After he kissed me, he hugged me really tight. I snuggled my head to his chest. I didn’t dare to see his .
"It's cold here, come on let's go." He took my hand and we went inside. He held me so tight. I smiled at our hands interwining.
"What do you want to eat?" He asked.
"Really? Eat again? Jay, we just-"
"Jay?" He raised his eyebrows. “You kept calling me Jay..”
"Jay is your name, Jayson." I said and he shook his head.
"Jayson, I like it when you call my full name."
"Jay.” I teased him.
"Elsa.."
“Yes, Jay?"
"Elsa.." He warned.
"Yes, Jay.."
"You cheeky girl..” He ruffled my hair.
Suddenly his phone rang, he picked up. His eyes widen and he began to panic. I watched as he started around talking God knows what. Suddenly he ran away and left me there. I was surprised and not to process what just happened.
I got a text from Jayson.
Patricia got into an accident I have to go sorry..
Patricia. Patricia was his past. I chuckled to myself. What did you expect Sena? I walked to the nearest and drink whatever the bartender gave me.
"Such a jerk!" I laughed histerically.
“I have the reason, its you." I laughed as his words. I can’t believe that I.. trusted him. I called Jennifer but doesn't answered.
"Argh! Jerk!" I looked at my ring finger it's so red because I always try to pull it. I laughed again. I cried. I again. I was going crazy.
After that I blacked out, I opened my eyes and started to get up. I'm not in my room, oh my gosh what did
I do? I looked around and yes, it's not my room and I'm not dreaming.
Chance entered the room, I can't believe my eyes.
"You're awake." He sat next to me.
"What happened?"
"Well you're so drunk, I called you and the waiter told me about you so I picked you up."
"Thankyou.. Thank you so much."
"It's alright."
"I always burden you, I'm so sorry." I sat up and leaned to the headboard.
"Here drink this to heal your hangover."
"What time is it now?" I asked.
"10 in the morning.."
"Oh my gosh, it's so almost afternoon."
"It's Sunday.." He reminded me and I nodded remembering it.
"So what happened to you?" He asked.
"Nothing big."
"It must be something since you're so drunk yesterday.."
"Jayson left me in the middle of us spending time together and then he texted me that his ex girlfriend in an accident." I can't keep it to myself, I need to let that out from my mouth.
Chanyoung only looked at me with pity, but I ignored it. I hate Jayson. Chance sighed and then he my hair.
"You know that guy is an idiot."
"It's okay, I'm fine. I think I need to get out 100% from his life now." I said and Chance nodded.
"I'll help you, what should I do?"
"Let's see.."
After I talked a lot with Chance, we went around LA. We went to the seaworld and spent fun times . Chance is a really nice guy, he helped me and I felt bad for only be with him in times like this.
We had fun and I did forget about Jayson for awhile. I often looked at me phone to check if he texted me no. He didn't. Not even once. I tend to laugh at myself, I'm going crazy for waiting. Waiting for someone will never look at me.
"Hey you're spacing out.." Chance poked me.
"Oh."
"Your ice cream is melting.." He chuckled.
"Oh!" I looked down to see it’s melting everywhere.
"What are you thinking?" He asked, I just don't want to answer him.
"Nothing, come on!" I pulled him to see another animals and ride. We both really have fun and it's so after a hectic week.
Suddenly my phone rings, it's Jennifer.
"Hey!" I picked up.
"Hey Elsa, hmmm.."
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Check your line, I'll message you." After that she hung up, Chance looked at me with a questioning . Jennifer sent me a link, I opened it. Chance stood behind me to look too.
Jayson Moretti back to his first love?
I read the article that he's in the hospital all the time taking care of Patricia. Patricia got into an accident she hurt pretty badly. I scowled, I'm nobody so why would I care. I quickly exit the page and sighed.
"You okay?"
"No." I said honestly, Chance hugged me. He caressed my hair and whispered that everything will be . I just nodded. I don't even let out a single tear. He's not worth it for this.
Chance took my hand and we walked to his car. I looked at my ring finger and thank God it's not there . Now we don't have anything attach anymore, it's official that I won't meet him or have a reason meet him. We're different, I don't deserve him and so does he.
I think I better get out from this situation. I have to start a new chapter of my life after falling into a pit. I to get my head back to my focus. I have to get my head back to the game. I don't want people to me fail just because of a guy.
I will change my phone number, apartment, part time jobs and everything. I need to focus. I have 2 years .