That night, I felt like floating.
I had no strength to push him. The nerves in the body are lifeless, which seems to be affected by how I feel.
"I don't need your mercy."
His pierced and dark eyes filtered with something I can't figure out. His jaw tightened, and he looked at me seriously. Something strange in his eyes seemed to want to say something.
"Let's talk," he said.
I close my eyes in annoyance. I had many problems, and he was already there with my problem!
"Clinton, please. We're done, I accept it. I accept that you just bet me. You don't have to feel guilty."
Because until now, I'm still in pain. I'm still in so much pain.
His jaw clenched, and he gasped.
"Let me explain. Yes, they bet about us! I'm not part of that!" He rubbed his palm and bit his lip.
"Even without that fucking bet, I will still work out a way for you to be mine! Even without that bet, I have already planned for you!" he almost shouted.
My lips quivered at what I heard, and tears rolled down my cheeks. I was shocked when he said so I couldn't process it.
What?
Eventually, I wipe away my tears.
"C-Clinton, I need to go." I was about to turn around when he pulled my wrist and cupped my cheek with both hands. My back slammed on my car, and I just realized that he had already crushed me with a passionate kiss.
"C-Clinton-" a kiss drowned out my voice. He kissed me passionately, and his hand traveled over my body.
Two reasons why I want to push him. First, we were in the basement! Someone may see us, and why is he here? I don't know! Second, I remember Jedd, Jedd's my boyfriend. I still don't want this.
My cellphone seemed to feel what I wanted to happen, so he stopped when my cell phone rang loudly. I gasped and pushed him to answer my cell phone. I turned around and answered it.
"H-Hello Jedd?" I bit my lip when I looked at Clinton. He smirked annoyingly.
"Hi! Where are you?" he asked.
I didn't feel the same way I think now with Clinton. If I'm nervous now, it's because of Clinton.
"Uh, I'll just get there. I'll text Jedd; I still have work to do. "
"Ah, is that so? All right, I'll text you. I love you, Kylie. Thanks for the chance you gave me."
I was devastated by what he said.
"Love you, Jedd."
My muscles trembled as I ended the call. I slipped my cell phone into my skirt pocket. He violently combed his hair with his finger. I saw that his eyes were red.
"You two...." his cold voice makes me shiver.
I shrugged and nodded. "Yes, so stop this." I would have turned my back on it.
"Is that what you want?" his voice was still cold in the air and full of emphasis.
I close my eyes and turn around. My tears flowed immediately without warning.
When will I end up being hurt? I have a lot of family problems. I don't seem to run out of reasons to be broken.
I couldn't help but look back at him. I don't want to see his reaction. I don't want my love for him to deepen.
"Yes, Clinton, so that's right. Find someone else. There's a lot more there. So that's right. "I whisper at the last word because of the tightness of my chest.
He took a deep breath.
"Okay, if that's what you want." I heard his footsteps away. He slid into his car and drove it fast.
Ruined and torn apart, I felt that night.
It's been a week since Jedd has been with me.
On the way home to the condo, Jedd drove me. Jeddrick Delgado is handsome and friendly. He is approachable and light to everyone. I don't know why I'm not even attracted to him. I Prefer serious, brutal moves and am very intimidated like Clinton.
Shit. Why I can't remove him from my mind?
"Are you sure you don't want to go with me?" Jedd asked as his car was parked.
I smiled. "Yeah. Girls out and girls talk, Jedd. You can't go with us."
It bit its lip. I unbuckled my seat belt when I felt his breath close to me.
He was only a few feet away from me when I looked up.
"I want to kiss you," he whispered.
Until now, there is still nothing. I can't find how I feel the same way about Clinton.
"Just kiss me," I said without emotion.
Suddenly, it grabbed my neck and crushed me with a tight kiss.
My fist clenched, and my eyes narrowed. I can't even respond. I let him kiss me.
"Shit."
His hand crawled on my thigh. I just let him. His kiss went down to my neck; I let him.
When his hand crawled up, I immediately stopped him.
"Jedd, stop." I tried not to show my annoyance.
"I'm sorry, hon."
I smiled at him to show it was okay. "It's okay, I'm going. "I hurried out of his car.
Gosh! How did I enter this situation?
In the evening, I got ready because Jenn, Nat, Alia, and I talked about going to a bar. I was the one who invited them because we became busy with our own lives, and it's also been a long time since we've unwound.
I wore a black dress that fit my body. I combed my hair and put on light makeup. I took my car to Alcobar, where we would meet.
Outside, the screams of the inside and the rock music could be heard. I saw many acquaintances and classmates. I smiled before entering. The dancers on the dance floor were immediately what I saw.
Oh, God. Many already occupied the sofa.
I saw Jen and Natalia there.
There are already four Jack n' cokes on the table and lemon juice for Natalia. A good girl, really, anytime.
"Kylie!" Jenn gasped when she saw me.
I smiled. "Kylie is my name, and getting boys is my game." I joked.
Jenn laughed. "God, I don't know about you, Kylie, like you are going to pass on being a fuck girl."
Natalia just looked at me without emotion.
"Don't pretend, Nicole. I know you."
She drank her lemon juice. All I know is that she's just brilliant; I don't know that she also knows how to read movements.
"I have a boyfriend," I said. I drank my Jack and Coke and didn't look at the other table intentionally.