"Celiza?"
"Hey!
"Hey, Celiza ?!"
"Celiza!"
"Ha?!" I was shocked to hear the loud shout.
"Why are you there, Celiza?" I didn't realize that Bea was in front of me.
"Huh? What?" I said.
I saw my belongings scattered on the wooden table so I quickly arranged them and put them in my bag.
My belongings were scattered and I was an idiot before.
"Don't fool me, bitch, I'm not blind." Sarcastically, she said.
I couldn’t continue to think of my notebook inside the bag because he blocked his hand there. I looked up at him now with his right eyebrow raised.
"What if I'm stunned now? What's the issue?" I innocently asked her.
"There's something you're not saying to me! Your acting weird the whole day, Celiza! We've been bitches, for years and I know you inside and out! Even the depths of your dark conscience I know! That's why I know if you're not saying or hiding something from me. " It says so directly.
How can I say this to her?
No one should know and he shouldn’t know about Magnus being a nerd. He can't make me out to be a nerd because I'm sure he'll think differently of me.
I could have told him but I knew this was a question and my story really needed to be detailed until he got the answer he wanted.
When that happens, he will know that I am asking for a replacement from Magnus to get high grades.
"You're just overthinking things, Bea. It's only natural to be stunned." I removed her hand from my notebook to put it in the bag.
Annoyingly, I was currently distracting myself from thinking about everything related to Magnus because of what happened and now it will ask why I was stunned.
I write what and anything here in the notebook, everything is completely meaningless because my mind flew. It is quite quiet here in the school park, wide and with many wooden tables with attractive chairs.
"That's five more today, Celiza. It's 1pm in the afternoon!" She hysterically told me that it seemed wrong to faint five times in the afternoon in the morning.
How could I not be stunned, I could not forget what Magnus did.
Will you kiss me!
He seems to have learned! Tsk. So I don't need to.
That incident was like a scenario in a movie that never left my mind.
Since that day I have hardly been able to eat and sleep properly.
The words that came out of his mouth I heard over and over in my mind as if it were a broken record.
"Can you not--" I didn't finish what I was about to say because I saw Magnus in the distance, it was behind Bea.
My eyes widened when I saw him there, I slowly swallowed and this again, the beginning of his voice playing in my mind, as well as the appearance of the image of him kissing me in my mind.
"Hey! Bitch!" My attention was caught when Bea shouted at me. I turned to him because of that.
"Come on, let's eat? I'm just really hungry so maybe I'm stupid." I was there, I tried to smile so as not to notice my confusion when I saw Magnus around.
His right eyebrow was raised. His gaze remained on me, seemingly analyzing whether what I was saying was true.
I stared at it again. My forehead furrowed as my gaze landed on its companion.
That nerd! What the heck is wrong with him?
"Fine," she insists on answering me. She opened the bag and searched for something while I was arranging my belongings.
Why are those two together again?
Is he applying my lesson to her ?!
Is that why he doesn't want to? Maybe he's the one teaching Magnus?
I shrugged my head, impossible.
Bwiset! Is that really ugly?
I just laughed. Even when really, he has no taste.
"Bitch are you okay?"
I took a deep breath before looking back at Bea.
"Of course."
"Are you sure? It's as if you want to hurt the way you look."
"What do I look like?"
"Bitch you're blushing! Your veins are showing and you close your fist. Who are you looking at?"
"Nothing," I said and glanced at them. They're both laughing and the nerd girl is touchy with him. "It's just nothing."
I rolled my eyes.
Pathetic.
What can he dig into Magnus' arm, nothing but bones.
He's just up to the bone.
Magnus didn't even bother, he wasn't even reprimanded.
Why am I thinking this?
What now if Magnus doesn't want to teach anymore? You're done with her, Celiza.
What if they were with that ugly woman?
Edi they will be the same, Fu*k them!