“Don’t you have anything to add Reemy? Cause it always goes to poor Remmy, her pathetic self and sad life.” My words earn a growl from the Alpha.
“Sue… I worry about you. I just want you to stop being like this. This isn’t who you are.” She says with a hint of pain and anger.
She is angry that I’m not respecting her when she is not respecting me, hurt because I’m insulting her when she is doing that to me right now.
“No, you worry the pack will get to bully you again but worse, listen Alpha either I go rogue or I go to my room. I’m done here.” I say standing up and that did not go well for the Alpha.
“Sit down Susie.” He says with a rough voice and a hard face.
“No, you Alphas always think it’s okay to make me feel like a play toy. Chew on your own bones for a change.” I leave the room or so I try to.
The door magically shuts and locks, I say magically because everyone minus me is in their seats, who locked the door, my scared face is in full view.
“Who- who lock-locked the do-door?” I’m stuttering because I’m reminded of the night I returned here and how I swear Samie dusted me here.
“I did. There’s a lot that we need to discuss but we can’t with your actitud.” She says with a tone of annoyance.
“Then zap me and get your shit over with, how big and bad to lick a door but not to be real with your so called ‘twin sister?’” She doesn’t change her face but I can feel I hit a nerve.
“Susie, you are in pain and clearly you haven’t been treated right.” She starts with her calmer voice, how I hate it.
“Yea and you have given no fu*** to that till now. Nobody other than my comfort to go have been there for me since I was a child so why even bother now. You know what, screw this, I Susie Brown de-” Neo stops me by putting a pillow in my face and when I get rid of it with anger he’s laughing.
I smack his face, how dare he put a pillow on me, on me?! I have never met men so disgusting as to go near me like that, why is it that all I want is to be in peace.
“Susie that’s enough, leave if you want to do this badly.” Says Alpha and I don’t think twice on it, I take my leave but again I’m stopped by Neo.
“No, you won’t. Listen you can’t do whatever you want and expect for everyone else to be just fine with it.” He declared his words with shock.
“Funny…” I say crying.
“That’s what everyone else did to me and this is how I am today, but it’s my fault for being what they treated me for years. Just because you get the me of today, doesn’t mean you know me.” I push him and open the door, I run to my room and close it.
I stay laying on my bed, having my tv in static and I feel the room door open. I give up, do whatever you want at the end I can always sleep with the fishes. I feel the bed dip and arms move my body from facing the bed in my chest to my side and then I realize that it’s Neo who is in my bed.
“If you don’t want me here I will leave. I am sorry for being a complete piece of trash, but if you let me I can recycle my purpose and be here for you…. You don’t have to do anything, just let me be around. Please?” His words were cheesy but they made me laugh as I cry.
I let him hug me, I let him know that I am done fighting, it won’t change anything but it is my life. He tried moving me to see him and I let him, I got a good view of how he looks like, and I gotta say he looks cute.
He has colored hair, turquoise, just a bit below his shoulders, he doesn’t have tattoos but he has the sweetest color of chocolate, he looks like a trouble maker but that is what reminds me of Jaime. A little bit over a minute and I decide to move over and have a look at his blue eyes, I sniffle a bit from my crying.
“I smell that bad?” he says with a cheesy smile. His personality is just not Jaime, not even Mykel has a nice personality compared to him, I never bonded with the Betas son, mostly because he wasn’t around as I was growing up. I was always in my own world, hanging with my friends, dancing and exploring the outside of this place. I never wanted to be here but here I am.
“Yea thats why I cried so much, SIr Onion.” I say with a small giggle at the end, I look in his eyes and feel his stare to be relaxing, the water always does that to me but it’s odd no blue eyes has ever done that to me.
“Sorry, your eyes look like the water, can’t stop staring.” I say bluntly.
“No worries, I have that effect on people, I bring a lot and I hate hurting others, specially girls. I didn’t mean to be rude, I just. It seemed like you being a drama brat bi***, I can’t stand girls like that.
“I know the DBB is a horrible syndrome.” I say with a little goofy play at the words.
He laughs a bit and asks me something that I got curious about, why he asked it.
“I'm a blunt guy but I wanted to ask, don’t hurt me but I dated a girl who is your best friend here, Crissy, she gave me this book she couldn't hold on too because she did not trusted her mom to give it to you without snooping. I was going to put it in my book shelf when it fell flat open and a picture of, pretty sure it’s you and a boy with light brown hair popped out, he was holding you bridal style in what looked like the top of a hill…. I’m curious to know because everyone here knows you don’t date just for fun, so can I know, who is he?
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