I feel mixed, overwhelmed by anger.
I didn't go home to my condo. Here, I stayed at Jenn's condo. I didn't want to go home because of the possibility that Clinton might go there. If ever.
Early morning of my second day here at Jenn's condo, vomiting visited me. My stomach seemed to be fidgeting, so I ran to the bathroom and vomited.
"Kylie, are you okay?" Jenn asked worriedly and rubbed my back. I was in tears from vomiting so much, and my throat seemed to be sore from vomiting that pure water came out.
I was exhausted when I leaned over the sink and took a shower.
"I feel bad, Jenn."
She took a deep breath and reached for the water. I took it and drank it.
"You're pale. I think you're pregnant."
My nervousness immediately rumbled at what Jenn said, and that nervousness seemed to flow through my veins, and I felt a strange pulse in my thigh.
Oh no.
I sighed and looked at Jenn.
"We didn't use protection. But I didn't know I would get pregnant right away. "
She pulled me into the bedroom and sat me on the bed.
"Take a bath and have breakfast. I'll go with you to the OB gym. Let's see it today. And if you want to talk to Clinton to explain. I know a way we can take Jedd and Athena with us."
I immediately shook him.
"No, he's shameless to kiss someone in front of me! If he thinks I'm going to cry and feel sorry for him, he's fucking wrong! I'll show him how much I despise him." I clenched my fist because of anger.
"That fucking Shantal, I thought, who was kind. I doubt her. Maybe she sent the pictures to Clinton! She's really into it, huh? "
I told Jenn the story of how I met Shantal. Well, I don't care anymore.
We are no longer in the Maria Clara era today. If you got my virginity? I will not sue. There are many more men there.
After breakfast, Jenn and I got dressed. I got dressed first and waited for him here on the sofa. While waiting, I looked at my cellphone, which had been dead batt for two days. I took a deep breath and turned it on so I could Facebook.
Almost consecutive messages came in, two hundred missed calls, and one hundred messages. That's all from Clinton.
My heart almost crumpled in pain, and my tears rolled down my cheeks. I didn't look at it all and deleted it immediately.
As I scrolled on Facebook, I read a tabloid about Clinton's company.
I read that stockholders and their clients allegedly withdrew their stocks in Highland Company because their CEO, Clinton, allegedly neglected them. Because of that, Clinton reportedly handed over the CEO position to his father, Rogue Montemayor.
What? Is he no longer the CEO?
I was not on my own when we went to the hospital. I am so thankful to Jenn that she didn't let me down. I also don't want to bother Nathalia because she's pregnant.
"Kylie, Jedd is with us. He's waiting for us at the hospital."
My forehead furrowed, and I turned to Jenn, who was driving. "Why?"
"I'm sorry. But I think you need to talk to Clinton."
"What the fuck! What are you thinking, Jenn?!" I punched and tweaked my hair. "I don't want to talk to him! He hurt my face to face!"
Jenn bit her lip so hard.
"I'm sorry, okay? But I'm doing this for you, and I already called Clinton. Just talk to him. You won't talk to him again, will you?"
There was a small queue to enter the clinic. We also saw Jedd lurking there. He was patient with what he did, but I knew he was innocent. It is said that Athena was not with him because she was also tricky during her pregnancy.
Jenn accompanied me inside. I lay down on a small bed. And I lifted my dress.
"Wait." I count restraint.
"Miss Hernandez, when are we going to lift you to put gel on your thighs and find out if you're pregnant."
Jenn held my hand. I close my eyes with so much nervousness.
When the gel was put on my stomach, they put something in there. Suddenly, something circular appeared on the 3D TV next to us, and we heard a heartbeat.
My eyes widened, and I tightened the grip on Jenn's hand that covered her mouth in panic.
"There Miss Hernandez. You're one month and three weeks pregnant! See that tiny thing? That's your baby." said the OB.
My tears rolled down my cheeks. I don't know how I feel. I have fun, but I can't help but be scared. Can I do that?
"J-Jenn." my tears flowed. I couldn't help but listen to the heartbeat from my stomach.
"Shhh, I'm here. You can do that." she comforted me.
I almost floated out of our show. I'm holding a copy of the 3D picture of my baby.
I can't believe what's happening. I don't know how to tell my parents. I haven't graduated yet! Fuck!
Jedd and I went out together. I don't know what Jenn planned for me.
"Clinton is here," Jenn whispered. I looked up. My chest throbbed when I saw him leaning into his new car. He was wearing a white T-shirt and black pants. His hand was tucked in two pockets. He bowed, but when he felt our presence, he looked up.
He almost cracked his t-shirt because of his biceps and abs.
It was only then that I noticed the bruise on his face. On the side of the eye and the lip. He also has a bandage on his fist. God. What did he do?
I averted my gaze as I could not bear his gaze.
"I don't want to talk to him," I said nothing and immediately headed to our car.
But before I could open it, he pulled my arm. I couldn't take my hand out and slapped him. Jedd and Jenn came to my side.
"Kylie." Jenn scolded.
But I didn't look at her because I just stared at Clinton.
"Why are you here?"
He looked at me seriously and pate at Jedd.
"Why is he here?" Instead, he asked me.
I scoffed mockingly.
"What do you care? Did Shantal's face look like your first love, and I'm your toy now? Sorry, huh? I know nothing about you now, so don't talk to me! "
His veins flexed. Suppresses anger. "Let's talk. Alone."
I raised an eyebrow and folded my arms. I even saw how he stared at my cleavage.
I want to slap him again!
"Clinton, we are done. We don't have anything to talk about. Because by the time your lips touched Shantal's lips, that's it... We're done."
"We're not done yet, Nicole. Let's talk!" he pulled my hand, so I almost fell.
"Shit Clinton! Slow down! She's pregnant!" Jenn exclaimed suddenly.
I almost cover my ears in annoyance. Clinton seemed stunned by what she heard.
His mouth tightened, and he pulled me away.
"Which father? Is he huh?" he pointed at Jedd.
I was shocked by his accusation.
"You're so stupid!" Before I could react, Jedd punched Clinton. Clinton barely backed away and just tilted his face.
He laughed, and the wound on his lip bled again. He immediately yelled at Jedd, and his body almost lifted.
"Don't you ever touch Kylie? Do you understand?" irritated Clinton said, and I saw how his hand twisted in force.
"That's enough! That's enough!" Jenn stopped them while I was hardly able to move.
Clinton suddenly let Jedd go and looked at me.
He stepped closer to me, but I stepped back and shook.
"Please don't come near me."
my voice was rasping because I wanted to cry.
"Let's fix this. We need to talk. I'm almost crazy about you, and I'm sorry, Nicole. I am mad. I'm at the point where even if you hurt me a few more times, I won't be angry anymore. Come back to me. "He said hoarsely to me and stroked my cheek.
"Every day, I'm in your condo and waiting for you to apologize." He immediately buried his face in my neck.
"Hurt me. Just don't stay away, please .."
My tears flowed, but I tried to stay strong.
"Good to hear, but I'm not stupid to give you a chance. Does it hurt? That's just the beginning. Because you judged me so quickly and didn't give me time to explain, I won't give you a chance to be a father to my child either. "I told him emphatically.
"You can't do that." his jaw clenched.
I raised my eyebrow.
"By no means will you never see me again? There,"
I gave the 3D copy of our baby.
"Hide it. Because that's all you can hold, my baby."
"Try then if you can escape me, Nicole. Anywhere else on the continent, you hide. I will still look for you. So don't try. "
I'm so disgusted with him. I squatted down to reach his ear and whispered.
"Fuck you."