I swallowed my senses when it hurt again. I passed the blanket over the bed and covered it with my body
I just want to rest for a while, I will also get up when my heart pain is gone.
Kathleen is somehow right, I won't succeed while my heart is still soft. So while it's still early, I need to remember.
I turned violently to the door of my room when I heard a noise from outside.
What the hell? Did anyone break into my condo?
I quickly picked up the baseball bat that was on the side of my bed and hid behind the door.
I'm sure that I heard a noise outside my room, and someone's inside my condo.
I took a deep breath as the door to my room slowly opened.
I close my eyes when I see the figure of this person. He closed the door slowly so I acted.
I beat the handle with all my might. But I was surprised when he caught the baseball bat with his hand.
"You know how to hit someone, now." I stiffened when I heard his voice.
I let go of the bat I was holding and tearfully looked at his figure. He looked at me with a smile.
"Froze," I tearfully mentioned his name.
"Come over here, baby." He gestured for me to come so I didn't act anymore.
I grabbed him tightly. He chuckled on my right ear, but I could still feel him kissing my hair.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked me.
I sniffed and faced him. "You knew something, so I don't want to approach you. I might just be mad at you, I don't want to feel that."
He smiled sweetly before kissing my cheek. "Don't get mad at me, Arrow. No matter what else I do, don't ever get mad at me."
I nodded. "Just don't hurt me, I won't be mad at you."
He pinned me against the wall and gently stroked my cheek.
"Do you know how afraid I was when Kathleen told me that you already knew your identity? I was so afraid that you'll never look at me the same way you're doing right now. I was so afraid that I'll never have the chance to see your golden eyes again, "he said with those forlorn eyes.
He looked so sad when he said that, and I feel sorry.
"I'm so-sorry, Froze. I should have called you first. I was just scared too, I don't want to be angry with you so I just want to stay away. I won't force you to tell me what you know, I 'll figure it out myself, k-so go away, "I stammered.
I don't want him to leave, but it's better for both of us.
"No, baby, no. I'll stay. You can cry, my angel, you can cry in front of me. I won't mind," he uttered, almost whispering.
I bit my lower lip while looking at him.
"I don't want to," I shake.
"It's always okay to cry in front of me, baby. You can always cry." Because he said that, I started to cry.
He quickly wrapped me in his arms so there I cried and cried.
"The s-sick-sick, Froze. The many questions in my mind that I want answered, but I know I'm going to have a hard time so I want to remember first. But it hurts me when I think I'm so different from the real me that they're afraid of. I'm going to die thinking about what I did before, why I lost my memory. There are so many questions running through my mind but no answer comes out where, "I let out all my resentment at the man I hugged. .
Only to him do I feel comfortable talking, only to him do I have the courage to cry.
He didn't speak, but he stroked my hair. It feels so good to have him by my side. I wish we can be this close forever, just me and him.
"YOU won't leave, right?" I asked him as he put the blanket on my body.
He shook his head. "You'll see me when you're awake, my angel. Sleep, now."
I smiled sweetly at him before caressing his beautiful face. "Thank you, Froze."
"You know I'll do everything for you pumpkin, you look great by the way. Now, sleep." He tapped the bed making me smile.
I closed my eyes while holding his hand.
Slowly, I drifted to sleep.
I woke up to feel Froze release my hand. I was about to call his name when he stood while holding his phone.
Maybe he didn't notice that I was awake.
I quickly followed him to the living room. He answered his call.
"What do you want?" he asked with his cold voice.
I just patiently waited here as he finished the call.
"You can't control me again with those threats, Gunner! I can't leave her again," he shouted angrily.
Why is he so mad? What is his name?
I could clearly see his fists clenching and his closing tight. He looks so devastated.
"W-Why? I can't do that, you know I can't hurt her. Stop doing this to me. I'm going to die from the many sacrifices I made just to follow you. I'm doing this for my baby and not for you, "he said weakly.
I hid in the wall when he faced my location.
I close my eyes when I hear him break what.
"What do you mean that she's in danger again, Gunner ?! Why don't those people disappear ?!"
I quickly ran back to the room before he could even catch up with me. He was very angry and I didn't want him to catch me there.
I wrapped myself in the blanket again and pretended to be asleep. I went back to the last spot he saw before he left.
A few more minutes passed when I heard the door open.
The bed sank to my side and I felt his lips on my forehead.
"I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry if I have to do this. I'm sorry."