That night I felt floating.
I had no strength to push him. My nerves in the body are lifeless which seems to be affected by how I feel.
"I don't need your mercy."
His pierce and dark eyes filtered with something I can't figure out. His jaw tightened and he looked at me seriously. There was something strange in his eyes that seemed to want to say something.
"Let's talk." he said.
I close my eyes in annoyance. I have a lot of problems and he was already there in my problem!
"Clinton please. We're done, I accept it. I accept that you just bet me. You don't have to feel guilty."
Because until now. I'm still in pain. I'm still in so much pain.
His jaw clenched and he gasped.
"Let me explain. Yes they bet about us! I'm not part of that!" He rubbed his palm and bit his lip.
"Even without that fucking bet, I will still work out a way for you to be mine! Even without that bet, I have already plan for you!" he almost shouted.
My lips quivered at what I heard and my tears rolled down my cheeks. I was shocked when he said so I couldn't process it.
What?
Eventually I wipe away my tears.
"C-Clinton I need to go." I was about to turn around when he pulled my wrist and cupped my cheek with both of his hands. My back slammed on my car and I just realized that he had already crushed me with a passionate kiss.
"C-Clinton-" a kiss drowned out my voice. He kissed me passionately and his hand traveled over my body.
Two reasons why I want to push him. First we were in the basement! Maybe someone will see us and why the hell he's here? I don't know! Second, I remember Jedd, Jedd’s my boyfriend. I still don't want this.
My cellphone seemed to feel what I wanted to happen so he stopped when my cellphone rang loudly. I gasped and pushed him to answer my cellphone. I turned around and answered it.
"H-Hello Jedd?" I bit my lip when I looked at Clinton. He smirked annoyingly.
"Hi! Where are you?" he asked.
I didn’t feel the same way I feel now with Clinton. If I'm nervous now it's because of Clinton.
"Uh, I'll just get there. I’ll just text Jedd, I still have work to do. "
"Ah is that so? All right, I'll text you. I love you Kylie. Thanks for the chance you gave me."
I was devastated by what he said.
"Love you Jedd."
My muscles trembled as I ended the call. I slipped my cellphone into my skirt pocket. He violently combed his hair with his finger.I saw that his eyes were red.
"You two…." his cold voice make me shivered.
I shrugged and nodded. "Yes so stop this." I would have turned my back on.
"Is that what you want?" his voice was still cold in the air and full of emphasis.
I close my eyes and turn around. My tears flowed immediately without warning.
When will I end up being hurt? I have a lot of family problems. I don't seem to run out of reasons to be hurt.
I couldn’t help but look back at him. I don’t want to see his reaction. I don't want my love for him to deepen.
"Yes Clinton so that's right. Find someone else. There's a lot more there.. So that's right. " I whisper at the last word because of the tightness of my chest .
He took a deep breath.
"Okay if that's what you want." I heard his footsteps away. He slid in his car and drive it fast.
Ruined and torn apart, I felt that night.