*Jade's pnt. of view*
After a while our laughter died down, and we were both soon drowned in our own personal bubble and thoughts.
My thoughts quickly drifted to Dean and my family. I don't know for exactly how long I was asleep, but I'm pretty sure an hour should be up by now, since that's how long Lucas ordered for his men to hold the people hostage.
God I hope they're alright.
Tears suddenly welled up on my eyes, as images of my family crying flashed before me, but I quickly shook them away and instead looked over at Lucas, who seem buried in his thoughts.
*Lucas's pnt of view*
Her moaning resonated in mind even minutes after she's woken up...
I was looking down at Jade laying on my knee after I sorta knocked her out, and soon she was once again conscious but asleep.
Her soft skin was highlighted by every sunbeam that shone through the car window, and soon she relaxed her position on my body.
She looked like an angel, breathing softly, dreaming about God knows what.
Looking down at Jade I realized appearance-wise Jade resembles Marley, but in any other aspect I don't know Jade as I know Marley.
I am not sure what her true colors are, but I'm willing to find out. Maybe I don't want Jade just cause she reminds me of Marley.
Yes she looks like Marley, but that's not the reason why I want her. No. Call me selfish, but I think the reason I want her is because I need her.
There is a hole in my heart that was made by Marley's death, and once I laid eyes on Jade, I didn't care about who she was, I just knew that I would have her be the one to fill that hole.
I may have stripped her from her family, but as a man with a heart that suffered seeing his loved one being tortured and kill, I am desperate for love.
I am desperate to feel what I used to feel, I wanna feel the fireworks, I wanna feel what people feel in the stories, or what is portrayed in the movies all the time.
I've tried dating other women, but I soon became this overprotective maniac, always looking over my shoulder, taking over these girls' lives, but that only caused them to be freaked out by me, so dating was no longer an option.
But it wasn't my fault, whenever I got attached to a girl, I felt as though he would take her away from me, and so all I did was to protect them, but it also meant I was terrorizing them.
The saddest part of all this is that I couldn't actually tell them why I was being overprotective.
I mean how does me saying "so babe there's this maniac after me who killed my first wife, and since we're close he might be coming for you too, so you know just watching your back." Sound?
Yeah, not good.
I realized Marley's death changed who I was. And there was no way I was gonna go back to being as naïve as I was.
My thoughts were cleared when Jade suddenly stirred in her sleep, and the faintest sound escaped her lips.
I payed no mind to her, although her unconscious actions piqued my curiosity.
Soon again, another sound escaped her. Except this time it was louder, clearer, and most definitely sexual.
She was moaning.
Soon followed another moan, but this time instead of just as sound I heard "Lucas."
I didn't want to believe it, maybe it was just my mind playing a trick on me, but once she moaned my name again and rolled her head to the side, I knew it was for real.
Her hand suddenly tightened on my jacket, her actions stirring my lust deep within.
I knew she was having a dream, by the sound of it, some type of fantasy, and as much as I enjoy hearing her pleasing sounds, I'd have to wake her up.
She once again pulled in my Jacket moaning my name, and then biting her bottom lip, and I would be lying if I said my dick didn't jolt to life.
This couldn't go on, I need to stay in control.
Something deep within was urging me on to kiss her, wake get up, rip off the dress, fuck her senseless, and make her dream a reality, but I'd have to be patient.
One thing I wouldn't do is take advantage of her. No matter how turned on I am, or how many cold showers I take, I will wait patiently for Jade's consent before getting involved with her sexually.
That is one rule I will never break.
A rapist sickens me. Yes, I admit I may be rough at times, but forcing myself on a woman is one line I will never cross, even if my life depended on it.
So without wasting any more time, I shook her, opening my mouth to say something, but I stopped in my tracks when she whispered dreamily "take me."
Another jolt traveled straight to my dick, causing it to strain painfully against my pants.
Oh this has to stop.
I once again opened my mouth, and this time I said "not yet Jade."
"Huh?" She moaned still in her dreaming state.
"Wake up Jade." I said in a funny tone, trying my best not to laugh.
"What?" She asked, opening and closing slightly.
"Wake up." I said a bit softer, as she slowly started coming back to reality, and when her eyes opened wide, I knew she finally came to her senses and knew exactly what was happening.
She woke up, jolting from her current position, but she was too quick, and I didn't have enough time to move away and her forehead came in harsh impact with my own.
But that didn't stop her from moving, that didn't even slow her down. She pushed herself away from me, and I wondered if she even felt the impact of the unexpected headbutt, or whether her current attire was making it difficult for her to move.
Either way, she managed to push herself as far away from me as possible.
"What happened?" I asked, looking at her frantically, playing along to see how she would act towards me, due to our current situation.
"Stop! Just don't talk to me, and stay away from me." She snapped.
"What the-" I was actually taken aback.
"Just shut up! Okay? Shut up!" She cut me off.
Well shit, looks like I have a long way to go. I mean I didn't expect her to just open up to me about her dream, but then again maybe I did.
I don't know.
It was stupid of me to think that she would be at ease with me already, I mean I literally just took her away from her family.
But I need this break, I need something, someone to fill the void in my heart, and I know Jade is capable to love anything, even the monster I've turned myself out to be towards her.
My mind started drifting towards memories of Marley, and to clear the hideous pictures of her dead body from my mind I spoke up to her and said "did you know that you talk, and moan in your sleep?"
"Yeah." She answered me.
Woah! Did she just said yes so casually? Huh, that's surprising.
But I guess I spoke too soon because I guess she processed what I said because she quickly turned to face me, and she blurted out "Wait! WHAAAAAAAAAT?!"
"You heard me." I said feeling a smirk take place on my lips, which I knew affected her a lot, because whenever I smirk her eyes widen just a little, then her expression was replaced with a look as though she wanted to punch the shit out of me.
"What did you hear?" She asked me, carefully I might add.
" oh I heard enough." I said, the smirk still plastered on my face.
" W-well um.. Fuck you!" She said as a comeback.
"I know you want to, and I don't mind. Whenever you're ready." I winked, my smirk growing into a seductive smile, taking the opportunity to tease her, and reduce the tension between us.
She looked away muttering "Oh God." As a blush settled on her face, and I couldn't help the laughter that erupted from me, but I was surprised however when she started laughing along.