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Behind the Lies: I Was Always His

Chapter 135

Ch. 135 / 150 Apr 28, 2026

POV: Rosalind

I stayed in a rented apartment Theo had arranged under another name, arriving with only my phone and the spare key.

The building was anonymous. Mid-rise. Mixed commercial and residential. The kind of place where people came and went at odd hours and no one asked questions. Third floor. Corner unit. Windows facing an alley and a parking lot—not scenic, but tactical.

Theo had texted the address that morning: Unit 3C. Key under mat. Don't use your name for anything.

I found the key exactly where he said it would be. Let myself in. The apartment was furnished but impersonal. Ikea basics. Clean sheets. A stocked refrigerator I hadn't paid for. The kind of anonymous space that could belong to anyone or no one.

I was setting down my bag when I heard a knock.

Three taps. Pause. Two taps. The pattern Theo had taught me weeks ago.

I opened the door.

He stepped inside quickly. Locked it behind him. Checked the windows. Tested the deadbolt. Examined the fire escape access. All business. No greeting. No kiss. Just tactical assessment delivered with clinical efficiency.

"Locks are decent. Windows secure. Sightlines manageable." He moved back to where I stood. "Don't open the door for anyone. Including me. If I need to come back, I'll text first. Pattern will be different each time."

"How long do I stay here?"

"Until I tell you it's safe. Or until Daniel's situation resolves." He finally looked at me properly. "Which might be the same thing."

He kissed me then. Once. Firm. Grounding. Then pulled back and cupped my face between his hands.

"You did the right thing," he said. "Leaving. Creating distance. Breaking the pattern they've been tracking."

"It doesn't feel right. It feels like abandonment."

"It's survival. There's a difference." He released me. Moved to the window. Checked the street below. "Daniel's operating from a strategy that requires proximity. He thinks if he keeps you close, he can control the variables. But proximity is what makes you vulnerable. Distance is what keeps you alive."

"He told me about Marcus. About the failed deal." I sat on the edge of the bed. "Said it was never supposed to reach family. That he didn't know violence was involved until he was already complicit."

"Do you believe him?"

"I don't know. Maybe." I looked at Theo. "Can someone really be that ignorant about what they're facilitating?"

"Yes. If they want to be." Theo leaned against the wall. "It's called moral injury. Not the immediate kind from witnessing violence. The delayed kind from realizing you enabled it without understanding what you were enabling. By the time the truth surfaces, you're already complicit. Already a witness. Already trapped."

"And the lies?"

"Long-term lies don't explode. They erode." His voice was quiet. "They wear away foundation slowly. Relationships. Trust. The ability to distinguish between what you believed and what you knew. Daniel's been lying to himself for twenty years. Telling himself he was just facilitating business. Just protecting assets. Just operating in gray areas that everyone operates in."

"But he knew better."

"Part of him did. But people are very good at compartmentalizing knowledge they don't want to confront. Especially successful people who've built their identity on being smart and strategic and in control." Theo moved to sit beside me. "Daniel's not a bad man. But he made bad choices. And now those choices are demanding payment."

"Can he survive this?" I asked.

Theo was quiet for a moment. Then: "Survival depends on what he's willing to trade."

"What does that mean?"

"It means he has to decide: does he protect himself and sacrifice everyone else? Does he protect you and Luca and sacrifice his reputation? Does he try to protect everything and end up protecting nothing?" Theo took my hand. "Those are the calculations he's making right now. And whatever he chooses will determine whether he survives."

"What would you choose?"

"I'd choose you. Without hesitation. But I'm not Daniel. And Daniel's spent twenty-two years building an empire that defines who he is. Asking him to sacrifice that is asking him to sacrifice his identity."

"Even if keeping it costs him his family?"

"Even then. Because men like Daniel believe they can have both. Right up until the moment they realize they can't."

Theo stood. Checked his watch. "I have to go. You have food for three days. Cash in the kitchen drawer. Emergency numbers on the fridge. If anything feels wrong—anything at all—you call me first. Not Daniel. Not the police. Me."

"Theo—"

"One more thing." He paused at the door. "If Daniel schedules a car meeting instead of a building meeting, it means negotiations have failed. Car meetings are mobile. Harder to surveil. Harder to interrupt. They're used when parties don't trust fixed locations anymore. When things have escalated beyond negotiation into something else."

"Something else like what?"

"Final positions. Last offers. The kind of conversations that end with someone not walking away."

He kissed me once more. Quick. Then he was gone.

I stood in the empty apartment listening to his footsteps fade down the hall, his words echoing in the silence.

Car meeting instead of building meeting means negotiations have failed.

My phone buzzed.

A text from Daniel: "Tomorrow, I drive alone."

I stared at the message. Read it three times. Felt the words settle into my stomach like stones.

Drive alone. Not "meeting." Not "office." Not "building."

Drive.

I sat on the bed. Stared at those three words while the apartment's silence pressed against me and Theo's warning played on repeat in my mind.

Car meeting. Negotiations failed. Final positions.

Someone not walking away.