I am tired of my life. I'm tired of my life! I'm tired of crying!
"Don't worry. It's still deep. I haven't loved you very much yet. We're not even married. I can still forget you and find a better man. I hope you're happy."
I immediately turned my back on him and heard the trash can crash. I know Clinton did that.
I'm tired of everything. I walked up and wiped away my tears.
"I'm so sorry for what happened then, Kylie. Athena and I were done. But I can't, Kylie; you are my love. Please give me my chance."
I looked at Jedd angrily. Two weeks have passed like a flash. In great pain, I lost my tears. In extreme pain, I became numb.
Two weeks passed, and I left my condo. Claudette was there. I was also mistaken that she was only thirteen because she said she was sixteen and in her Fourth year of High School here.
She's been an exchange student from Laybourne High in LA for one month. Mama told me to take a look. That's what I did. I don't know, but it looks like my step-sister is a prostitute, or she was just liberated.
I temporarily live with Jenn. She only goes home once because she often goes to Brandon's condo and rarely goes home.
It's also good because Jenn has a steady relationship. Back then, she went with different men and only wanted to fuck.
I gasped softly. Jedd is nice, but he's clingy! He's a good catch, too.
"Okay, I'm cool with it." I smiled wickedly.
I saw his jaw drop. "W-What?" he seemed deaf. I was suddenly bored.
I am rebelling on the dance floor in bars. Natalia and Jenn accompany me.
I know how to play with boys, but I'm getting worse now. I never saw Clinton again, for which I am grateful.
I hope he said immediately that it's just a bet, so I don't let him kiss me!
I can pretend that I'm okay! I am a good actress! Ever since I was a kid, I've been accustomed to it!
"You do not want?" I raised my eyebrow at Jedd and drank my frappe. We are at Starbucks now, just in front of the school.
He laughed. "Of course not. I want it".
I exhaustedly stood up and took my bag. "Okay! I guess you don't! Bye!"
I turned around and headed for the school parking lot. Where's my red car parked?
"Kylie!" Jedd followed me. I heard his footsteps approaching me. I accidentally looked at a car that was familiar to me, Clinton's car. He was leaning there and smoking with Damon.
I'm so out of breath. Good timing because our car is just on the other side.
When I got to my car, I leaned there and waited for Jedd.
I'll make sure Clinton will see this. I'll ensure I'm not one of those women who went crazy after he broke them!
My flag was still waving! My hymen is still intact! I don't give it up, so I have nothing to be ashamed of.
"Kylie, I can't believe it! Are we official now? Seriously? "Jedd gasped at me.
I glanced at the Clinton before me, and we were already looking at each other. Damon tapped Clinton on the shoulder.
I turned to Jedd.
"Yeah." I smiled devilishly and plunged my arms to his nape.
He immediately clung to my waist.
"Really? I can't believe this!" he bit his lips.
"You want to believe?" I pulled his necktie and pulled his body closer to me until I could feel the heat.
"Kiss me."
But he smiled later and brought his lips closer to mine. "It's a pleasure hon."
To make it easier, I pulled his neck, and we kissed. He moaned immediately.
"Shit!" Jedd sighed in the middle as we kissed. "You're mine now."
We kissed for a few more seconds. I looked for how I felt when Clinton kissed me, but nothing!
When I heard the closing of a car and the squealing, I immediately ended our kiss.
And that car has been proven to Clinton. Jedd was about to kiss me again, but I pushed him.
"Not so fast, Jedd."
"Ah! Sorry!" he scratches his nape.
"All right, I'm going home."
"I'll bring you!"
I laughed. "Don't be clingy! I don't like that."
It grinned. "Oh, okay, be careful. I'll text you."
I nodded and left. While on the trip, my mind was flying.
Suddenly, my cell phone rang, and I saw Mama call.
"Yes, ma?" my eyes are on the road while the cell phone is in my ear.
"Hija, can you please check Claudette in her condo? Her friends came, and they were having a party. I am worried!"
What the hell! Do they party in my condo?
I bit my lip in annoyance. "Okay, ma. I'll check her."
Eh, what about me, Mom?
I thought bitterly.
"Thank you. You're brilliant. Please take care of your sister."
How about me, ma?
It was as if a dagger had pierced my chest. I want to cry.
"I w-will ma." After saying that, I immediately ended the call and threw my cell phone on the dashboard.
It's okay, Kylie. They still care for you. I know that.
I tried to ease my feelings with those words.
A few moments later, I reached my condo. It's five o'clock in the afternoon so I must hurry because I'm going to cook Jenn a dish.
I took the elevator, and when I was in front of the door, I immediately opened it because I had a duplicate key.
Music on the stereo popped into my ear. My unit is not soundproof!
I saw three women who were very sexy and cheering while staring at the sofa. There were also two men laughing, and I knew they were foreigners.
"Ahh! Deeper! Deeper! Ohh! Ugh!" I heard as the guests looked on the sofa at a man plunging there and fucking my step-sister!
What the actual fuck !?
They are liberal Animals!
"Wooh! Let's get wet!" cheered off her friends.
"Oh yeah!" a woman shouted while watching my sister Claudette on the sofa. Wide open legs. While there looks like a macho gay man at his sex and shamelessly doing that in front of their friends!
What is this? Oh my goodness!
"Oh! Yeah! Yeah! Deep inside my pussy- "
I was reluctant to listen to that from my sister. In clenching my fist, I came closer to them!
"Stop the bullshit !!!!!" I shouted and turned off the stereo. I turned to Claudette, who turned white in fear. They stopped and immediately pushed the man on top of her.
I closed my eyes tightly and turned to her friends.
"This is my unit! Now, all of you get out !!"
I felt the heat rage in my system, and my vision darkened when I saw on the table the wines and a bag of marijuana.
My anger flared up, and I immediately grabbed my sister's hair as if nothing had happened; she was wearing nothing!
"Ouch! What a-are you doing ?!"
"I'm still the one you're asking? You? What did you do? Since you came, you've been drinking alcohol, and now I saw you were smoking marijuana?" I pushed her, so she fell to the floor.
She knows how to speak Tagalog because Mama speaks Tagalog at their house in Los Angeles.
"Why do you care? You're my sister! Don't let this other will know! Or else, I'll report you to Mommy!"
"Go on! Report it, and now wrap up yourself because I will return you to America!"
Her friends are gone, and we are just now inside, and she is crying now in front of me.
"I will tell this to Mom! You will regret this!" She shouted at me and ran to her room, which used to be mine.
Frustratedly, I combed the palm of my hand through my hair and almost screamed in madness!
I cannot believe this is happening. I can't think my sister is like that! I even saw four used condoms on the floor!
I cried and cried on the way to Jen's suite. Before I left, I bought my sister an online ticket back to the US.
I cannot control my sister! She's too much!
When I stopped in the basement, my cell phone rang, and I saw Mama's name.
I rolled my eyes. I got out of the car and leaned over there. I caught my phone and answered it.
"Ma."
"What the hell have you done?"
Okay! My sister has already complained, and this is what Mama will tell me. Is she still mad at me?
"Mom, I can't handle her. She'd better go home there." I hugged myself because it was night, and I was in uniform.
I can't be in my unit yet because I let the condo maintenance clean the whole unit.
"Oh my God, Kylie, but you slap her? What kind of sister are you?"
I felt pain there.
"Ma, she's always drunk! Earlier, I caught her having sex with her boyfriend while their friends were watching, and they were using marijuana with her friends, mah!" I complained.
"And now you're insulting your sister? She said she broke your TV, so you slapped her ?! You never really mattered! You never did anything right! Because of you, my future as a model was ruined! And now that's what you're doing to your sister? "
Shit.
Grandma said that Mama was very sad when she found out that she was pregnant, and she also tried to abort me. But Papa caught up with it, so it didn't happen.
I am numb to everything.
"I'm still the one you're blaming, Mama? You spread your legs willingly without using any protection! It's your fault, Mom! Why- "
"How dare you say that to me? I am your mother!" I bent down and wiped away the tears.
"Yes! You are my mother! My mom! And it bothers me that you didn't feed me! I've been looking for a mother's care all my life, but you didn't give it! All my life, Claudette is the only one you see! Mom-- "
"Shut up! Stop your dramas! You inherit from your rebellious father!!"
She ended the call. I could do nothing but lean in my car and howl.
Thank God nobody is here in the basement.
"Shit!"
I remained leaning against my car for a few seconds while silently crying. I don't want to go up to Jenn's suite first. I don't want her to see me like this; they will worry about me.
I was shocked when a shadow appeared in front of me and was very close to me.
I closed my eyes tightly and wiped my tears. He caressed my cheek.
"Stop crying, baby," his voice gave me comfort.