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Behind the Lies: I Was Always His

Chapter 129

Ch. 129 / 150 Apr 28, 2026

POV: Rosalind

Luca visited the winery late and helped me close, moving chairs and locking doors like he'd done it before.

He showed up at nine-thirty, just as I was starting the end-of-day routine. Didn't text first. Didn't call. Just appeared in the doorway with his hands in his pockets and that careful expression that meant he needed to talk but didn't know how to start.

"Need help?" he asked.

"Always."

We worked in comfortable silence. He stacked chairs while I wiped down tables. He collected glasses while I counted the register. He locked the side door while I set the alarm. The kind of choreography that came from familiarity—not frequent repetition, but the shared understanding of how spaces worked and what needed to be done to secure them.

When we finished, we sat at the bar. I poured us both water—not wine, despite being surrounded by hundreds of bottles. This conversation felt like it needed sobriety.

"How's work?" I asked.

"Complicated." Luca turned his glass in slow circles. "I've been taking on more responsibility. Larger accounts. Direct client relationships that usually go through senior partners."

"That's good. Shows they trust you."

"Or shows Dad's clearing a path." He looked at me. "I've been thinking a lot about independence and contingency. About what happens if the architecture we're all living in suddenly isn't stable anymore."

My chest tightened. "What do you mean?"

"I mean I've started preparing. Not for specific disasters, but for the possibility that things might change quickly." He took a sip of water. "I moved important documents out of my apartment three weeks ago. Birth certificate, passport, financial records. Put them somewhere secure that's not connected to my daily life."

"Where?"

"A safety deposit box. Different bank. Not the one Dad uses. Not the one you use." His voice was matter-of-fact. "If someone wanted to access my information, they'd check the obvious places first. Family banks. Shared accounts. This way, there's a gap between what they can reach and what actually matters."

I stared at him. My son. Twenty-one years old and talking about security protocols like he was discussing grocery lists.

"Who taught you to think this way?" I asked quietly.

"I watched Dad." Luca set down his glass. "For twenty-one years, I watched him check locks. Vary routes. Keep separate phones. Create boundaries between work and home. I didn't understand it when I was younger. Thought it was just how businessmen operated. But the older I got, the more I realized it wasn't normal. It was strategic. Protective. Like he was always preparing for something to go wrong."

"He was trying to keep you safe."

"I know. And now I'm trying to do the same thing for myself. Because watching him has taught me that safety isn't about avoiding danger. It's about having options when danger finds you anyway."

We sat in silence for a moment. The winery felt different at night—emptier, somehow. The paintings on the walls looked darker. The bottles behind the bar caught less light. Everything felt provisional, like it could disappear at any moment.

"There's something else," Luca said.

"What?"

"Dad's been transferring partial authority to me at work. Not officially. Not through HR or contracts. Just... giving me access. Passwords. Client files. Decision-making power that should require his approval." His jaw tightened. "He's not explaining why. Just handing things over like it's routine succession planning."

My throat constricted. "When did this start?"

"Three weeks ago. Small things at first. Then bigger. Last week, he gave me signatory authority on the operational account. That's not normal for someone my age. That's not normal for someone who's been at the firm less than a year."

"Did you ask him why?"

"He said he wanted me to be ready. That opportunities come suddenly and preparation matters more than timing." Luca's voice was quiet. "But it doesn't feel like preparation for opportunities, Mum. It feels like preparation for absence."

I stood. Moved around the bar to where he sat. Pulled him into a hug—tight, protective, the way I used to when he was small and the world felt manageable. He was taller than me now. Stronger. But he wrapped his arms around me like he was still the child who needed reassurance that adults had everything under control.

Except we didn't. And he knew it.

I kissed his cheek. Held his face between my hands the way Daniel had held mine so many times these past weeks.

"Don't agree to anything alone," I said firmly. "If Dad tries to transfer more authority. If anyone from his business approaches you with opportunities. If things start moving faster than you're comfortable with—you call me first. You don't make decisions in isolation just because someone tells you it's urgent."

"Mum—"

"Promise me, Luca."

"I promise." He covered my hands with his. "But you need to know something."

"What?"

"I think Dad is preparing me to be without him."

The words landed like stones. Heavy. Inevitable. The thing we'd all been dancing around for weeks finally spoken out loud by the person who had the most to lose.

I wanted to deny it. Wanted to say Daniel was just being cautious. That this was normal business succession planning. That Luca was reading too much into routine decisions.

But I couldn't lie to him. Not about this. Not when he was standing in front of me with Daniel's intelligence and my eyes and the terrible clarity that came from watching both his parents prepare for catastrophe without ever saying the word out loud.

So I said nothing.

Just held my son's face between my hands and looked at him while the winery settled into silence around us and the weight of what Daniel was doing pressed down on all three of us from different directions.

"I don't know what to do," Luca said quietly.

"You survive," I told him. "Whatever happens. Whatever Dad's preparing for. You survive it. That's what he wants. That's what I want. You survive and you build something better than what we're leaving you."

"That's not fair."

"No. It's not." I dropped my hands. "But it's what we have."

Luca stood. Picked up his jacket. Moved toward the door with the slow deliberation of someone who didn't want to leave but didn't know how to stay.

"Lock up behind me?" he asked.

"Always."

He kissed my forehead. Then he was gone, and I was alone in the winery with the echo of his words and the terrible absence of any response I could give him.

I think Dad is preparing me to be without him.

I locked the door. Set the alarm. Checked the windows. And then I stood in the dark gallery surrounded by paintings and wine and the careful illusion of normalcy, knowing that everything Daniel had built was about to collapse and all three of us were just waiting to see who survived the fall.