" Damn you Frixxie! We really miss you! It's my birthday today! There's a party here at home tonight."
Cassy keeps on calling me.
I chuckled.
"Yes! All right! I'm going! I'm already here in Manila! I was going to surprise you . "
She screams on the other line. Fuck! So I put the cellphone away from my ear.
"Really !? I'm surprised!" She laughed."So you go here? I'm sure you look even better!"
I drank my juice before speaking ,I am on the veranda of mt condo unit now.
I could see the shrinking cars below and the small and large buildings.
I leaned against the railings and bent down to look at the buildings.
" I'm just going there tonight.Don't get too excited Cas. "
"I thought you weren't going to attend. I still have a lot of guests." She said as if there was a different meaning in her voice.
I stared at the small buildings below and measured it with my fingers.
"Could that be ?I haven't been to your birthday for two years so... "I said and sat back in the chair, facing the railings.
The afternoon breeze made me close my eyes.
All my life I have always been alone. I do have a daddy but he has his own family. He did not lack money but he lacked time and love for me.
I don't want to interefer his family now. It's okay for me to see them happy.
I really want to find my mom. But how? 'Where do I start? I'm short of money.
I never asked papa again about mom.
I also knew that he could find mama but I didn't hesitate to say more.
I feel like a fool waiting and hoping we will meet again.
Fuck.
My chest ached at my thoughts.
I sighed and looked up to hold back my tears.
Life is so unfair...
I am not a bad person to suffer like this. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of my life.
After the call I took a nap in the bedroom. I fell asleep thinking of that.
I can not do anything. I was deprived of parental love. And I was also deprived of love for the man I love. Fuck right?
I woke up to the noise of my cellphone on the side of my pillow.
I looked at the time before answering.
7:16 in the evening.
I woke up and answered Daimos call.
"Hello?"
"Hi!" He said huskily. "I miss you."
I smiled. "I miss you too."
He chuckled. "I thought you were going to your friend's birthday?"
"Damn .. Yeah.I just woke up. You better called me so I woke up. "I chuckled.
"All right, just call me later okay? You might be late."
"Okay." I dropped the call and got up to take a shower.
After I showered I put on my tight and short dress.
I paired that with silver stilletos and also a nude pouch.
I just took a taxi to SouthVille.
My cellphone rang so I answered who ever call me.
I have not yet spoken I have been preceded by the other line.
"Gosh, Frixxie where are you? It’s eight-thirty." Oh, it's Loisa!
I rolled my eyes.
"I'm on my way, chill." I chuckled.
"Chill my ass.It’s been a years! I miss you!"
"Me too. Okay, I'll hung up. I'm near." I saw that we were about to enter SouthVille so I dropped the call.
I'm so nervous. I'm excited.Gosh!
I was carrying a small box that I will give to Cassy. I got out of the taxi when we stopped in front of the mansion.
My God. Many cars parked outside! I could hear here outside the noise of the sound inside that I think was on the pool side.
I went inside and was overwhelmed by the crowd. What the heck! It's not a simple party. I have seen many rich people.
Others are still distracted by me.
"Shit!" cursed of a waiter he bumped and smash his carrying tray with drinks because of looking at me.
Do I have dirt in my face?
Everything is purely formal. On the pool side there are many tables lined up and groups of guests are seated at each table.
"Frixxie!" I turned to shout to my right. Others have been spotted as well.
I smiled widely as I saw Cassy with her red dress out the back. She's sexy. She is especially beautiful.
"Cassy!" I screamed as she hugged me.
"Oh my God! You shameless Frixxie why are you so beautiful !?"
I turned again behind, I saw Loisa.
I laughed. Fuck! They miss me so much!
"Your Ass Loisa! You're so beautiful too!"
"Oh! Loisa is insecure again!"
Loisa just stared at us and hugged me tightly.
"You're sexy 'Frixxie! I think you are getting better now."
I handed Cassy my gift "Happy Birthday!"
After the huddle, praise and greeting, Cassy and I went to the table.
"Woah, atlast Frixxie is back!" I looked at the person in front of me. I was already sitting in Cassy's seat. She also introduced me to her friends and cousins.
On the other hand there are mostly men that I don’t quite know. They are noisy with different wines on their table, food and honey.
"Sebe?" I'm shocked! He's here?
"The one and only." He answered.
Cassy stepped in.
"Oh !Sorry Frix, I didn't tell you. I also invited the Montemayor cousins. " she pointed to the table on the other side, which was all male.
What the heck! I saw Clinton there! And next to him was the one who was I am avoiding!
"Fuck!" I nodded and bowed.
Sebe whistled.
I didn't expect it!
Cassy blinked.
"What's with the face Frix?" Loisa said while grinning.
Heck! I'm sweating bullets! My stomach's trembling bigtime!
"Rad is here ?!" I whispered sneeringly.
"Oh! He's invited." Cassy said innocently.
I drank the vodka at the table.
I can't count what I cursed in my mind!
"Sleep here later. I have a story for you. Your time is gone. You haven't been updated on what happened." Loisa said to me and put food on the plate in front of me.
I didn’t know it was like this!
I want to avoid.
I want to avoid.
"I don't know what happened then! I'm okay, I'm happy with Daimos."
I turned my back on the place of men and covered my face.
"I don't know about you Frix. Find out first. Nothing will be lost." Loisa rolled her eyes.
I didn’t eat. I drank the vodka immediately.
My system warmed up immediately. I hope I don't get drunk.
"Rad’s really looking at you!" Loisa giggled.
I want to go home!
I know Rad. He's cunning!