SETH
"I will tell you this secret if you promise not to judge me or tell anybody." Emily said, pulling out her pinky.
I laughed, tangling my pinky finger with hers. "I promise."
She scooted closer. Her body was half-way on top of mine, her face propped up on my abs. "He was just someone I met at one of my dad's associates parties. I think his name was Carson."
She wasn't even sure about the guy's name. Huh.
"Let me get this straight. You lost your virginity to someone in a casual hookup?"
I don't know why I just couldn't picture Emily like that. Not that I was judging her but I kinda thought she was the type who would have saved it for a serious relationship.
She was with me so that kinda proved she wasn't like that.
"It wasn't a hookup per se." she started drawing circles on my chest, averting her eyes away. "I don't know what I was thinking. It's just...the girls in my class were talking about how amazing it felt, and they all had boyfriends, except me."
I sighed, "don't tell me you got drunk at this party and let this douchebag have his way!"
She shook her head, "nothing like that. And Carson wasn't a douchebag. He was actually sweet."
She said sweet. Not amazing, or super gorgeous.
I still had hope.
"How old were you?"
"Turned sixteen a week before."
"What about this guy?"
"He was the same." She assured me, "anyway, so I was curious what the fuss was about. I'd met Carson before during a dinner party. He went to one of the elite schools that I was supposed to go to but didn't because I begged my dad not put me there. So throughout the party he was giving me this hungry look for hours..."
I bet he was.
Emily blabbered on, "He finally started talking to me and we got bored and went to the bedroom upstairs. We were just talking, and we didn't have any intention to do anything, but then he told me how pretty I was and that I smelled good."
Asshole.
"Was he cute? Did you like him?" I found myself asking.
"Cute in a nerdy way. He was a little on the chubbier side like me so we had common ground. He was bullied for his weight, again, I thought we were similar. And then he asked me if I'd had sex and I said no. Then he asked me if I'd like to try."
Boy didn't waste time with small talk, jumped right to the point.
"And you said yes."
"Seth, you promised you wouldn't judge me!"
"I'm not. I'm just stating the obvious. What happened after that?"
"I said yes, you guessed correctly. We didn't even take off all of our clothes, I was wearing a dress and he found a condom—
"Okay, enough! I don't need the fucking details."
"Are you seriously mad at me?" She pursed her lips in a cute way. Her face growing hot. "You asked me what happened."
"Fine, whatever. Just skip all that and tell me what happened in the end. Please tell me he died in one of those rare cases where people have a heart attack during sex."
She laughed. The nerve.
"He didn't."
"Sucks. Did you enjoy yourself though?"
She shook her head, "well, that's the part I was getting to. Carson said it was his first time too, and we didn't know what we were doing. It hurt a lot." She scrunched up her nose in distaste, "I didn't like it at all. I was waiting for it to get over and I didn't understand what the fuss was about. I was crying and the poor guy was worried." She laughed at the memory, "He freaked out too. I had to calm him down later."
"He sounds pretty dumb but then I don't except anything better from a sixteen year old whose only sexual source is pornhub. Bet he didn't even get you wet before sticking it."
"He didn't." Emily agreed, "It's one of my bad experiences that I would like to forget."
"And did it happen again?"
"Gosh, no." She said, "he tried to text me a few times to be friends but it just got awkward and I told him I wasn't interested. He got the hint and I haven't been in touch with him since."
I caught her chin and urged her to look at me, "When we have sex, I promise, you will love it so much, you wouldn't want it to get over."
She giggled, "I cannot wait. I'm so glad I'll be under your expert hands."
"The pleasure's all mine, ma'am. You'll forget some Parson ever existed."
"His name is Carson and you already heard me." She rolled her eyes, "It's your turn."
"My turn?"
"Yeah. I told you my secret so it's fair game you tell me yours. Who did you lose your virginity to?"
He had a grin on his face.
"My math tutor."
*~*
EMILY
I was staring at him incredulously.
"You're bluffing."
"I'm serious." He said, smiling at my loss of words. "She wasn't my math tutor at first. I was fifteen. We met at an ice-hockey game. At the time I was friends with an older crowd and I sort of blended in because of my height. She was new to town and thought I was the same age as her, eighteen and we began texting. She called me home one evening and I went. I lied and told her I was going to college."
I knew my mouth was on the floor.
He roared with laughter again, pointing at my face, "I would love to take a picture and frame it. The look on your face, Emily-Mae, it's priceless."
"I hope you're not making this up. If you are, I will be kicking your butt."
"Thanks for the warning. Back to the story, we went on a few dates, and I went to her house later one evening and we fucked. Like most horny fifteen year olds boys I didn't know what I was doing and..." he covered his face with his hand to laugh.
I pulled his hands away, "you have to look me in the eye and tell me."
"I was lousy, okay?" He laughed and I was laughing with him. "And then she had that look on her face. She asked me 'have you ever done this before?' I told her no."
"That's the most bizarre 'How I lost my virginity story', I have ever heard." I admitted.
"You didn't even let me get to the funny part."
"Of course there's more."
"I was hanging out at our store when she showed up. She didn't even know my family owned it. My dad walks up to her, all friendly like and says, 'my son is weak in math and I don't want him to fail sophomore year, do you think you could tutor him?' She couldn't believe she'd heard that. She asked my dad if I wasn't in college and he said 'who? Seth? Oh no, my son's in tenth grade."
I broke into a fit of laugher. His eyes flickered to my breasts which jiggled due to my extensive laughing, the corner of his mouth twitched upward, "remind me to make you laugh again. You're a sight for sore eyes."
I hit him with a throw pillow and kept hitting him. "You're such a perv."
"I thought I was a perfect saint."
"You're a bad bad boy."
He caught my wrist and pulled me down to kiss him. He gave me long, drugging kisses filled with passion. Unlike before, his lips now moved tenderly over mine. Any time the barbel in his tongue hit any part of my body, I felt dizzy.
He groaned, pushing away from me reluctantly, "I'm gonna have to ask you to leave."
"Why can't I stay?"
"Baby, someone can catch us. You're better of sleeping in your bedroom."
"You're so mean!" I complained getting off his bed and picking up my discarded undergarments from the floor and putting them on.
Seth shrugged, "I'm really so sorry about this, but we agreed to be discreet. As much as I would have loved to share a bed with you, baby, you know why we can't."
"I completely understand." I said kissing his lips one last time because I couldn't get enough of him, "I was kidding, and I'm really sorry for disturbing your study night. I distracted you and that's so not cool."
He chuckled, "believe me, if I failed, I wouldn't even regret it."
"Charming. I now understand why girls at school buzz around you like bumble-bees. They can't help it."
"Oh, you think I compliment all of them? Nah. I keep my compliments reserved for one special girl."
"If you keep saying stuff like that, I won't move from here and you'll have to toss me out of this studio."
I noticed the digital watch on the dresser. It was past two a.m. He would have to wake up in a few hours for practice. I'd acted selfishly and hadn't paid attention to how tired he must have been today.
"You don't need to wake up early tomorrow to make me breakfast. I'll manage."
Seth looked amused. "You keep forgetting I was hired to do my job so don't worry about it princess, go to bed."
"Suit yourself. Good night."
*~*
It wasn't any different when we bumped into each other at school.
We had agreed to keep it a secret for both his benefit and mine, so we weren't about to do anything stupid to get caught. Days passed as this continued between us.
Sometimes it was hard to hide all of this. Sometimes I wished I could hold his hand in the hallway and tell the girls leering at him that he was mine!
But he wasn't really mine, was he?
There was a sort of a new routine set between us, we studied together mostly in the sitting area, followed by dinner, and then I sneaked back to his bedroom late at night and we did everything that came close to fucking.
Right now, we sat together in Spanish and talked normally until I felt Seth's hand resting on my thigh under the desk and slowly brushing the underside of the skirt.
My face grew hot as I looked up at the teacher in the front and then him, he just passed me one of his wicked smiles.
He wrote something in the back of his diary and showed it to me.
Can't get enough of you.
I smiled and below that I wrote.
Can't get enough of you, too!<3
Seth couldn't get enough of me! I let that thought sink in. How much longer would it go on before he got bored of me and moved onto someone else?
It would hurt a lot when that happened but I wasn't going to let the future taint what we had right now.
A message popped up on my phone.
Seth: when I get home after practice at 8, I want you on my bed, waiting, naked and eagle spread. Think you can do that?
I bit my lip to stop from giggling.
Me: Sure thing, pretty jock boy
He came home that evening ten minutes early. And as I had promised, I was lying in his bed, completely bare. When he saw me, it's like some switch turned on, he slammed the door shut with his leg and shucked out of his varsity jacket and the rest of his clothes hastily, never taking his eyes off me.
"You've tortured me all day. You're going to pay for this, Emily- Mae."
I smirked, "it rhymes. I like that. You learning poetry now pretty housekeeper boy?"
He jumped into bed, his cock came up to greet me. "Shut up and let's put that smart mouth to some good use." His hand got bunched up in my hair as he kissed me hungrily.
I loved this caveman side of him. I fucking loved it. Sometimes he would go slow and act so sweet, the next moment he would say filthy things. But the best part was the way he held me, or kissed me like I was precious and there would be no one like me. Ever.
I felt his hot tongue flick my belly button as he glided down my body, his hands were exploring.
He pressed a finger to my clit which made me gasp, "this will have to wait," he said moving up to palm my breasts, "Can't ignore these."
The suckling sounds filled the room, and the sensations made me writhe but he had a firm grip on me
Suddenly, he pulled away with a loud wet pop sound, his green eyes met mine, "did you hear that?"
"Hear what?" I started pushing his head down to my other breast when there was a beeping sound on my phone.
Seth dived for it.
I looked at the screen.
Someone was outside my house, talking on the intercom. I didn't have access to it in the studio so I hadn't heard.
"Who could it be?" I asked Seth.
My question was answered by a knock on the door.
Seth and I exchanged looks.
We were screwed.
"Ruth, are you in there? Emily's not answering her phone and I lost the keys to the house." More thumping. "Ruth?"
My brother Cale was here.