The black Ferrari stopped at the gate of the pharmacy and attracted a lot of attention immediately.
Lita grabbed her handbag, stumbled out of the sports car, and ran to the pharmacy.
Alex's eyes followed the woman's back and fell on the big advertisement in front of the window. "Love without worry!"
A luxurious sports car, a messy young woman she bought soon formed a story that the people around could gossip for a long time.
When Lita turned and left, she heard whispers of the shop assistants. In their eyes, without a doubt, the young woman was materialistic, she got into the car of a rich man and then got into his bed.
The box of medicine for post- coital contraception had already explained everything.
Lita was a little embarrassed, but held her chin up. Her body belonged to her alone, so she could make the decision for herself. However, she could only taste the bitterness
in her heart alone.
Lita didn't regret giving her virginity to Alex.
But that didn't mean it was right.
She was Ethan's wife, but she had done something unfaithful to him. This was a mistake.
Since she had done something wrong, she had to fix it. She bought this to fix the mistake.
Alex caught a glimpse of what she was holding when she got into the car. Lita stuffed the purse and the pack of thing into her handbag quickly. She didn't care if he had seen it. It might be well to remind him that he contributed something to the mistake.
"You don't want to give birth to a baby for me?" Alex took a long glance at Lita and asked in a deep voice. His big and clear hands on the steering wheel turned pale because he gripped it with too much strength.
The man's question was heavy. When it reached her ears, it was like a knife stabbed in her heart.
"Do you think that I'm suitable to give birth to a child for you?" she asked instead. Her raised eyebrows showed her calmness and senses after passion.
Alex went silent for a few seconds. He raised the corners of his mouth and snorted, "No, you're not suitable!"
The Ferrari started again and sped in the direction of Selmy family.
The window was suddenly opened by this violent man, and the strong wind blew fiercely against Lita's cheeks. It was so cold that she almost couldn't breathe. Lita tried her best to protect her mouth and nose, but her face feeling like being cutting by a blade, which was so painful.
She didn't know why he suddenly opened the window and let the bone-chilling strong wind blow on her.
Was he punishing her, Lita thought. 'I do deserve the punishment for being unfaithful to Ethan.'
Lita loosened her hands and let her cheeks welcome the freezing wind...
As a result, tears could not be hold in her eyes anymore. They flew down freely.
About ten minutes later, Alex closed the window. In fact, when he punished Lita, he was also punishing himself.
Outside the yard of Selmy family, the black Ferrari stopped abruptly. After Lita came out of the car, the sports car backed off and then turned around and hurtled towards the gate of the community. In an instant, it disappeared from the sight of Lita.
Lita watched the car speeding away silently. She was overwhelmed by all kinds of feelings surged up in her heart.
Guilt? Self-blaming? Disappointment? It was a mistake! An immoral mistake. Of course, she was feeling guilty.
She felt guilty for her husband Ethan.
She stood still in the courtyard for a long time. She couldn't collect her to face Ethan. She felt ashamed for cheating on Ethan, especially when he was disabled by the fire. And to make things worse, the person whom she had an affair with was his younger brother.
Lita thought that she should be put into a cage and be thrown into the river like the women being punished for their unfaithfulness in ancient time.
"Mrs. Selmy, you're back so soon." Alice came out and greeted her excitedly.
She should have heard the engine sound of Alex's sports car. "Where is Mr. Alex? Why did he leave again? I've just cooked some ox tail soup for him. Why wouldn't he come in and have some?"
Lita was surprised that Alice didn't ask where she had been for a day and a night. Instead, she looked very excited, as if there was a big event ahead. What was even more strange was that she stole a look at Lita's belly once after a while.
"Mrs. Selmy, try this matsutake and chicken soup. You are too skinny. You should drink two bowls of this every day."
Alice had just learned the great success of the human producing plan. She was both happy and distressed. Somehow she felt Ethan's plan wasn't very appropriate, but she had to admit that that was the fastest way to get the offspring of Selmy family.
"Alice, I...I'm not hungry. I...I'm going back to my room to rest." Lita couldn't drink the soup. She took a bottle of mineral water and hurriedly fled back to her room.
In the guest room, Lita stared at the mineral water bottle in her hand and was lost in thought. She tried to avoid it, but in the end, what should not happen still happened between them. The only thing that she was glad about was that she gave herself to him voluntarily and willingly.
'Oh my god, what on earth had I done? Alex is my husband's brother.'
Full of self-reproach and under moral pressure, Lita quickly took out the box from her handbag and swallowed a pill with the mineral water.
"Mrs. Selmy, the matsutake and chicken soup has to be eaten while it's hot. It won't taste good if it gets cold." Alice brought the soup and chased her to the guest room.
Lita was startled and hurriedly shoved the box into the drawer. Of course, she didn't want Alice to know what had happened between her and Alex. For the Selmy family, it was a shameful thing! It would ruin the reputation of the family.
"Alice, thank you, put it there. I'll take the bowl out myself after I finish it." Lita knew that if she didn't drink it, Alice wouldn't give up persuading her.
"Oh, okay." Alice put down the bowl, but her eyes kept staring at the drawer. She did not see clearly what Lita shoved into the drawer, but vaguely she felt that it was a box of medicine.
Her body had already been washed in the warm water. Every inch of her skin had been seen, touched, and even kissed by the man.
Especially her neck, which had been bitten, licked, and sucked by men...It now looked terrible.
Lita wanted to use a hot towel relieve the bruise, but when the fabric of the towel touched the bruise, she felt pain; In the part of her body where she was too shy to look at, there was burning pain. It wasn't so unbearable but she couldn't ignore it.
That kind of pain could not be relieved.
Lita then realized that she had already changed from a girl into a woman, just two hours ago, under the body of the man named Alex.
In addition to her deep guilt for Ethan, there was a tinge of imperceptible gratification in her heart: At least, she had given her first time and her most precious thing to the man she liked!
Even though he was the man she couldn't love, she would never regret.