"Are you sure you're not coming with me?" I asked Daimos again.
I put away my things and clothes. I'm leaving.I will return to Manila.
Cassy's birthday is tomorrow. This year I promised to attend her birthday since the first two years I didn't make it to her birthday.
"I'll just come next. I have a lot of things todo." Daimos told me that he was working on his laptop.
Very kind, very much. Daimos is an ideal man of every girls.
A man like him is so rare. We have been best friends for three years. Can't explain how it started, coz' it's just in a flash. That's how we are.
I’m really comfortable with him.I will only be staying in Manila for a week. But it depends on when Daimos follows me there.
I was shocked when Daimos squeezed me and hugged me tightly.
He heaved a sigh.
"I know something will change when you get back there. But always remember, I always love you and I'll be there for you, okay?"
That word was the one I didn’t quite understand when I left the Island.
I can feel that he's hurting.
So I made a land trip because there is no airport on the island. It's really just a land trip. I only brought a suitcase and a shoulder bag.
When I was at the Grand terminal of Batangas, I took the Bus to Manila again.
When I got on the bus to Manila, I was tired and sweaty already! But the nervousness I feel is strange. I 'm excited. This is the feeling of returning to your old place.
Isla Constancia is a beautiful paradise. if Manila is chaotic, party here party there and noisy.
On the Island is the opposite, very peaceful . There are many beautiful falls, beaches, and quiet people living simply. There is also no private school. If there is a mall, it is not very big.
But if I had to choose, the Island I would want to live. It's stress very stress free.
The next day I woke up at noon. Maybe it's because I was tired and awake from the trip yesterday.
Daimos keep on calling me. He's been checking if I eat or sleep well. He's so thoughtful and I missed him already.
I'm in my condo now. It still looks the same. Still clean because of the care taker cleaning here without me.At around two o'clock I decided to go to the mall. I will buy a present for Cassy and I will buy something to wear as well.
I knew she would be surprised. I don't reply to her if I will attend her birthday.
I wore a maroon t-shirt and ripped shorts and my hair in a messy bun. I no longer bothered to put anything on my face.
I took a taxi to Shangri-la.
When I entered, my heart was pounding with excitement. There is no Shangri-la on the island so that I really miss this life somehow.
I entered an accessories stall. Cassy loves accessories! I know she will like it when I give her a necklace.
Cassy’s birthday was at their home in the SouthVille Subdivision will be held. I've been there before so I know.I also don’t know why Cassy hasn’t married her boyfriend yet. I heard it was foreigner. That she met when they went to Canada.
And for three years they told me nothing of what happened when I left.
They know what happened so I said as much as possible I don't want to know. Loisa and Cassy even tried a few times to say something but I stopped them.
I know Cassy was pretentious on her birthday so I bought my dress too.
Then I entered a resto inside the foodcourt. I'm hungry, I also enjoy malling alone.
As I waited for my order I looked outside. The wall is made of wall glass so I can see people outside.
But my eyes widened when I saw Sebe and Natalia! Fuck! Natalia's carrying a baby! Dammit! I saw how Sebe kissed her and the baby!
What? I thought it was Damon ?? What the heck!
I don't know much about what happened. I estimate the child is only five or eight months old. Their child is cute!
Natalia is still very sexy even with a baby. No fat! Gosh. Back then, I idolized her beauty. I am almost insecure to her.
I was shocked when the waiter placed my order and I looked at Natalia again. I almost choked when I saw Zandria! The fuck!
They are laughing! And Zandria is fucking gorgeous!
Zandria is the one Damon's kissed in the locker! And Natalia was Damon's' crush back then!
Gosh, I'm so outdated
How's Radleigh? Maybe his baby is big. Maybe he and Pia are married now.
I deleted my facebook account when I left then.
Until now his effect on me is still great!
I was not aware of the flow of my tears so I immediately wiped them away.
I was almost out of breath when I saw Rad out of a boutique! He was carrying a girl and I knew it was three years! Looks like Pia!
I immediately averted my gaze!
I have'nt hesitate to leave the resto immediately.
I need Daimos now. My comfort zone.
Manila is not healthy for me anymore. It's making me sick.
If Daimos is my comfort zone. Rad is the poison to me.
Fucking hell! I really hate this day!