Lucas’ POV
"What the fuck did she just say? How dare she flirt with other men like that without my permission?!" I shouted.
The fucking wolf didn’t say anything.
He just lay on the side of the bonfire and watched the she-wolf running around and making breakfast with that fucking warlock.
"What is this? Playing house? What the fuck is wrong with the happy look on your face? You’re supposed to be miserable! Have you become her dog now?" I yelled.
"You don’t have to raise your voice. I’m the only one who can hear you right now." my wolf said and his eyes started to get half-closed, "I look happy because I am happy. She has just declared her love for me. So I’m her lover, not her dog. You, on the other hand, will never get her love."
"I don’t want her love!" his attitude was really irritating, "I’m going to reject and kill her anyway. I let you out to earn her trust and get her real name. I need some mission status report, right now!"
He drew a line on the soil with his paw.
"This is the scale of the mission..." he said.
"This is the start," he drew a dot on one end of the line.
"...and this is mission completed." he drew another dot on the other end.
"I’m like, here." he raised his paw in the air and showed me an invisible finger.
I was about to explode when the she-wolf hopped in front of my wolf.
"Are you drawing something?" she battered her eyelashes while checking on the ground.
My wolf drew a small heart shape on the ground.
She was overwhelmed, jumping up and down like a little girl.
Then, she pecked him on his snout again.
Fucking slut.
She had kissed him way too many times and that wouldn’t look good for the rest of her life.
"My Lady, do you need me to grind the pepper?" the warlock asked.
"Yes, please." she replied and turned to my wolf, "Finn, could you please let him stop calling me ‘my Lady’?"
My wolf lifted his head and stared at the warlock.
"You’ve heard her." my wolf said to him through telepathy, "You’re making her nervous, Darren."
"Sorry, Master." the warlock lowered his head and replied in his mind, "I won’t do it again."
"Call her whatever she likes to be called and tried to look for her real name. You can start with telling her your real name." my wolf said.
"Yes, Master." the warlock replied in his mind and turned to the she-wolf.
"Sorry, my… Lisa… I’m sorry to make you nervous. My name is Darren." he said.
"Glad to meet you, Darren." the she-wolf smiled at him, "Let’s grind the pepper together and let’s make a fire."
She then grabbed the warlock’s arm and walked away with him happily.
Fucking she-wolf.
She seemed to love and trust anyone except me.
And that fucking warlock.
The moment I saw his fucking sissy face, I just want to fuck his brain out.
Warlocks are psychos.
They’re like Druids, but without the pointy ears and magic wands.
"I don’t know he had a name." I said, "Why do you know his name?"
"I know his name because I talk to him sometimes." my wolf said, "You should try it sometimes. People do it all the time. And if you do it, people might even think you’re a decent hUman being."
Fuck. Every day, he would give me the same kind of fucking lectures.
"I don’t need a fucking dog to teach me how to be a hUman." I argued.
"Yeah, because you’re already a pretty decent version of yourself. People love and respect you wherever you go and they just can’t get enough of you." my wolf said.
I knew this conversation wouldn’t end well, so I shut up.
I had never ever won an argument with him.
Every time I started an argument and he just had to win the debate.
He wasn’t like Lucian at all.
Lucian would always give way to me. He had a special way of talking me into doing something that I didn’t want to do.
But my wolf was completely another story.
He just wouldn’t give way to me.
Not even once.
"Are you sulky now?" my wolf asked me.
"Yeah, like, very." I said.
"You’re angry because you know whatever I’ve just said is right." he said.
"I don’t even know what the fuck we’re talking about right now." I said.
"It’s about love, Luke." he said.
"Don’t call me that. Only Lucian can call me that." I said.
It’s exclusive for people who know how to give way to me.
"One day, and that day might never come, you’ll learn what it means to be a real man."
"I don’t want to be a man. I’m a fucking werewolf, which is ten times cooler than being a fucking ordinary man."
"You’re an idiot trapped in a wolf’s body." my wolf said, "Even though you can occasionally walk on two legs, you’re still a savage beast which is looked down on by everyone around you."
His occasional bluntness made me want to bang my head against the wall.
"Just cut the fucking bullshit and give me a break." I finally lashed out, "I’m fed up with your preach already. It doesn’t even make any sense at all! I’m a werewolf. Can’t you see what the problem is? WE-ARE-WOLF! There’s a ‘WE’ in werewolf! You and me! We are! You keep telling me that I should be more hUmane and that’s complete bullshit! You’re my wolf, not my disease! I can’t just cure myself by eradicating you out of my system. I can’t become a real hUman being because of you!"
"You can’t become a real hUman being in spite of me, but that’s beside the point." his voice was chilled, "What are you afraid of, Luke? Why do you have to reject this girl? And don’t tell me those bullshit like ‘she’s too weak’, ‘she’s like my mom’, or ‘she’ll make me and the whole pack weak’. You’re afraid of her and you don’t even know how afraid you are. That’s why you want to get rid of her."
"I’m not afraid of that fucking slu…" I screamed out.
"You know that you aren’t a true Alpha and that’s why you’re hopelessly insecure. That’s also why you thrive on violence and fear. But a true Alpha never runs his pack by creating violence or fear. If you keep doing this, you will never be respected or loved by anyone. People will betray you and you’ll be left in desertion all over again. And I’m certain that there won’t be another Lucian to take you home again."
"I will kill every single one of them and dead people won’t defect." I roared.
"Look at you. This cruelty and anger manifest nothing but fear." my wolf sighed, "Luke, you just don’t understand, do you? This girl’s sent by the Moon Goddess to you. She chose her for you for a reason. Whether you like it or not, she’s already here. She can either save you or destroy you."