LETTING GO
I wake up to the most beautiful pair of dark brown eyes staring at me in my room.
After that mind-blowing lovemaking session we had yesterday, we fell asleep right , Andy fondling me in his arms. I had just lost my purity to him, but I had and have no regrets whatsoever. I surrendered to the man I love. I love him so and I want to do anything and everything with him.
He made lunch for us yesterday and we had it on his bed after changing the stained and having a warm bath together. Stained, yes, with the proof of my that I had willingly given to him. I experienced something so sweet , and Andy was no less sweet and gentle. He wanted me to remain on his after he left to pick Angel up from school, but after he was gone, I had to leave comfortable bed and drag myself to my room. It's not because I was ashamed or I didn't want to remain on that bed and room that has beautiful memories of first time, but because I thought of his daughter. I was the first thing she ask the moment she got home. What would she have thought finding me comfortably on her father's bed? What would we been our explanation to her?
I didn't want to complicate things for the young girl, and him too. For all of us.
As I speculated, she came home all bubbly running straight to my room after she to see me in the kitchen. I had made the right choice, and I saw how relieved
Andy was. He hadn't thought of that. They spent the rest of the evening hours , and at night, I dragged myself downstairs while they were in the kitchen. I in the ample dining area as he made dinner, and we ate together.
The three of us can make such a lovely family, my pregnant mind!!!
This beast of mine was definitely superfluously thirsty for sex. Three or four years sex had made him yearn for it so much. He made up for all that lost time , I think. I feel like a piece of his sweet cock was left stuck down there, the soreness, jeez! Angel didn't stop asking why I was not taking medicines I am sick, or why I haven't gone to the hospital. This kid though!
"Good morning." He breaks the awkward stare we are having. I don't know what was thinking about. Maybe how sweet and satisfying I was in bed? Dah!!!
"Morning. Why are you here?" I query softly.
"Checking on my baby. How are you?" He lies beside me, pecking me on the lips playing with my hair.
"I'm feeling better."
"Are you sure? I can make an excuse for Angel so you can rest. You don't have to yourself if you are not okay."
Dang! It almost slipped out of my medulla oblongata. Or maybe he fucked my too. Huh! We are going to the park.
"That's not necessarily, Andy. I am okay. A little bit tired, but I am okay." I lie, the truth is, I wish we can postpone this park thing and go tomorrow .
"Okay."
"I will dress up and go down to make breakfast." I kiss him and get out of bed, he sits on my bed, his eyes on me as I make my way to the closest. "Hey, I to change. Don't be a naughty boy." I say to him after pulling out a dress and inner wears. He stands up, but instead of walking out, he makes his way to me.
"After yesterday, you still feel shy to dress up in front of me?" He plants a soft kiss my neck, pulling the straps of my nightdress down.
"Andy?" I tremble, my dirty mind going haywire.
"Relax. I will just help you dress up. That's all." He pulls down my dress, takes the from my hands and helps me put it on. He then takes the dress and helps me it on too, and fixes it for me. The panty remains the only thing in my hand. He it and after eyeing it for a minute, he throws it back into the drawer. "You some fresh air down there."
I think my face turned blue-red.
Oh, is that so? I didn't know.
"Okay." Deep sigh.
Mental note - one, after sex, no panties.
"Have I ever told you that you are beautiful?" He asks, peering at my face. Is he fun of me right now? I have not even washed my face. I am sure I have eye and logs maybe. My hair is all messy and he thinks I am beautiful?
Nonetheless, I shake my head. I honestly don't recall him telling me that. "You are . Very beautiful." He says, looking into my eyes, and caressing my cheeks his thumbs. Oh, my! He is even smiling.
I am burning red!
"Thank you, love." I mumble.
"No. Thank you, baby."
"For what?"
"For loving this jerk effortlessly. For loving Angel and me so much. For not giving on us."
"I just want you to be happy, Andy." I say, holding on to his elbows, and soothing with my thumbs like he is doing to my cheeks.
"I will be. For my two babies. For you and my daughter, I will be happy."
I feel tears leave my eyes, and I am too late to hold them back.
This is what I have been waiting for. For him to find happiness again. For him to me. I wanted so bad to make him happy, and now that he wants to be happy me and his daughter, I will dedicate my body and soul to giving him the he so deserves. As he leans in for a kiss, I meet him halfway, and I kiss with all the strength I have in me.
He finally agreed to love me.
He is mine!
Andy is mine!
ANDY'S POV
This beautiful girl is an angel sent my way. She has strived a lot to win my love affection. Before she came into our lives, I had given up on love a long time because I was never even given a chance to experience it from the beginning.
People left me at the worst moments. My heart has been broken a thousand times. I betrayed in the worst way possible.
I had sworn never to love or trust again. My whole world revolved around my and my work. That is until I met Tania - my Ania. This beautiful girl. I I was falling for her, but I just didn't want to go down that road again.
Nonetheless, my stubbornness was not a match for hers. She never quit trying me pushing her away. She never gave up.
As my tongue dance with hers at this beautiful moment, I am giving myself solely her. I am letting go of these walls I had built around myself. I am letting them . I am letting go of my fears and insecurities. I am letting her not only into life but in my heart too. I want to love her the way she selflessly loves me. I her with my body, soul, and my daughter. I love her so much. So much than I have ever loved someone.
I did not know this kind of love exists, and now that I have tasted it, I want to live it. I want her in my arms like this always. I want to come home to her every day. She be my second baby, and my world. For her and Angel, I will face world head-on.
END OF ANDY’S POV