Olivia Blake
“You will not!” Caleb's shout hit me like a freight train, making me stumble away from him. “If you run, they will find you and they will kill you! Are you that stubborn to sacrifice yourself to them?”
I lifted my hand to slap him across the face but his grip came out of nowhere, taking my wrist to yield me. His dark stare grew darker as he stepped in, so close I could taste his blood curdling rage.
“You'll do as I say, Olivia, and since I can't trust you anymore, you will be guarded twenty-four seven by patrol members.” He let me go and turned to leave the room. “I hope you understand you've done this to yourself.”
“So, what? Now I'm your prisoner?” I spat.
He stopped at the door and his cheek turned just enough to address me. “Better my prisoner than Jackson's.” As he opened the door, I ran for it, slamming my fists into the wood as he shut and locked it from the other side.
“I hate you!” I screamed at him. Though the blinding rage didn't let up, my limbs did and I slipped to the carpet in tears.
My life had come to this. The exact thing I had feared becoming an Alpha's mate had transpired. It was my own fault. I had been given more than enough chances to reject him and now, the pup inside me would pay the price for it. It made my blood boil and as much as I wished to run and never come back – he would always be there to stop and control me.
I put a hand to my belly and shut my eyes, feeling the tiny thing inside me move. It's innocent life had no choice in the situation it was born. I had no plan now that Caleb had put me under watch and not even an hour later, came the knock at the door to remind me.
It was unlocked by Johnathan and the Beta popped his head in. “Liv?”
I got up from the bed slowly, sure my face was a blotchy mess of tears.
Caleb's Beta showed no interest in my appearance though. “I've come to tell you, the guards are outside in the hall. For your protection.”
I smiled at him. “For my protection or hostage situation?”
He sighed. “It's for the best, Liv. these outside wolves are crazy. That makes them dangerous and unpredictable.”
“So, you agree with Caleb?”
“I agree you need the protection.” John went to leave. “If you need anything, your door is unlocked, just ask the guards.”
“Right.” I rolled my eyes. “Thanks...”
I covered myself in the blankets and stayed silent in my worries. The hours passed and with it, nightfall. The maids continued to come and go, trying to feed and dress me in proper clothes. The weak knock at the door wasn't worth me answering this time... they would enter either way.
“Olivia?” It was Lara's voice and I sat up in the bedding, adjusting the strap of my summer dress. She walked in, closing the door just enough to block any view of us from the guards in the hall – I could hear them talking about sports. “Caleb's allowed me to bring you some soup. He said you're refusing food.”
I stared at her. “I don't want to eat.”
“You need to, for the pup.” She placed the tray to the side table. “Please.”
I glanced at the digital clock for the first time. Nine o'clock at night. “No.”
“Olivia...” She sat to the bed with a hush in her voice. “He told me you planned to escape with me. Why did you tell him?”
I shook my head. “I didn't mean to, it just came out.”
Lara swallowed and leaned in close to me. “I can't stay long... but in order for us to get away, you need to get these guards removed.”
“How do you expect me to do that!” I snapped. The door was tapped open and a guard peered in at us.
“Shh... here, have some soup.” Lara grabbed the bowl and stirred it, handing it off me.
The guard stepped back and Lara leaned it.
“I have lied to him and said we have not spoke at all about escaping together. In order to protect the pup, I suggest you use whatever power you have left over Caleb and rectify the situation.”
I looked down the soup. “I have no power...”
“You do.” Lara insisted. “But arguing with him will only make it worse. Use what controls his heart... I know you have that.”
I stared at her. “He doesn't love me.”
“Yes, he does.” Lara stood. “We're running out of time, Jackson will come soon and I don't want to be here for that. I need to go for now. Use what you own.”
“Lara....” I swallowed from what I was about to ask.
She paused and waited for me to continue.
“How did you ever make up for making him angry?”
Lara swallowed. “I.... sucked his cock and did it well.”
I stared at her and she left me in a hurry. As soon as the door shut I started to eat the soup. my brain starting to fire a plan of action and the longer I sat in silence with the food, the more my brain processed Lara's advice. I had been stupid and belligerent, while taking away Caleb's trust in me. I really had done this to myself.
I finished the food and slid the bowl to my nightstand. I knew what I had to do. I put away the suitcase I'd thrown at him and the clothes I had packed. I cleaned the bathroom up and made the bed. Lit a few candles around the room and then I waited for him to return...
After three hours and watching the digital clock flip to midnight, the bedroom door opened. I sat up from where I'd been curled on my side. “Hi....”
He gave me a glance and strode across the room to his dresser. The sound of his belt looseningand pulled from the loops on his pants etched into the silence around us.
I got off the bed and secured the fuzzy robe I wore around my belly. “Caleb?”
He stripped his shirt next and chucked it in the near laundry bin.
I was right behind him- able to reach out and touch him, yet I didn't. “I'm sorry.”
The zipper on his pants let off and he removed his slacks, also throwing those aside to the correct location.
“I was just angry.”
He walked to his dresser in his briefs and chucked his cell phone down on the nightstand. His eyes then lifted to the made bed and soon, the orderly room.
My heart skipped when I saw him notice that, and I hurried to stand beside him again. I touched his bare chest and he looked down at me. “I've disrespected you.”
He creased his brow as I dropped my robe to the ground, revealing my naked form to him.
“I deserve to have my mouth fucked, don't I?” I fell to my knees and knotted my fingers together behind my back to show him how serious I was. My nose nudged against his cock and I kissed him through his underwear. my teeth nibbling at the fabric.
He took my chin and pushed me back, studying my face for what I felt was weakness or lies. All the while his heart had started to pound wild in his chest.
“Fuck my mouth, Alpha.” I popped my cherry red lips together that I had doused in lipstick hours before.
“Beg me,” he ordered.
My heart pounded. “Please...” I bit my lip and pushed my nose back against his growing erection. “Give it to me.”
“Give you what?”
“This.” I bit through the sport material, taking his erection through it and sucking.
He growled. “Only good girls deserve my cock.”
“I know I'm bad. I want you to fuck my mouth...” I slurred, while soaking his briefs with my tongue. “My disrespectful little mouth and make me your good girl again.”
He grabbed my chin and pushed me back, removing himself from his underwear. “You don't get my cock, you get my balls all over your pretty face.” He directed my head at such an angle I had to take his balls- permeated from the sweat of his day- and forced them to my mouth.
“Suck on them.”
I opened my mouth and took them. as much as I shouldn't have enjoyed it, I fucking loved his scent that was sometimes blatant stench. I loved how the hair along his legs scratched at my face and the view of him stroking his cock above me looked.
He groaned as I started to do a good job.
My tongue rolled each of his testicles between my hot lips. I felt myself soaking my underwear and the more I got invested, the more the cotton moved against my clit. I rocked to feel it and when it wasn't enough, I unlocked my fingers and reached to touch myself.
He noticed through and leaned over to spank my ass.
I grew hungry when the sting made my asscheek burn and I grabbed his cock between my lips to bury it in my throat as a distraction.
He chuckled and took the back of my head to send his cock deep into my throat. “You were so disrespectful. You made me so angry.”
My eyes watered from his large erection being shoved in and out.
“But I love you...” He growled at me as we stared at each other and he fucked my throat. “I love every bit of you!”
He ripped his cock from between my suctioned lips and sat to the bed, catching his breath.
I waited on my knees as he rubbed his forehead, then crawled between his knees. When we met each other's gaze, I felt my stomach flip. I hated that he loved me this much. it made leaving him that much harder.
“Olivia....” He took my face in a gentle grip.
I lifted my hands to his knees and pushed myself into his lap to kiss him.
He pulled me in close, allowing me to straddle him and put his cock inside me where it belonged. His lips trailed down my neck, onto his mark and he sucked there for a while, giving me a hickey as I rocked in his arms.
Tears stung my face. I didn't understand Alphas. I had no clue how to deal with them or be around them. It felt daunting to even comprehend how to be a Luna- let alone Caleb Wyler's Luna.
He held me closer, moving us so I stayed on top while he rested his back against the headboard. That is where we sat, fucking slowly while he kissed and loved on me.
What a fucking shit hole situation I had dug myself into....
Every time I may have broke into tears, I'd kiss him and tangle my tongue with his. He'd groan and slow my hips, playing with me and soon, I'd smile. He'd whisper to me and I'd melt, wanting to cry all over again.
I couldn't understand the game life was trying to play with us...
He pulled me closer and rocked me deeper this time. I knew what that meant and rocked harder, letting my belly hit his abdomen to help finish him off. I watched him shut his eyes as I ran a hand through his dark hair.
Caleb should have never been part of my game.
“My Luna...” He groaned, stopping my hips to fill me with his release. “You're a good girl.”
But I wasn't and he would soon come to realize it.
I went limp against his bare chest as he recovered, holding me and nuzzling my neck. When I went to clean up, he held on to me.
“I'm a mess...”
He rolled with me into the bed and covered us up. “I'll clean you.”
My heart thumped when he ducked under the covers to eat me out and all the cum he'd just put inside me. I buried my head in the fluffy quilts as he made me quiver.
I moaned into the bed. I didn't deserve this attention, given my plan of action, and he was making it harder on my heart.
My eyes rolled back as he licked at the right spot and my hand reached blindly to grab a fistful of his hair. I held him to me as I convulsed from the waves of euphoria.
He was smiling when he uncovered my face. “You're so easy to orgasm this pregnant.”
I couldn't help my smile.
“Let's go take a shower.” He uncovered us both and took my hand to lead me to the bathroom. I watched my reflection disappear as the hot shower steamed the mirrors and he led me under the water. I let him access most of the water as he quickly soaped himself up and washed.
“I'll remove the guards from outside the room but they will be outside the house. We need our home secure.”
I swallowed while staring at the wall as he brought a soapy loofa to my body. He drew lines across my back and belly with my favourite smelling shower gel.
“Thank you.” I turned toward him and he nodded, moving against me in a gentle way.
He cupped my face. “You trust me.”
I tried not to wince and instead nodded for him. “I do.”
“Good.” He kissed me and stepped back. “I'll get the bed ready for you. Do you want a hot water bottle?”
A small smile crossed my lips and I nodded at him. He closed the shower with the promise of the comfort item and I stood there, wishing the water falling around me would also wash away my life.