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Behind the Lies: I Was Always His

Chapter 149

Ch. 149 / 150 Apr 28, 2026

POV: Rosalind

I sat in a small interview room while a detective placed a folder on the table and asked if I recognized the man in the photograph.

The room was gray. Institutional. Two chairs. One table. A mirror I knew was a window from the other side. The detective was professional—not unkind, just efficient. She'd already asked me to recount the timeline three times. Where was I when Daniel died. What did I know about the meeting. Who had I contacted in the hours after.

Now she was showing me a photograph.

I looked once.

"That's Theo," I said. Clearly. Without hesitation.

Then I stopped. Corrected myself.

"That's not his real name."

The detective's expression didn't change. "No. It's not."

She pulled out a second document. Set it beside the photograph. Official identification. Government issued.

"Leonard Hale," she said. "Age fifty-two. Contracted intermediary and, when necessary, executioner for the Hale family organization. He's been embedded in various operations for the past fifteen years. This was his longest assignment."

The name landed like a stone.

Leonard Hale.

Hale. The family Daniel had been afraid of. The ones watching. The ones applying pressure.

And Theo—Leonard—had been one of them. The entire time.

"How long?" I asked. My voice sounded strange. Distant. "How long was he embedded?"

"We believe he made contact with you approximately ten years ago. Initial approach would have been incidental—manufactured to seem natural. From there, he built trust slowly. Strategically."

"Did he choose the assignment?"

"Yes. He volunteered." The detective paused. "His specialty is long-term cultivation of assets close to primary targets. You were identified as Daniel Steele's most significant vulnerability. Leonard Hale was assigned to exploit that vulnerability."

I gripped the edge of the table. My knuckles went white. Then the skin split—small tears where the pressure was too much, where bone pressed too hard against surface.

"Did Daniel know?" I asked. "His real identity?"

"We don't believe so. Leonard Hale was very good at compartmentalization. He maintained his cover even under investigation. Even now, we're still uncovering the extent of his network."

"Did he..." I stopped. Started again. "Did Daniel die because of information I gave Leonard?"

The detective's face softened slightly. "Leonard Hale had access to Daniel Steele through multiple channels. You were one of them. But not the only one."

"But I gave him keys." My voice cracked. "To my home. To the winery. To my life. I told him things. I trusted him with Daniel's patterns, Daniel's concerns, Daniel's—" I stopped. Looked at the blood on my knuckles. "I brought him into our life."

The words came out flat. Factual. No hysteria. No breakdown. Just the terrible clarity of someone stating a truth they couldn't deny.

"Mrs. Steele—"

"I gave him keys," I repeated.

***

Later, they let me see Luca.

He was in a different room. Smaller. Someone's office, maybe. He stood when I entered, and I crossed to him immediately—touching his face with both hands, checking for damage I couldn't see.

"Did you look at the shooter?" I asked.

"Yes." His voice was quiet. Steady.

I nodded. Confirming something I already knew. If Luca had looked, he'd remember. And remembering that face would haunt him the way it would haunt me.

"I need to tell you something," I said.

"Okay."

"The man I trusted for ten years. The one I—" I couldn't say it. Couldn't name the relationship in front of my son. "The one who helped me prepare exit strategies. Who gave me the spare phone and the map and the instructions." I dropped my hands. "He was the one who pulled the trigger."

Luca went completely still.

Not frozen. Just utterly motionless. Processing. Calculating. Running through ten years of memories and recontextualizing every interaction he'd had with a man he'd thought was protecting his mother.

"Did you know?" he asked. "Before the shooting. Did you know who he was?"

"No." The word was immediate. Certain. "But I should have."

"Mum—"

"I should have," I repeated. "I should have questioned why he always had answers. Why he knew exactly what questions to ask. Why he was so good at reading danger. I should have—"

"Mum, stop."

"—seen the pattern. I should have—"

"Mum." Luca's hands found my shoulders. Firm. Grounding. "It wasn't your fault."

I shook my head. The motion felt mechanical. Wrong. "It entered the house through me. The threat. The access. The information Leonard needed to plan—" I stopped. Breathed. "Your father died because I brought his killer into our lives and called it love."

"That's not—"

"It is." I looked at him. At my son. At the person I'd been trying to protect while simultaneously creating the pathway for his father's murder. "It entered the house through me, Luca. That's true. That's factual. That's what happened."

He pulled me against him. Held me while I stood there rigid, unable to cry, unable to process, unable to do anything except repeat the truth over and over in my mind until it became the only thing I could think about.

***

I refused to go home.

The detective said I could leave. That I'd answered their questions. That they'd be in touch if they needed anything else. But I couldn't make myself stand. Couldn't make myself walk to my car. Couldn't imagine entering the house where Daniel and I had lived for twenty-two years and where Leonard had been welcomed as a guest, a confidant, a secret I'd kept from my husband.

So I sat on a bench outside the station.

Someone had given me Daniel's jacket—the one he'd been wearing. It smelled like him. Like his cologne and the leather interior of his car and the particular combination of things that made him recognizable even in darkness.

I held it in my lap. Pressed my face against the collar. And whispered Leonard's real name over and over.

"Leonard Hale. Leonard Hale. Leonard Hale."

Saying it until it lost shape in my mouth. Until it stopped being a name and became just sounds. Until the syllables meant nothing and everything and I couldn't remember why I was saying them at all.

Luca sat beside me. Didn't speak. Just sat.

And we stayed there as evening became night and people came and went from the station and the world continued moving while ours had stopped entirely.