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Behind the Lies: I Was Always His

Chapter 145

Ch. 145 / 150 Apr 28, 2026

POV: Rosalind

I woke before sunrise and prepared breakfast even though I wasn't hungry.

The kitchen was dark except for the small light above the stove. Outside, the world was still sleeping—that particular silence that exists only before dawn. I moved through the space on autopilot, cracking eggs, brewing coffee, toasting bread I wouldn't eat. My hands needed occupation.

Daniel had left an hour ago. A text at four-thirty AM: It's time.

I'd heard him moving through the house in the dark—checking locks, gathering keys, pausing at the bedroom door without entering. Then his car starting. Headlights sweeping across the wall. The engine fading.

Now I was alone in our kitchen, making breakfast for no one.

Except I wasn't alone.

The knock came at six-fifteen. Soft. Familiar. I knew it was Luca before I opened the door.

He stood on the front step in jeans and a jacket, hair messy from sleep, car keys in hand. He looked at me. I looked at him. Neither of us said anything.

"I couldn't sleep," he said finally.

"Neither could I." I stepped aside. "Come in."

He entered, locked the door behind him, and followed me to the kitchen. I set another plate. Poured another coffee. We sat across from each other and ate in silence—the kind that felt like shared understanding. Some things didn't need words.

After several minutes, Luca set down his fork.

"Do you remember that camping trip Dad promised?" he asked. "When I was twelve. He said we'd go to the mountains. Just the three of us. He even bought the tent."

"I remember." The memory surfaced clear. "We never went."

"Work emergency. Something urgent came up." Luca smiled slightly. "There was always something urgent."

"He wanted to go. He really did."

"I know." Luca took a sip of coffee. "I used to be angry about it. But I understand now. The emergencies were real. He was trying to keep everything from collapsing while also trying to be present."

"He tried," I said quietly.

"He tried." Luca looked at his plate. "Do you think he knew? Even back then? That eventually the structure would require sacrificing the people he built it for?"

I thought about Daniel at twenty-five, making his first compromises. Daniel this morning, leaving at four-thirty to face consequences that had been accumulating for twenty-five years.

"I think he hoped it wouldn't," I said. "But hope and reality aren't the same thing."

Luca nodded slowly. Then he reached into his jacket and pulled out his phone. Set it on the table.

"Dad called me last night," he said. "Late. He asked me to take a meeting later today. Just in case."

My chest tightened. "A meeting about what?"

"He didn't specify. Just said there's someone I should talk to if things don't resolve the way he expects. Someone who can help with 'transition planning.'" Luca's voice was steady but his hands weren't. "He gave me a name. An address. Told me to bring identification and be prepared to make decisions quickly."

"Luca—"

"It's his exit strategy for me, Mum. He's preparing for the possibility that he doesn't come back. And he's making sure I have resources that aren't dependent on him being alive."

The words hung there. Brutal. Confirming what neither of us wanted to say aloud.

I stood. Moved around the table. Pulled Luca up and wrapped my arms around him—tight, protective. He hugged me back, his chin resting on top of my head, and I felt his heart beating steady.

"Keep your phone on you at all times," I said.

"I will."

"All day. Don't turn it off. Don't let the battery die."

"Mum—"

"Promise me, Luca." I pulled back. "Whatever happens today, I need to be able to reach you. Promise me."

"I promise." His hands gripped my shoulders. "Same goes for you. Keep your phone on. Stay somewhere safe. If anything feels wrong—anything at all—you leave. You don't wait. You just go."

"When did you become the one giving instructions?"

"Around the same time you started carrying a spare phone and an exit plan." His mouth quirked. "We've both been preparing for this, haven't we?"

"Yes. We have." I touched his face. "I'm proud of you. Whatever happens—whatever your father's done—you're not responsible for it. You're allowed to walk away."

"I know. But I'm not walking away from you."

"Luca—"

"Not up for debate, Mum. Dad can handle his consequences. But you and me? We're a team. Whatever comes next, we face it together."

He released me. Picked up his phone and slipped it into his pocket.

"I should go. The meeting's at two." He moved toward the door. Paused. "I'll text you when it's done."

"I will too."

"I love you, Mum."

"I love you too."

Then he was gone. The door closed. His car started and pulled away, and I stood in my kitchen watching as his taillights disappeared.

I knew—with certainty that settled in my bones—that the next chapter of our lives would begin before nightfall. That whatever Daniel was facing would end one way or another. That the architecture we'd all been maintaining would either hold or collapse.

And I knew that when it happened, nothing would be the same again.