"Why do you want to remove him from that position, Arrow? Froze is the perfect body guard for you," Grandpa replied.
I could almost turn the table over in extreme annoyance.
In the past, he always obeyed everything I wanted when I asked for something. But why do they all side with Froze?
Ever since he came into my life everything has been milky-leche leche!
My decision, my heartbeat, and all the things I was free to do before I can no longer do now!
I angrily slapped the table. "I am your granddaughter, grandpa. For goodness sake! Wae ?! Wae hang seng olh-eum geoscheme geuleul gyesok bohohabnikka ?!" Why? Why do you keep on protecting him like he's always right ?!
I promised myself never to speak korean again because the lecheng government is m'eron here. But I was so annoyed that I would actually swear at everyone around me!
I want to freeze out of my life! But I was hindered by people I used to be easily compliant with.
But now?
Seeing them acting like this. I'm not a fool for not noticing that Froze controls the tall people around me.
He can easily control the emperor of Korea because of his surname and his capability. And I hate it!
"What did he ever do to you, for you to act like this, Arrow?" serious question of this old man in front of me.
I looked at him in disbelief. "Are you kidding me?"
"I'm asking you," he added.
"You were the one who told me that night that he was the first man to hurt me! And even though I wasn't in Arrow Perez's position, it's not easy to forget everything I felt and everything I experienced, grandpa. They worked together. I'm two of those snakes! He's a crook who wants nothing more than to hurt me. And no matter what I do, I don't know why he affects me like this! " I almost gasped after shouting that.
Gunner Blood just shook his head repeatedly.
"Arrow, listen--"
"No! You, listen to me! I don't want to see his face ever again! I don't care if he's the most perfect body guard to me, even if I die, I don't care. All I want is not to see him again. when, Gunner. That's all I want, "I insisted.
I was about to leave when he said something.
"That's all you wanted to say?"
I looked at him violently. "Yes."
"You'll feel sorry, I'm telling you." I frowned at my grandfather's innocence.
"What? Sorry your ass." I turned my back on him and started walking away when he spoke again.
"What if I tell you that I am the one who's behind it?"
Suddenly my feet stopped walking when I heard that.
I immediately faced him to check if he really said that. "B-Behind? Of what?"
"I told him to plan everything you saw. I want him to hurt you, that's bad. Because if you forget about the extreme pain, you can remember when you're hurt again." I just stared at him as he spoke.
He planned it?
The thing I saw inside that room, Froze and Reid, kissing. All of those are his plan?
"W-Why?" I stammered.
"I need to. I need to know if he's still there after a few years, Arrow, I need to know if your heartbeat can still change the revenge that's in your brain. Because honestly? I'm already tired. And wasted. I've witnessed how vulnerable you are, and all you've done all your life is kill the people involved in the death of your twin. You've done nothing but revenge. You have no other focus but revenge. " I quickly wiped away the tears that dripped down my cheeks.
"It's my b-business, Gunner, you have no right to interfere with the life I've chosen." I tried to keep my voice down even though I really wanted to give up.
"But it is my business, Arrow. Haven't you been staring at yourself in the mirror over the years? You can't smile, you can't cry, because all your life you've tried to be strong. I've always watched you from afar while You are miserable. You didn't choose that life you have, you didn't want to choose that. You pushed yourself to be like that, when you know you're not capable of being heartless. You pushed yourself to be like that, when no one told you to do so. "
I quickly averted my eyes as tears streamed down my cheeks.
Did I really push myself to be like this?
"You used to smile a lot when you're with your twin. But I've never seen that smile from you before. You chose revenge. But what did you get?" I cried a lot at his question.
What did I get out of my revenge?
Justice? That I will never get while people are still alive with everyone's scheme.
I silently shook my head while crying. Nothing. I got nothing.
"I know I can send you to the best doctors to help you gain your memories again, but I decided to let you be happy even just once. And I know you will only experience that pity when you forget all this. There is no revenge in your heart, there is no anger and pain in your personality. Just you, and your loved ones. Admit it to me or not, grandson. One of the worst things that happened in your life was that you were given the opportunity to be Arrow Perez even for a moment. " I covered my mouth, trying to stop myself from sobbing.
I am. I am really glad that I became Arrow Perez even just for a short time.
"You learned how to make friends. You learned how to love a guy even though you knew he was the big opposite of you. You were happy. And that's all I wanted to see so I left you in their hands Victoria. Protecting you is not the real excuse , because I know you can handle yourself, but I really did that thing to see you happy, before you go back to the palace. I can see the outcome, right now, Arrow. I'm more than glad to witness that Froze can control you, because no one can control you when you're Arrow Blood. You're not under Arrow Perez's spell. You're under control of love, of yourself. Because no matter how you deny it, you love him, you love Froze Knights. And that's the only thing I want to hear from your lips. "
I cried even more after hearing that. Just hearing his full name, my heart beats faster.
I sobbed as I looked at my grandfather.
"I l-love him, grandpa. I love Froze so much," I tearfully admitted.
He proudly nodded his head like that's the sweetest thing he ever heard.
"I know. I know from the very start that no man can replace his place in your life, ever since you guys were kids." That thing shocked me the most.
Ever since we were kids?
What does it mean?