Angela frowned and pulled away. “That’s nonsense, you can’t change for me, I loved you for you, that’s all that matters”. She replied, turning back to washing the dishes. There was a long awkward silence afterwards. Finally, he spoke, “You love me? You don’t even know me, Angela”. That statement made her freeze. She paused, her heart racing. “I want to know…” Then she heard the sound of a door slammed shut, it was Antonio, he went out of the kitchen. Angela sighed heavily. “I had my chance to get him to open up, and I was so nervous around him”. “You love me? You don’t even know me, Angela”. Antonio’s words rang in her head. “She quickly dried her hands on the kitchen towel and rushed out the kitchen. The living room was empty, no sign of Antonio. She rushed out of their apartment, but he was nowhere to be seen. “He left?” Angela muttered to herself sadly. “Did I hurt his feelings unknowingly, I only said I don’t need him to change to anybody”. She told herself and walked back into the house. She walked in the room, and took her phone, his phone wasn’t available, and the voicemail asked her to leave a message. ”Dealing with him will not be easy, I know, I just don’t understand why I am missing him already…since when have I developed such a strong bond with him”. She sighed and dropped on her couch… With her eyes closed, she tried fighting back her tears. Antonio’s kiss on her neck lingered, and the hands he wrapped around her waist seemed to be there even without his presence. “What am I suddenly…feeling this way….”. She opened her eyes and exhaled hotly. She could feel the wetness overflowing and her clits drumming and kicking for a touch. “Not now, this…this…is bad…should I?” She sat up and looked down. “I have to keep myself busy and my mind away from any erotic thoughts”. She walked to her small bookshelf and found a novel by a talented writer, CAROLUCHY. Unfortunately, it was an erotica novel. Doris gave it to her as a birthday gift years ago, and she never opened it, the deceit there is the title didn’t hint on the nature of the novel. “Hmm mm”. Angela bit her lips, her thighs, trying to stop the throbbing in between her legs. “I guess I will just use this just once”. She laid down on her couch and started reading the novel. She went through the first page and covered her mouth in awe. “No way! This is literally porn, how can Doris give me this as a gift, Doris!” She gasped in embarrassment. “This will not be good”. She bit her lips. “But what can I do? I am super horny, it keeps throbbing and won’t stop, I am soaked, and I can’t believe how much I wished he had stayed”. She sighed sadly. Her heart raced as she tried to reconsider. However, she gave up and parted her legs a little. Slowly she pulled her thong, and kick it off her feet gently. Her breath fastened. “Okay…just this once…”. She breathed hotly and slowly slide her hand in between her leg. Then she started reading the book slowly. She ran her index and middle finger up and either side of her swollen clit, teasing and hardening the clit even more with each stroke. “Mmmmm”. When licked her lower lips. And continued reading again, but she ended closing her eyes and imagining Antonio in front of her watching her masturbate with that smirk on his as always. The thought of him, doubled her sexual urge. “What has he done to me, I feel so dirty doing this!” She dropped the novel on her tummy and groped her breasts with one hand. Inserting a finger into her warm heat, she started to slide them upwards and furiously attacked her swollen and hard clit. Pulling the skin back, covering the most sensitive part of it. “Antonio…AAAAA…AAAA”. A loud moan escaped her lips as she was reaching her climax. She rubbed furiously side to side, getting hotter by the second with intense pressure from the thumb. Her hand moved faster and faster across her clit that her legs began to shake and quiver as my explosion drew nearer and nearer. She threw her head back and rose to fasten her strokes to her satisfaction, crying in pleasure and her shoulder jerking. Legs stretched and toes curled tightly. Just then a knock sounded on the front door and the door opened. “Oh no!” She gasped out.