I obeyed immediately, letting my knees fall open. Ryan wasted no time, moving down my body until his head was between my legs. Grabbing hold of my thighs and gripping them so they stayed wide open, he grinned up at me before dropping his head and dragging his tongue along my folds.
“Oh, my God!” I cried out before remembering Henry was upstairs sleeping. I slapped a hand over my mouth to try and muffle the sounds I was making, paranoid he’d be able to hear us even though his bedroom window was closed. Ryan didn’t let up, licking and kissing me like a starving man presented a feast. I gripped his hair again with my free hand, not about to let him get away if he tried.
“Yes,” I hissed against my hand. “Yes, yes, just like that! Don’t stop, Ryan. Please don’t stop!”
He didn’t and began kissing and licking me with more fervor. That ache in my belly turned into a knot that started to tighten. My orgasm was building, and quickly, and I grew desperate for release.
Ryan suddenly slipped a finger inside me and began to pump it in and out as he wrapped his lips around my clitoris and began to suck. I nearly shot off the blanket. It felt like lightning was pulsing through my body, heating my blood and making every one of my nerve endings pulse with electricity.
Within moments, I was crashing over the edge of my release. I screamed into my hand and flexed my hips, gripping Ryan’s head with my thighs. It was as though my body was afraid that he’d get away before it was ready. He didn’t stop, though, drawing my orgasm out for as long as he could.
When my orgasm passed, I collapsed back onto the blanket, my body trembling and my breathing heavy. Ryan pushed up onto his hands and knees and crawled back over me with a satisfied smirk.
“How was that?” he asked with a chuckle.
I grinned, letting out a breathless laugh. “Pretty good. You’re getting better at that.”
Growling, he leaned down and nipped at my nose, making me giggle.
“I’m not done with you yet,” he told me as he reached down to undo his pants. He shoved them down his thighs, freeing his erection.
My mouth began to water, and my body came immediately back to life. I wanted him so badly, and I couldn’t wait another second. I held my arms out for him, and he fell back into them. I relished the feel of our bodies pressed against each other, our skin warm and damp with sweat. Ryan lined his shaft up with my entrance and held my gaze as he slowly began sinking into me.
I parted my lips on a gasp and then moaned when he filled me completely. We fit so perfectly together that it was like two puzzle pieces coming together. When he reached the hilt, he paused and dropped his head to capture my lips in another sizzling kiss. I wrapped my legs around his waist and urged him to start moving again.
Ryan pulled his hips back and then surged forward back into me. I whimpered and groaned and clung to him as his pace intensified. He drove into me faster and faster. I couldn’t hold back all the sounds being ripped from my throat. I reveled in the noises coming from his lips. His grunts and growls turned me on even more, because I knew he was losing himself in the pleasure right along with me.
I wanted to watch him fall apart. To make him shatter into pieces like I already had.
Slipping his hand down my belly, he began rubbing my clit in tight circles as he pounded into me, and I lost all ability to think. I lost myself to Ryan’s touch and the pleasure he was giving me. I clung to him, growing more desperate for release by the second.
“Sam,” he snarled. “I’m close.”
“Don’t stop,” I whimpered. “Please.”
I watched his expression tighten and his jaw clench. The next moment, his body jolted, and he let out a harsh growl as he came deep inside me. His release triggered my own, and I cried out as waves of pleasure crashed through me. I shouted his name and thrashed my head back and forth as stars burst in my vision and the rest of the world melted away until it was only Ryan and me and our connection.
I didn’t know how much time passed after that before we moved, and I didn’t care. We laid on the blanket, snuggled tightly together, basking in the afterglow. My head rested on his chest and his arm was wrapped around my shoulders, holding me close.
Turning my face up to him, I murmured, “I’m so happy, Ryan. Sometimes, I feel like I have to be dreaming. I’m afraid I’ll wake up and this will all go away.”
He squeezed my shoulder and pressed a kiss to the top of my head.
“It’s not a dream,” he assured me. “It’s all real. I promise.”
“I know.” I nodded with a small grin. “I love you. I can’t wait to spend my life with you.”
“I can’t wait to spend my with you, too,” he replied, smiling down at me.
I held up my hand and looked at my ring, and my heart filled with more love for this man than I’d ever thought possible.
When I thought about our past, I was no longer angry or hurt. I had no regrets about how we had come to that point.
Everything that had happened had brought us to this life we were starting together. Ryan, Henry, and I were exactly where we were supposed to be, and I knew we would be able to face any obstacle that came along.
We were always meant to be a family, and if I had to go back and redo our first night together, I wouldn’t change a thing.