Clinton POV
Only now have I become like this. Only now have I felt love.
I am not content with this. I want her to be my wife. I want her with me forever. I really want her.
"Clinton." someone called my name and I looked at her.
"Shantal?" My forehead creased. She smiled broadly and held my arm.
"How's life?" she said flirtly.
Darn, what is she doing? I don't want my loved one to be angry with me again.
Yet I simply took her hand away and opened my car.
"I am happy Shantal. Why?" I looked at my wristwatch to show her that I was in a hurry.
She crossed her arms.
"I want you back."
I smirked and grinned.
"Say it again. I didn't hear you."
"I said I want you back!" her cry, seemed to have exhausted my patience.
That grabbed the students' attention..That's really what I meant. To embarrass her.
"You want me back? How's that? Because I don't want you anymore. Shantal, It's been a year." I looked at her intently but she did not move ,she hugged me.
"I am your first love! I know you still love me!" she cried in my chest. Rude if rude but I pushed her.
"I'm not your first love. Will you stop ?I don't have time for you. "I replied coldly and turned around and was about to enter when...
"I saw your girlfriend, Kylie right?" She scoffed mockingly."I have pictures. I saw her with a guy. Entering a condominium. Poor you Clinton. Your girlfriend seems even worse to me. With whom-who goes- "
I grabbed the cellphones he was holding and looked at it. And there I saw, Kylie with Jedd?
The fuck?
My vision darkened and I wanted to kill. I lost my care and slammed Shantal's cellphone on the floor of the parking lot.
She was stunned to see her cellphone ruined.
"Oh! Oh my god! How dare you-"
I immediately cut her off.
"When I find out you're lying! I swear, I'll break your neck!" I threatened and kick on my car door before entering and leaving Shantal already pale.
I went straight to my condo and broke my belongings there. I grabbed the vase and threw it against the wall. I even snatched my laptop and with no care I hit it on the floor. I destroyed the picture frames and I would have broken the last one to see. . . Kylie is in the frame.
"Fuck!" I was depreciated and returned the frame and did not break it. Hell! I really love her! Her image with that mother fucker guy made me so mad and furious! I could clearly see that he was staring at Jedd into the condominium!
I fainted sitting on the sofa and tugged at my hair.
I get mad when I'm angry and I want someone to pile up my anger.
And the day I made a mistakes. I found out she was pregnant but out of anger I abused her. She's mad at me.
I want to punish myself for what I have done. Especially when I found out that the pictures wasn’t true. I hired a detective to maneuver everything and we found out that everything was edited.
I know Kylie can't do that to me because I know she loves me. But I was carried away by my anger.
And she's gone, my baby's gone. She broke up with me. It's all my fault.
I hold the beer bottle to the bar counter. When I saw Kylie sitting there.
I was suddenly happy and seemed to have lost my intoxication. I hugged her and kissed her
"God! Kylie you're here!"
I heard my cousins arguing at our occupied table.
"You idiot! That's my girlfriend!" suddenly a man shouted behind me and punched me but I did not fall. There that I made it clear that it wasn’t Kylie! Shit!
But man, how dare you hit my pretry face? Ofcourse, I punched him too.
He screamed in pain. I lost my intoxication when I saw a group of them approaching me. That's where my cousins stood.
"It's not like you're rich you can get everything!" said the boyfriend of the woman I mistaken for Kylie and took a bottle and would have smash me but I avoided it!
Shit! So close!
I grabbed his hand and threw it and took the bottle there and hit him on the head.
I wanted to get lost and that’s what I did. I'm broken hearted now and and I would like to kill somebody!
People are already squabbling inside here at the bar and the bouncers aren’t interfering because they know us, even the owner.
I saw that the other four were lying down and that my cousin also had bruises and was out of breath.
"Fuck you Clinton!" Rad smirked at me and wiped his mouth with blood.
Lots of broken bottles and cracked tables that I don’t care who made. The bouncers picked up the bloody men.
I took the check from my wallet and put thirty thousand in it and signed it. I handed it to the owner.
"For the damages." I immediately turned around and left.
***
Arriving in front of my car I kicked the tire and sat on the floor holding my head. I really want to shout!
I immediately heard the footsteps of my cousins. They took a deep breath.
"Tell us what you want Clinton. You look like a mess. Get a life!" Sebastian.
I shook my head and looked up and saw the three of them in front of me. Damon was stunned, Radleigh who was in the snout of his car and Sebe who was talking to me.
I could no longer hold back the tears and hear their swearing.
"I can't find her. She's pregnant! I'm going to be a father." I am so torn. That's how I felt at that time. I don't care anymore.
"H-Help me please. Let's find her." I beg them.
"Stand up and let's talk. We need Marco's help."
When I found out where she was, I wasted no more time. I did everything I could to make her lose her temper with me.And thanks God, she conceived me and searched for my smell so I didn't have a hard time approaching her.
She was even more beautiful and attractive in my eyes when she got pregnant. I gave her everything she wanted. Every request she made I was ready to grant.
She gave me a second chance. I am happy. I proved to her that I was sorry. That I will not repeat my fault again.
We got back together and returned to Manila. We got married while her belly wasn't growing yet.
She met my parents and I met her papa too. Many things have happened in our lives. It’s really different when you have a family and already a daddy.
I saw how hard Kylie struggled to watch over our angel. Even at midnight she was awake and holding our baby. So sometimes I was the one who presented and I was the one to watch over our baby. I know she's tired. Even with a nanny she wants to watch over everything.
Until Amethyst was three years old.
Every Sunday I prepared a date for them. I invited them to have a picnic in the park. We brought Amethyst’s food basket and toys.
"Please Nicole. I want a child again. I want a boy."
Nicole grinned as I stroked her ass. Damn it.
"Clinton! What!?" she rebuked me and took the basket of food to the compartment of the van.
"Why are you taking pills?If I'll just see that I'll throw it away or you want me to ban all pills in pharmacies. "
She immediately hit me. Tsk. I wasn't even hurt.
"I don't know about you! Amethyst is still small so you stop! "
I just smiled because she was so beautiful even with a frown. She went first to the bench in the shade of the tree and put the food there and I was surprised when she shouted.
"Damn! What happened?"
She was pale and restless.
"Amy's Missing!" the nanny was crying . I immediately pulled her and hugged her.
"I'll find a way.." I whispered to Kylie.
My chest was pounding and I called for help. It was like my world was destroyed because of what was already entering my mind.
I couldn't be bothered to find Amy until a car stopped behind my van. And out of there, I saw Amethyst.
"Mommy! Daddy!"
Thanks God!
"God! My baby!" Kylie picked her up.
My nervousness subsided. A man and a boy got out of the car.
"Clinton." the man called me and I knew who he is..Leon. My mafia bestfriend.
"Leon Monasterio! It's been a long time. Thank you for your help." as the CEO of the company I met many . Marco and Leon were one of them. They're best of friends. They are known ruthless in business and ruthless in love.
I looked at the boy with him. This is probably the result of him kidnapping a woman then and he got pregnant. That news spread but because Leon was a member of the Mafia so the one who spread it was silenced. But I know the truth of course.
"We saw her on the road. I know your daughter by face." he grinned at me.
"And my son was the first to see her on the road. My son, James Felix."
He told me so I looked at the child and he was just looking at Amy. Damn!
I have nothing more to ask for. These life is what I wanted. Not perfect but know that I can give everything they want.
I stared at the pictures of my wife and I on my desk. I smiled and I miss her already. I cannot wait to go home. My home.
Then someone knocked on my door.
"Come in!" I said seriously. "
"Sir!Your new secretary is here."
I took a deep breath and adjusted my seat while reading what was in the folder.
"Just make sure that's the last because if you fail you're fired."
“Y-Yes sir."
"Let her in." I said coldly. Soon ,I heard the heel of the new secretary.
She put the resume on my table so I looked up.
WTF?
"Dammit baby !What are you doing here?!"
"I'm so bored at home so I'm your new secretary! What are you moaning about?" she folded so I swallowed harder.
"No." Damn, did I really stutter?
"Really? Yey!" she grabbed me with a hug and sat on my lap."Thank you so much! Hey! I won't be bored of this anymore!" she giggled.
I looked at him seriously losing his smile.
"W-What?"
"You're now my secretary. Do you know what that means?" I whispered and kissed her. It was just a touch and I could see the redness of her cheek.
"What?"
I picked up my cellphone on the table and called Cheska whose cubicle was just outside my office.
" Sir?" Cheska answer.
"Don't let anyone in. Cancel all my appointments."
"Okay sir. Am I not f-fired sir?"
"No ..."
"Oh thank you sir! All right sir, take your time."
Kylie was immediately stunned when I put her on my desk and tore the papers there.
"C-Clinton." she stammered.
I started unbuttoning my long sleeve and unbuckling my slack.
I smirked.
"Yes? My secretary?"
My office filled with her muffled and sweet moans. She looks so perfect in my arms. Every day there was a hollow in my chest and I knew it was fun.
Kylie and Amethyst are my treasures. They are my everything. . .my everything.
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