just died and not Ayenna!" papa shouted.
I cried even more because they were so angry with me.
"Why are y-you blaming me, papa? H-I don't know what happened," I explained.
"You stupid brat! Did you see your twin's corpse, huh ?! If you only had a chance to see your twin's body, you'd just ask to die too! She lost too much blood, she had too many bruises on her body! He had so many wounds on different parts of his body. Other parts of his skin were burned, but you, why didn't you even have any pain ?! " I can feel my mom's anger when she said that.
But I didn't do anything wrong. I know I did nothing wrong. Why do they wish I had just died?
"Papa, mommy, w-I don't remember anything. I just woke up on this bed, that's the only incident I n-remember." I tried to explain and defend myself.
But I only received various insults and insults from them.
They showed me how much they wanted me to take the place of my twin. They showed me how much they wanted me out of the world.
I clenched my jaw as I punched the steering wheel. My tears continued to flow as I struggled with the chest pain.
Why do I have to have an accident and forget everything ?!
I would never have left the palace, I would never have become a rebel. Hopefully until now, I'm still looking for justice for my twin.
Hopefully today I am still inflicting on my parents the pain they gave and inflicted on me.
I closed my eyes tightly.
"You're nothing but a little whore, Arrow. So you don't fit in the position meron ka!" I smirked at my dad who's raging in fire.
"Come on, dad. I am already the princess of Korea since I was born with Ayenna, so I'm sorry if you're angry," I replied smiling.
He clenched his jaw as he grabbed my neck. He strangled me angrily as if I was not his child.
"How I wish that Ayenna is alive, and not you. You are very different from your twin who has a brain and has a story. You are just a piece of garbage to throw away." He left me dumbfounded after saying those words.
I firmly wiped the tears from my eyes as I watched him walk away.
My vision darkened as he processed what he said.
"Let us see, then, Mesaion. Let us see."
I quickly turned the car around and stepped on the brake.
When I was sure the car was stopped I raised my head before grinning.
I gazed at the front mirror as I looked straight in my golden eyes.
I rubbed my eyes down my neck. "Holy shit, Arrow."
Laughing I wiped the tears from my cheeks while shaking. "This stupid person who took over my body is worthless. What a piece of trash, Arrow."
I softened my voice as if mimicking the nauseating personality that lived in my body.
My jaw tightened before turning out of the car. I gently massage my neck as I chuckled.
I stared at myself in the mirror again and eventually grinned devilishly.
"Look at this, princess. It's nice to be back, right?"