I walked to class and back to studying. I felt normal on the outside but my heart was broken. Yesterday, I until I fell asleep. I don't know why I'm crying when I’m the one who wanted to end things.
"Elsa!" Jennifer elbowed me and I turned my attention to her.
"What?"
"You've been staring that food for 10 minutes."
"Oh.." I started to eat.
"You like him, don't you? It's hard for you to let him go.."
"No. I don't like him, how come? It's a short period."
"Liar, if you don't like him then why are you crying?" She asked and I looked at her blankly.
"I'm not."
"Yes you are, it's so obvious that your eyebags are bigger and you put a lot of concealer." She raises her , I sighed.
“Patricia is back."
"I heard a couple of rumours about her, she broke up with Jayson last year."
"He must be so broken hearted."
"You don’t know that.." She hissed.
"I know."
"Hey, how about we have some fun today?"
"Okay."
"Let's go to the mall after this.." She squealed and I nodded. We ate our lunch and walked out our . Jennifer stopped her track and I looked at her weirdly. She froze. I looked at what she saw, it's
Jayson. He waved at me and then he walked to me. Jennifer suddenly dissapeared.
"Hey.." Jayson said.
"What brings you here?" I asked.
"Well.." He smiled "Last night, there's a girl who left me."
"I-I you-"
"She once said to me that she won't go anywhere and she wanted to teach me how to have fun." He and I can't stop looking at him.
"She seems to forget about that." He added
"Jay, I-"
"You have to keep your promise, Elsa," He ruffled my hair.
"I already-" Suddenly my phone rings and it's Jennifer. I picked it up.
"Just go with him!"
"No, I alrea-"
"Go!" I looked at my phone disbelief.
"So where do you wanna go first? You said you wanted to teach me how to have fun.."
"Jay-"
"Zoo? Amusement park? Outbond? Sea?" He was excited
"Let's go to the food festival and then to the amusement park, shall we?" I asked and he nodded.
"Let’s go.. I’m excited and starving.." He took my hand and opened his car door for me. I got inside and got into the driver seat. We went to the food festival again. As soon as I get out from his car, he took hand and interwined it.
We ate a lot of things. We ate tacos, hotdogs, popcorns, crepes, waffles and ice cream. We ate a lot and about random things a lot. We're enjoying the moment. After that we went to Disneyland.
"Let's go ride the cable car.." I pulled him.
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I don't like it.."
"Oh come on, you're not alone." I pulled him to cable car. He's scared, I held him tightly and we entered cable car together. He looked nervous, I pulled his face to he face me.
"Look at me, and look behind me, look at the view." He did. After we got off the cable car, we walked . We bought more snacks.
"We ate a lot today." He said.
"Yeah, my stomach will explode at the end of the day." I rubbed my stomach and he laughed.
"Let's go there." He pulled me, I looked at my phone. It's 5 p.m but the view is still amazing.
"You know I always wanted to go here.." He said.
"Then why didn't you?"
"I don't want to go alone."
"You can go with your friends." I said.
"Elsa, none of my friends want to go to Disneyland anymore.” He chuckled.
"Well you're here now.."
"El.." He called and I turned to him.
"Hmm?"
He looked at me, I raised my eyebrows. He took out his phone and God knows what he's doing. After that smiled to me and I looked at him suspiciously.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing."
"Okay then it's getting dark, let's go home.." He nodded
"Can we take a photo here?" Suddenly he asked.
"Sure.. why not?"
He asked a couple to take a photo of us, he took it with his phone. I looked at the pic and yes it's came nice. He looked at the pic and then he smiled. I pulled him but he doesn't budge.
"Jay, let's go!" I pulled but suddenly he's the one who pulled me until he hugged me.
"Elsa..”
"What?"
"I hate you."
"What?" I looked up to him. I tried to release the hug but instead of releasing he hugged me tighter.
"I hate you for doing this to me, you make me getting really clingy and attach to you, do you know that?"
I'm speechless.
"..."
"What if I don't want to let you go? What if yesterday wasn't really a goodbye?" He said.
"I don't have the reason to stay, so do you.."
"I have." He released the hug, I don't understand him.
"There's nothing, Jay. We don't have the reason to be attach anymore."
"I have."
"Tell me."
"You." with that he kissed me.