My mind went numb and I let it play with this man with my lips as per his liking.
He sucked my upper lips and then nibbled my lower and in no time, he entered my mouth while his lips started sucking my tongue.
This feeling was very overwhelming for me.
He left my lips and winched loudly and I took a deep breath and took a few more moments to understand what was happening.
I look up and push back my body and sit back straight and look at him while tilting my head.
He was taking a few deep breaths while his face had some painful expression. I followed his other hand and noticed he was holding his heart and guilt rushed back and so did the panic, thinking I hurt him again.
"I..i am sorry." I don't know what else to say and I just touched his hand which was touching her heart.
"It wasn't your fault baby." He spoke with great difficulty and I know I have hurt him badly.
Tears pool back while I choose to stay mum.
He took a few more breaths with closed eyes and after some time he opened and looked at me finally.
"Baby I am fine." He left his heart and touched mine.
I again choose to stay mum but not my tears. They spoke. They spoke everything I wanted to Conway and I know the man in front of me does not need my word. My expression of my tears is enough for him to know what I am feeling.
Taking my hand, he kept it above his heart. It was beating faster than it needed to be.
"Can you feel this? He asked and I stayed mum again but not my tears.
"This is for you. And I can take not only one but millions of bullets for you." He spoke understanding my guilt.
"This only stops beating when you will stop loving me and I don't think it will happen any time soon. Hmm?" He wiggled his eyebrow and his lips twitched a little.
"Or are you planning to leave me again?" He asked jokingly and the mare control I had on me broke and I started crying like a baby.
"What happened?" I heard some nice things but I care not. I cried and cried.
My eyes were stuck on him while he never left mine. There was a communication that only we can understand.
I was broken and my action held an apology while he had forgiven me long back.
"Come here." He whispered but I heard it.
I bend my body down while he embraces me with one hand.
His Smell hit my nostril and I felt calm all of sudden.
I felt peace in his arms.
My anxious heart felt relieved.
My rigid muscles relax instead the moment I felt his magical touch.
"Dude my virgin eyes can't see PDA." I heard someone speak and when I concentrated on the voice, Nathan it was Nathan.
"I broke the hug carefully and I don't know why but I blush though we haven't done anything inappropriate.
"You are anything but a virgin." Sam spoke and I looked back at them.
Eric, Sam, and Nathan were standing.
"Of course, who knows better than you." He smirks, shamelessly and Eric was all ready to punch him hard.
I bit my lips to suppress my giggle.
"Keep away your PDA when I am around." Eric spoke irritatingly.
I notice Sam got embarrassed while Nathan doesn't care at all.
I again look back at the man I love. He was smirking as if nothing had happened.
"Well, honestly, I thought finally I got to get rid of you. Till yesterday night I was hoping for the same but again you disappoint me by waking up and when I heard Sarah's cry, I thought finally you are dead but look at my bed luck." Eric spoke dramatically but I know he was joking however if someone doesn't know him, they think he is dead serious.
'Hold on. Yesterday night? What did he mean yesterday night' I looked down and my horses started running?
I looked at Sean who was looking everywhere but me.
Okay so he has got his consciousness last night only, hence Eric ran from there without saying anything.
All the love, guilt and each emotion I was feeling flew away out the window and fury rushed into me.
I look back accusingly at everyone and as if they understand my body language, Sam was the first one who reacted.
"Oh Eric, Nathan I want to speak about something very important. Let's go outside and let Sarah and Sean talk. I guess they have so much to catch up on." Before I say anything, they walk out like the air.
I again looked back to Sean who was chewing his inner cheek.
I felt like punching him so hard.
"So, you've been up since last night hmm?" I asked, though knowing the fact.
"Hmm yeah I mean no, I mean yeah I was." He spoke while breaking the sentence.
"And you were listening to everything I said?" I again asked as the matter of fact.
"Well, we don't get a chance to hear Mrs Hudson every day, do we?" He spoke, smirking.
I was a little mad at him but it's better he heard what I wanted to say because I don't know if I would don't the same now.
"I won't leave you. Ever." Ignoring my look, he spoke holding my hand.
His eyes help promise and honesty and this confirmation has melted my heart already.
I refrain from using any words but I know he can read my eyes which only held gratitude and admiration towards this man.
"How are the babies?" He changes the subject before I start crying again.
Hearing his question made me numb again.
How are they? I haven't asked a single time about them as I was too worried about Sean.
What will the answer be now?
I felt ashamed. I mean what kind of mother I am.
"They are fine, I guess. Still in NCU" I spoke
"So, what did we get? Girls or boys?" He asked.
I looked up, his eyes were twinkling in happiness and I could see how either he is to know.
"Both." I replied with a small smile. Thankfully I had some knowledge.
"Both?" He asked, not understanding my words.
"We are blessed with A boy who is two-minute older than our girl." A smile broke on my lips and so was his.
This man has already proven how amazing a father he is and I know he will be the same for these two as well.
Tears of happiness pooled in his eyes; he kissed my knuckles "thank you." He cried and tears dropped from his eyes.
"Thank you." I spoke with a small smile.
I know it must be very difficult for him to put everyone's life on the stack but he still did it for the sake of me and I will be grateful for my whole life.
"What do they look like?" He asked once more questions but now I am highly embarrassed.
"Amm actually, I..i was so worried about it so I did not even see them." Spoke with honesty.
"No worries. I am fine now. We shall soon be able to see them hmm?" he took over my guilt in no time and I nodded.
I smile feeling grateful to have him in my life.
TIME SKIP
Finally, it's time for us to see our bundle of flowers.
I looked down and Bella who was standing impatiently looking at the glass box and waiting for the doctor to give us the babies.
I smile and look back at babies who are looking here and there.
They are too tiny and fragile.
My heartbeat was running fast and my hands were itching to touch their feather skin.
For so many days we are only allowed to hold their hands but now finally they are fit to stay in the same environment as we are.
I look at Sean and who looks equally excited as me and Bella.
Finally, the doctor gave my son into my arms and the nurse gave our daughter to Sean.
An entirely new feeling and spark felt in my body when his tiny hands touched my skin.
Tears again pooled in my eyes and I shower the kisses all over his face.
I notice his beautiful blue eyes. Neither it resembles mine like green nor Sean like grey. This baby has different eye colours and beautiful snow-white skin.
I look at my daughter. She was looking at his father without breaking her stare. Sean had an alluring smile on his face and I could say how hard it was to control his emotions.
Mommy, I want to hold the baby." Bella spoke jumping
"Baby they are too small and you are too small to hold them. How about you sit on the chair and I give him into your arms?" I asked and she instantly obliged and sat on the chair next to us.
"Daddy, you know I have already decided their name." Bella spoke but her eyes stuck on the baby while Sean gave me my daughter and walked to Bella.
"Oh, that's great, do you mind sharing?" He spoke looking at the baby in Bella's arm.
"Seana Bella Hudson & Ayden Bella Hudson" She spoke cheekily and we burst out laughing.
"Well, that's a very nice name but we can't use the middle name Bella for Ayden. Amm how about Seana Sean Hudson and Aiden Sean Hudson just like Bella Swan Hudson?" Bella's face felt the moment we laughed but Sean instantly came up with a solution which she happily accepted.