It's been a week since Jedd has been with me.
On the way home to the condo Jedd drove me. Jeddrick Delgado is handsome and nice. He is approachable and light to everyone. I don't know why I'm not even attracted to him. I Prefers serious, brutal every move and very intimidated like .... CLinton.
Shit. Why I can't removed him from my mind?
"Are you sure you don't want to go with me?" Jedd asked as his car was parked.
I smiled. "Yeah. Girls out and girls talk , Jedd .You can't go with us."
It bit the lip. I unbuckled my seat belt when I felt his breath close to me.
When I looked up, he was only a few feet away from me.
"I want to kiss you." he whispered.
Until now there is still nothing. I can’t find how I feel the same way with Clinton.
"Just kiss me." I said without emotion.
Suddenly, it grabbed my neck and crushed me with a tight kiss.
My fist clenched and my eyes narrowed. I can't even respond. I let him kiss me.
"Shit."
His hand crawled on my thigh. I just let him . His kiss went down to my neck, I let him.
When his hand crawled up, I immediately stopped him.
"Jedd stop." I tried not to show my annoyance.
"I'm sorry hon."
I smiled at him to show it was okay. "It's okay, I'm going. " I hurried out of his car.
Gosh! What did I enter this situation?
In the evening I got ready because Jenn and Natalia and I talked about going to a bar. Actually I was the one who invited them coz we became busy with our own lives and it's also been a long time since we've unwind.
I wore a black dress that fit my body. I combed my hair and put on light make up. I took my car to Alcobar where we would meet.
Outside, the screams of the inside and the rock music could be heard. I saw many acquaintances and classmates. I smiled before entering. The dancers on the dance floor immediately I saw.
Oh God. Many already occupied the sofa.
I saw Jen and Natalia there.
There are already four Jack n 'cokes on the table and lemon juice for Natalia. Good girl really, anytime.
"Kylie!" Jenn gasped when she saw me.
I smiled. "Yeah Kylie is my name and getting boys is my game." I joked.
Jenn laughed. "God, I don't know about you Kylie like you are going to pass on being a fuckgirl."
Natalia just looked at me without emotion.
"Don't pretend Nicole. I know you."
SHe drank her lemon juice. all I know is that she's just smart, I don't know that she also knows how to read movements.
"I have a boyfriend." I said. I drank my jack n coke and didn’t intentionally look at the other table
Montemayor Boys!
Sebe stared at Natalia as if she was the only woman around.
"Not because you have a boyfriend you don’t like Clinton anymore." she says coldly to me. I kept my mouth shut. She really knew me.
Jenn kicked me so I turned to her.
"There’s Clinton! He's at the other table!"
But I didn't look at it. I was suddenly nervous. For a week ,I did not see him.
"And so?" I mocked.
"With a woman." added , Natalia.
I automatically looked at their table and saw a woman sitting on his lap and leaning on his chest . Clinton leaning his head on the backrest and closing his eyes.
Seems like I want to pull the woman and bang her head on the floor but wait. . .
"Is that-"
"Yes! Cassidy or Cassy. Clinton flavor of the month." Jenn smiled at me.
I feel the squeezing in my heart.
Is she the Cassy that Clinton's fuck buddy before?
What are they ? FUBU ?
I picked up the bottle and drink it like a water. Just jack n 'coke doesn't seem to be enough for me.
"Jenn order me hard liquor."
She laughs like something is right as well.
"Waiter!" she called the waiter."One penis please! The hard one!"
The heck!
Natalia immediately choked on the drink and started coughing.
"What the fuck!" I cursed to Jenn.
"You said hard! You didn't say that it’s shots! I only know the hard is the penis!" she laughed again.
"Jenn your mouth." rebuke , of Nat.
I looked at Clinton's table. They were now kissing torridly.
I averted my eyes. I couldn't take this.
"Stop pretending Nicole. Let go your feelings."Natalia, seemed to read my heart."Let's go home?" she asked because she saw my tears fall.
It was my fault because I push him away. I am no longer in a position to be hurt.
"Just drink." Jenn handed me the shot of the Martini.
I drank it immediately . I looked back at the other table and saw that Clinton's dark face was already staring at me. Cassy is gone.
He crossed his arm .
My tears flowed so I wipe them away! Take a grip of yourself Nicole! You're embarassing!
I rubbed my face and bowed. Shit! I can not do it . Why do I seem to miss him?
"Hey are you okay Kylie?" Natalia asked.
I just nodded. I just heard Jenn cuss and I felt someone grab my wrist to stand up.
I looked up at the person holding my wrist and would have scolded him but..
"Hey-"
"Get up and let's talk." he said and his jaw tightened.
I swallowed and was suddenly nervous. Jen nodded next to me while Nat was next to Sebe and Sebe kissed her shoulder.
"Come with me if you don't want me to make a scene here." Clinton threatened so I looked back at him.
"I-I have a boyfriend-"
"Break it up." he said coldly and pulled me . He supports me out of the bar.
"You hear me? Break it up Nicole because I don't care if you have a boyfriend because you're mine." he whispered on my ear and it gave me shivered.
Now I'm having a harder time.