It was really unfair to me but my hands were tied.
But I the pain I felt was like that of being stabbed multiple times, it was really getting unbearable for me, and when I reach out for our bond for some comfort, it felt worse than I thought it was with me because I thought she was dying, out of panic I ran to her house to check on her, only to be met with the sound of her cry coming out of her bathroom, my wolf was angry at me and cursing at me in my mind because of the way I treated our mate in the past, I made him lose every connection with her wolf when she rejected us. My wolf had since then been feeling depressed. We couldn't connect her wolf to know whose side she is on.
But none of this really mattered to me. At the moment when she opened the door and her face came into view it was clear to me that she was really angry at the moment because her eyes were bloodshot From how hard she must have been crying.
I have Never seen anything like this before, she was always so strong, never had she cried when I bullied her in the past. At least never for once in front of me, right now I just want to wrap her in my arms and make her pains go away, I couldn't even care about the fact that she was only wrapped in a towel, that was something beyond my mind I was only thing of how to make her feel better, but then she pulled away from me again.
Gabriel, am fine. "You can leave now" she said to me even In a sad voice, I love the sound of my name coming from her mouth, it was like a beautiful music, I Shaked the thought away from my head, my eyes trailing her comfy clothes and her nicely braided hair, what I would give just to have her smell like me.
" Can I stay for a few more minutes?" I asked.
You lay down and I will sit on the floor, you can ignore me. I begged her, sounding like a lost puppy. She sighed heavily before picking up a book and slipping under her cover. I sat on the floor very close to her bed and rested my head on it. She reaches out to run her fingers through my hair absentmindedly and I feel like a dog getting oat for being a good boy, but I ignore that and focus on the spark running through me. She may not feel the bond for now , but does know how to use it, she knows the best for her to get me to leave is by calming me down and her touch dies the magic.
Seriously, she is fucking savage.
Are you doing this to me so I could leave? I asked and she chuckled, confirming my suspicion.
" Partly, but I also don't want you to leave upset, you tend to lose control when your emotions are high". My chest rumbles as my pathetic wolf purrs into her touch, I relax further, and hear her melodic giggle again, I peel my eyes open to look at her again, her eyes never leaving her book.
What are you laughing at? I asked, unable to hide my smile.
The great Gabriel the alpha son sitting on my floor and letting me pet him, like a dog who lost its mother, never had I for once thought this was ever going to happen. She says mockingly,all I could do was just shrug at her.
If you like it so much,I don't mind sitting here everyday sweetheart. Until you ask me not to do so again, I said as a matter of fact. She stopped her little movement on my head, and looked up to me from the book she was busy with. We locked eyes with each other and I could feel like I was ending up in an endless pit. All I could do was to continue staring at her. Eventually she stopped staring at me, closed her book and sat up from her bed.
" Do you want me to leave?" I whispered teasingly in her ear". You can stay if it makes you feel better, she says quietly, and my mood was lifted. I stood up immediately removing my shoe while trying to slip into her bed, but before I could do so she pushed me away with her feet.
Saying you could stay doesn't mean you can sleep on my bed, well if you really want to stay here it either you sleep on the floor or the couch or you might as well get lost. She says with a serious expression and I pout at her.
But the floor is really uncomfortable for me to sleep, do you mind sharing the bed with me? I whine like a spoilt kid and she scoffed in response